E'zzati's Secret!.

2011-04-30T17:49:00.002+08:00

IN CASE ANYONE STILL COMES HERE, I'VE MADE A TUMBLR. HA FIND ME IF YOU STILL CARE, IT'S RATHER OBVIOUS. I WNA BLOG ABT E KATY PERRY MEET AND HOW MY LIFE IS CHANGED, BUT IM TOO LAZY TO UPLOAD E PHOTOS HERE. PLUS I'VE LOST E FEEL OF IT. DAMMIT.

EZT S8.

E'zzati's Secret.

2011-03-19T22:02:00.005+08:00

@bloodylazy.

OKAY SO I HAVE A LOT TO UPDATE SINCE MEETING QUEST CREW. IN ORDER + OFF E TOP OF MY HEAD,

`MEETING KATY PERRY ON E0N5
`SEEING BIG BANG LIVE ON KOREAN POP NIGHT
`MY 2 VISUAL ART "SHOWCASES"

AND BASICALLY A LOT OF OTHER STUFFS. THE THING IS, IM REALLY PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF FOR TAKING SO LONG TO BLOG ABOUT IT. IN TRUTH IS, I'M TOO LAZY TO UPLOAD E DAMN PHOTOS ONE BY ONE. I WONDER IF ANYONE ACTUALLY COMES BY THIS BLOG ANYMORE.

WHAT I REALLY WNA SAY IS, IMMA STOP BLOGGING FORREAL. AT LEAST STOP IN HERE. I WNA KEEP IT AS COMPLETELY INCOMPLETE AS IT IS. FROM NOW ON, I WILL BE BLOGGING AT

http://www.ezts8.blogspot.com

TTFN E'ZZATISAID, HI EZTS8. I HOPE TO CREATE A NEW IDENTITY OF MYSELF AS EZT S8, SO COME JOIN ME IF YOU WNA. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WERE THERE FOR E'ZZATISAID, JUST KNOW THAT YOU HV BEEN A PART OF A MY LIFE AND I THANK AND LOVE YOU FOR THAT. I GUESS THIS IS IT.

OH WAIT I JUST REALIZED I DONT HV E HEART TO COMPLETELY SEPARATE FROM THIS BLOG. SO MAYBE, I WILL POST MORE STUFF HERE. AS OF NOW, I AM MOST ACTIVE ON TWITTER ON FBK. I MADE A DEVIANTART RECENTLY, ALTHO I DNO WHAT ON EARTH FOR. GOSH IM SUCHA MESS. HEHE

EZT S8.

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-08-12T02:01:00.005+08:00

@youknowiknowhow!.

HAPPY 19Y8M!. ^^ \m/

'ZATISFACTION!. ^^

FAWESOME!. haha so im reminded by someone lovely who i recently met to blog. which was nice, coz i typed a whole buncha stuff and my comp failed on me, and i figured no one reads this stuff anyways so stopped retyping at paragraph 2 :) SO HERE I AM, BACK FOR ANOTHER OCCASIONAL BLOGPOST :') still surprised at myself at how busy i am, and not being able to hv some time for a proper sit-down write-up ;) and yeah, in another interim of my life stages.

POST-FG PRE-LSL!. ^^ \m/ many things to think abt. should i really stop working?. how's schlife gna be like?. and many more. im not usually e kind who worries, but my curiousity is so demanding haha ;) all in all, i still hope that e ppl i love will still be ard, coz im just a girl, i need my entourage!~ ;) im not rich or socially hyperactive, i may not be able to buy you expensive things or be with you all e time, but i hope you know how much i love all of you!. ^^ \m/ you know it. :D

life's been rather lovely, and i hope its even betta for you :) firstly, THANK GOD :D secondly, THANKS HOTPARENTS!~ pretty much all of my technical problems r resolved :D it's interesting and i love how my after-HottIte life is back into some sort of routine, with 1 or 2 events that magically surprises me :D which brings me to this [my 1st ever BLOG reQUEST!. O.O] ;) it's abt time i post it, coz all e vids are up!. :D http://www.questcrew.com/backstage-pass/singapore-trip-2010-oschool-the-big-groove-fun/

THE BIG GROOVE!. 11 JULY 2010!. Expo 8, Singapore!. :D
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=195307&id=633222982&l=95aa10e781
E'zzati "Event-anista" Reporting!.

I KNEW RYAN [AND VICTOR] WAS GNA COME BACK, AND WHAT FANTASTIC TIMING THEN NOW?. ^^ \m/ THIS TIME, THEY BROUGHT ALONG E REST OF E GORGEOUS GUYS FROM QUEST!~ ^^ \m/ JUST THINKING ABT IT NOW STILL MAKES ME BLISSFUL ^^ \m/

bcoz im sucha hotdork, i bought e tix almost immediately after work at Sistic [another benefit of FGlife ;)] e counterperson kinda pissed me off, but since e tix were in my hands, i was too happy to think abt it :) i smiled to everyone on my way hm :D haha okay so last minutely, i found some Ryanistas from way back when, just like me. E POWER OF FBK!. :D casually, i asked if we should go tgt. few days before TBG, almost everything was a beautiful mess. i cldnt find someone to go with, clothes that wld match how i feel, WHO WHEN HOW. I JUST KNEW WHY, AND YOU KNOW WHAT!. [ROFL XD]

reading back my previous reports on myspace, i know betta than to worry. i just panicked. of coz everything turned out superfine~ ;) follow e fbk album link above to get a [hundred and seventy three] clearer pHOTo of everything ;) DDAY started out with Hot Nabs and i eating at Amktc Mcd!. :D which was kinda fail, coz i cldnt really eat anw, too excited ;) at Amk Hub, i got approached by a cute babe, who went straight up to me [was probably smiling at everyone -_-"] and asked me "DO YOU STILL DANCE?." :) WHAT A QUEST[ION] AND WHAT A TIME!~ ;)

reached Expo, i gave Q WanJing a call asking for any info, and she told me to find Q Aly. i said okay, hung up and immediately shouted "ALY!~ ALY!~" WHAT DO YOU KNOW, THERE WERE 3 GIRLS IN FRONT OF US [FROM E SAME TRAIN] AND THEY ALL TURNED TO STARE AT ME LIKE I WAS RETARDED [I AM ;)] ^^ \m/ I JUST DID E QUEST HAND SIGN and they stopped and waited for us to catch up :) turns out 1 of em was Aly after all, who turns out to be Alicia from wbw[=way back when] too ;) she told us that she was from Msia, and she didnt know SingaSubway isnt halal, and asked us if we're okay with it. HOW CUTE HAHAHA XD

barely a few minutes later, more Questies appeared :) we quickly jumped into conversations, which i tot was amusing coz im not really e kinda person who wld talk so fast after acquaintance. i mean, we weren't really close to begin with. but hey, thats e power of dance!. haha :) and somehow, like all e other fawesome events that i've went, there was cosplay gg ard XD got my Ryan sign, and we all went to join e queue :D i've queued many times in life, but i gotta admit, this was my fav Q. ;)

was right behind another acquaintance who we met just ytd at dance session, and there were many more familiar faces :) not forgetting e weather was rather forgiving :D there was ald a huge line, but im guessing it's mostly coz of e other crew's supporters. it's nice to stand with dancelovers, even if you are rooting for another crew. it's not like, you know, soccer and things liddat when 2 different crew supporters can lead to fights and things like that. it's a general feeling, like... WE ARE ALL STANDING ON THE SAME STAGE. ^^ \m/

SUDDENLY!. STEVE'S UNCLE CAME TO US AND GAVE EACH OF US A HUG!~ :D
told us how "it's gna be crazy, all e crews r tip top.", followed by a rather amusing
QUESTion: HOW DO YOU GUYS LIVE HERE!~ [referring to e weather HAHAHAHA XD]

SUDDENLY SUDDENLY!. ARIS CAME TO US AND WENT "QUESTIEEEEEEES!~" :D
FOLLOWED BY A MASSIVE GROUP HUG :D i was kinda surprised, and
i felt terrible inside bcoz i wanted to shout his name back, but i
wasnt sure of e pronounciation so i didnt say anything XP
only then it began to sink in that it was really happening :)

SUDDENLY SUDDENLY SUDDENLY!. QUEST'S JERRY CAME RECORDING!~ :D
okay by e power of ytb, i know. that mmt, i also know, that all
these days spent on ytb cld nv measure up to this :)

spent some time taking pHOTos with e Q fam, then we got a BIG bottle of GROOVY grape drink from F&N, along with a polaroid of Hot Nabs and i ;) Questie Jasmine asked if Nabs and i r cmates, which was very refreshingly funny coz usually ppl ask if we're twins ROFL XD soon enough, Bbx Jannson appeared and i took a pHOTo with him [agn, i know] X) i wonder what's his impression of me as of now ROFL XD quite someime later, doors opened :) stage/equipment seems pretty... lavish, as compared to what i expected. and many LCD tvs to go ard. NDP doesnt even hv these stuff!~ X) ard e stage, we were greeted by stormtroopers [DO OR DO NOT THERE IS NO TRY ;)] after changing seats, we went to queue up for merch, but it was so slow and they closed before we cld get anything bcoz e show was starting -_-" btw, F&N was handing out cute cups of drinks. i love how it's so cool yet it's still... family friendly?. you dont get much of that kinda events/treatment nowadays. all "cool" events has "alcohol" and "sex" etc etc, i just love a gd, clean time. with a hint of naughtiness of coz, but everything's you know, still understated ;D btw, we switched seats twice and i ended up hving a Quest fanboy behind me. which feels kinda weird actually XD

LET'S START E SHOW!~ :D RIGHT 1 MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENT, WAS THAT IF I RMB CORRECTLY, STYLES FROM BEYOND KINDA INSULTED POREOTICS. AND IT WASNT EVEN FUNNY/COOL/HAD A POINT. WHICH IS SAD, BCOZ I'VE ALWAYS TOT OF SFB AS 1 OF SINGAPORE'S DANCE PRIDE. AS MUCH AS HOW NICE I THINK THEY ARE, I'D GO FOR POREOTICS DANCEWISE ANYTIME ;D XP ^^ \m/ MOVING STRAIGHT ON, E LAST PERF BEFORE A BRK [WHICH I WAS WONDERING IF THERE EVEN WAS ONE] WAS BY WRECKING CREW ORCHESTRA!. :D I'VE NV SEEN THEIR STUFF BUT DAMMIT, THEY WERE SO FAWESOME THAT NIGHT ;) KINDA REGAINED MY LOVE/RESPECT FOR JAPANESE MEN HEHEHEHE X)

BRK!. :D QUEUED UP FOR MERCH AGN. E WCO DUDE IS SOOO KAWAII!~ XD BOUGHT A TEE + A PICTURE EACH ;) BUMPED INTO Kp ARJUNA, AND WE WERE RUSHING FOR TOILET ROFL XD OTW BACK, WE SAW QUEST CREW CHOO2 TRAIN-ING[?.] OUTTA THEIR DRESSING RM TO E BCKSTAGE AND I WAS LIKE "GO QUEST CREW SHYIOK UH!~" XD -_-" BY E TIME WE GOT BACK TO OUR SEATS, TINY TOONS WAS ALD ON. CHOO CHOO~

QUEST CREW PERFORMANCE!. ^^ \m/ JUST THINKING ABT IT NOW MAKES ME SMILE LIKE AN IDIOT :D WISH YOU WERE THERE. AFTER THAT, WE STARTED CHANTING "QUEST CREW QUEST CREW" AND TBG HOST UTT MADE E WHOLE HALL DO IT IN EXCHANGE FOR AN ENCORE. AT 1PT IT WAS LIKE "ALL E GIRLS SCREAM!~" SO I DID MY SIGNATURE. FOLLOWED BY "ALL E GUYS SCREAM!~" OMG I SWEAR TO GOD, I'VE NV HEARD MEN CHEER SO LOUD!~ [SOCCER MATCHES DOESNT COUNT] XD FOR A MMT, IT FELT LIKE THOSE OLDEN DAYS WHEN MEN WERE JUST SO... MANLY :) AAHHHHH ALL HOPE IS NOT LOST ^^ \m/ ANW,... QUEST REALLY CAME BACK. AND DID EVERYTHING THAT THEY DIDNT DO IN E PERFORMANCE ROUTINE ^^ \m/ AFTER EVERYTHING ARIS TOOK E MICROP AND WE ALL SANG E BIRTHDAY SONG FOR HOK!~ :D HAHA I ACTUALLY REVISED INSIDE MY HEAD E JAPANESE VERSION, ALTHO IT WASNT REQUIRED -_-" THEN HOK DID HIS PROFESSOR SPEECH AND I WAS LIKE HAAAIIIIIIIIIIIII~ ^^ \m/

after that was a slideshow thingy, at 1pt Dharni's pHOTo came on and Hot Nabs and i screamt ^^ \m/ otw to e toilet i bumped into Kp Eden!. ^^ \m/ took a pHOTo, and chatted a lil bit abt Quest :) Hot Nabs bought WCO's face towel after all, i was like "arigatogozaimas" and the sellerdude FREAKING GIGGLED. HAHA kawaii-desu :) saw Quest's Mger Dave walking e other way, so we said "bye2~" and he was like "thank you!~" ^^ \m/ at e toilet we saw Hilty + Bosch. i know their technique is mad, but i dont know who's who -_-" took pHOTo, he shook Hot Nabs's hand so i also held mine to shake haha :D reached e mediaboard, Hot Nabs and i took photos, then i asked this grp of 4boys if they cld help take of us. we didnt know what to do and they were like "it's okay, you can do anything you want~" HEHE ANYTHING ;) after that 1 of em was like "can you help us take also" HAHAHA SO CUTE ;) in e end i snapped 1 using D3K also ;D

otw out Snow + Crazybone was ard, and we didnt know who's who but my chinese was sufficient enough to get a pHOTo!~ :D hen ke ai~ nooo, i didnt get to pHOTize with Ryan :( still, managed to get everyone else's that i wanted :) not that it's okay, but im not complaining either :) otw hm, this old man was kinda checking us out, me to be specific. and many more male attention as time passes by. it's as if, e Quest tee made me look 80% more hot or somein XD

I COME ON AT ARD 7:27!. ^^ \m/ DONT KNOW WHY I DID MY WEIRD "HANDSIGN" THINGY, TOO EXCITED ROFL XD I ALSO DONT KNOW WHY IT'S SO FUNNY TO BE SINGAPOREAN [NO CLUE WHATSOEVER WHY WE KEPT GIGGLING XD] I WILL NV LET THIS GO FOR E REST OF MY LIFE, ALL MY FRIENDS WILL GET SICK OF HEARING ME GO ABT THIS, AND DEEP DOWN I KNOW THEY'RE PROUD TO KNOW SOMEONE LIKE ME KEKEKE ;)

FUNNY HOW LATELY, WHENEVER I HAD EXPECTATIONS FOR AN EVENT, I GET DISAPPOINTED. AND WHEN I DONT, I GET IMPRESSED. BUT THAT VERY DAY, I HAD EXPECTATIONS. AND I STILL GOT IMPRESSED. I STILL STAND BY E BELIEF THAT NO MATTER HOW GOOD/BAD AN EVENT IS, WHAT MATTERS MOST IS WHO YOU WENT WITH ;) THANKS O SCHOOL FOR ORGANISING E EVENT!. THANKS HOT NABS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME!. THANKS QUESTIES FOR E GREAT COMPANY!. THANKS TO E FRIENDS WHO I BUMPED INTO!. THANKS TO E STRANGERS WHO SMILED BACK!. THANKS TO E AUDVIS CREW FOR A SMOOTH JOB!. THANKS QUEST CREW!.

THANKS RYAN[IMAY] "LEAD EM, LEAVE EM" CONFERIDO!. ^^ \m/
FOR ALWAYS LEADING ME, WITH MANY DIFFERENT WAYS TO INSPIRE AND IMPROVE.
FOR ALWAYS LEAVING ME, WITH ENOUGH SPACE TO DEVELOP MYSELF.
I'VE NV MISSED ANYTHING AS MUCH, AND WHAT A DIFFERENCE 4YRS HAD MADE US.
TILL WE MEET AGAIN IN E FUTURE, MAYBE THRU A FLUX CAPACITOR X)

MOTS: WHEN I MAKE IT, I WANT YOU THERE!~ ;)
The Way I Are by Timbaland Ft Keri Hilson.
CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-05-19T03:39:00.005+08:00

@there'sadancerinthearmsoflove!.

OPOCOT!. haha i miss blogging :( im kinda surprised myself at how busy i am these days. i feel like a failure not being able to update abt everything that has happened so far. with e technical problems still unresolved, it's even more depressing. DAMMIT!~ so here's another spontaneous post. i hope everything's alright :)

live feed from brain, this wk has been kinda... surprising i should say. things just pop up one after another. many things, i'll just update partly from 19y5m onwards :)

*Wednesday 12 May!.
at e stroke of 1212, i applied for e kpop competition!. ^^ \m/
there's quite an interesting story behind my decision, maybe one day i'll blog abt it haha -_-"
HottITE official graduation ceremony!. ^^ \m/
will update more later. i've ald edited and uploaded e pHOTos on fbk, so no worries abt that :)

Thanks Hot Nabs for e company :)

*Thursday 13 May!.
this video will summarize for you everything that happened in betw!. ^^ \m/

*Saturday 15 May!.
last-minutely, i met up with Vip Adn + Bryan, and i gotta know Kp Ke Jin. had some heart to heart conversation abt e kpop competition, which i tot was amusing coz we weren't really close to begin with. but hey, thats e power of music!. haha :)

*Sunday 16 May!.
got news that a neighbour makcik just passed away. her family came over to inform us, and as usual i suck at these kinda things. i was just smiling throughout e whole thing. i hope they dont get e wrong idea :/ im kinda liddat when it comes abt death.
she was a really nice person. i like gg to her house during Hari Raya even tho i'll probably hv to watch hours of syarahan on e tv. may Allah bless you :)

so yeah. kinda made me realize how fragile life is :) so if you gotta do somein, do it do it do it now~ ;) yes im kinda referring to myself. which brings me to e next topic...

*Monday 17 May!.
Tell Me Goodbye!. ^^ \m/

HOW APPROPRIATE!. HAHA toldya i suck at deaths. I TOTALLY DIDNT SEE THIS VIDEO COMING!. ahh~ sombre :) i like how deep it is. haha right im just glad they're back, coz i miss em. and woohoo they're emo~ ahh didnt really like e outfits when i saw e separates on mannequins, but wow. anw, among all e emo-ness, it reminded me of an old song i used to listen to.

and one more gdbye vid!. haha im ready for it. bring it!. ;)

*Tuesday 18 May!.
Happy Birthday Mr Dong Yong Bae!. Lol... Lol...

for those of you who know abt my Lollipop vid, i mentioned abt "coming down to Singapore" and "Pitbull" and today he's performing his concert here :) on an even lighter note, YG suddenly posts an open audition vid on ytb along with TMG. RANDOM!~

HAHA so i did these to kinda just get a feel.

e application form's really adorable!. starts with a sweet polite instruction!. XD
"After you finish filling out the form, be sure to press submit button to complete your application."
if only exams were phrased that way, i'd happily comply haha. "Your contact phone number." "My own song (check if it's your own song)"
even e rest has cute explanation HAHAHA
"Fill out the blank with the title of the song and the name of the original performer. ex) So Sick - Ne-yo"
and its so cute that they shorten e word example to "ex". imagine if in exams they say somein like "Rivers are a natural watercourse. List 2 ex." i wld put "i am a playa, i hv no exes." ROFL XD damn hilarious esp if you think of it Singlishly, as in "damn ex le~" HAHA.
"Please upload your original photos which are not retouched by photoshop."
haha quite a number of ppl might fail bcoz of this ;)
"If you fill out wrong informations of your birth date or body measurements, you might fail your application."
even e "threats" sound so sweet haha. and i didnt know there's a plural version for e word information mwahaha XP if you get what i mean. ;)

BUT WAIT, THEY SAVED E BEST FOR E LAST!.
"Are you sure you're going to apply for YG-Audition?"
YEAH YOU CAN BE SURE, IM YOUR NUMBER ONE!~

SO CUTE!. HAHA XD it occured to me that if i win e KPop contest and get e tix, i might just be able to go to Seoul and audition [i know im getting ahead of myself, but hey just think abt it] ROFL XD like as if i dont hv LSL HAHA XD -_-"

if that's not menyakitkan hati enough, enjoy with fanta!. XP
many goodies came along with it.
oh, how i wish that it's released in Singapore. right.

THE REST OF US CAN FIND HAPPINESS IN MISERY!. ^^ \m/

MOTS: I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK,
AS LONG AS IT'S ABOUT ME!~ ;)
I Don't Care by Fall Out Boy.
CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-04-28T16:02:00.003+08:00

@yougottahelpmeout!.

BOO!. oh mann i totally forgot abt blogging -_-" i keep saying i'll post real updates, but now im really doubting myself. i still want to update em all tho, it's just a matter of time and if i'll be able to keep e chronology. DAMMIT!~

*TECHNICAL PROBLEMS!.
#1: E'ZZATDRIVE keeps failing on me :'( which is totally depressing coz i keep lotsa stuff inside. i hope i manage to salvage everything impt. *prays* :)
#2: MY KEYBOARD has no shift key :( it broke. which is making typing [and blogging] less fluid and more time-consuming -_-" and im so used to placing my Rpinkie at e shift button for all typography style :)
#3: INSIDE COMPUTER is unstable :( which makes me worried coz it's 2nd in where i keep all my stuff. since tdrive is semi-useless, i can only use it to blast songs -_-" it really spoils e flow coz i use e inside compt to edit pHOTos and type up stuff. if this post comes out rather spontaneous in comparison with e rest you see why :)
I HOPE I WANT I INTEND to settle this as soon as possible, im not living with technology, technology lives with me!. HAHA ^^ \m/

btw recently ytb crashed for a few hrs and i got the most shocking depression of my life so far. someimes i think im e only one in my social network who is active on ytb. altho i dislike e format now, im glad that ytb's back. FYOUTUBE!~ HAHA ^^ \m/

*TICTICTIC TICTICTIC TICTICTICTIC TICTICTIC!.
HAHA YEAH i ripped it outta Poreotics/Poreotix's stuff ;)
I LOVE JABBAREOTIQUEST!. ^^ \m/
[btw no, i dont wna be Justin Bieber's gf. was just wondering lol.]

im also referring to tics as in time. i've started working forreal. like, day job kinda work. will blog more abit it in e posts to come. if you're kanchiong you can follow me on twitter, i update my abt my worklife ["The Ze'mple Life", as inspired by The Simple Life HAHA XD] somewhat daily. interesting, esp reactions from ppl ard me. most are like "working hard eh?~" altho in differrent intonations with diff hidden meanings. HAHA XD THANKS EH!~ HAHA ^^ \m/

*TOKIO HOTEL IN SINGAPORE FOR AFF!.
kinda last-minute, but i guess things got busy on e other side or somein. frankly, i might not be involved in AFF10 :( which is sad. but anw, YAY TH!~ HAHA ^^ \m/
*KPOP TALENT CONTEST 2010!.

THIS COULD BE IT!.

Lol... Lol... i dont know why this flyer appeared in my life and im kinda... tempted!. ;) i just knew abt it ytd. i might join, coz im desperate. for so many things. seems like i should, gotta start working even harder tho haha X) if not now then when?. shall go all out, at least. for... ^^ \m/

'ZATISFACTION!. HAHA EVEN E BCKGRD KINDA MATCHES E SITUATION XD

I HV NO IDEA what ima do, but im sure it's somein.
and if you're reading this and semangat-ly gg
"E'zzati you suck you should stop you're rubbish",
well i know what im doing is nothing much,
BUT IM SURE IT'S MORE THAN YOU. ;) ^^ \m/

MOTS: THERE'S NO POINT TRYNA HIDE IT!~ ;P
Break Your Heart by Taio Cruz.
CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-04-04T00:09:00.004+08:00

@andwe'rerunningwithbloodonourknees!.

WAITING SUCKS!. :( Lol... Lol... a 'lil update on wazzup before i post some real update... soon ;P

*RESULTS: 31 MAR!.
i actually stayed up by my phone!. lied on e bed and did nothing, just plain waiting. waiting sucks. weird tho, i've nv stayed by my phone without doing anything. haha -_-" at 080744 "Course: FHBSE. Your Mar 2010 exam results are: EM22010=Good;EM51070=S;EV4001PA=D;EV5001PA=C;OA49170=B." like as if i understand what e codes are. so TADA!~

most surprisingly!. got a B for PR!~ ^^ \m/ highest grade of mine in this batch. which is strange, coz i skipped more lessons than i did in POM, which i ended up with a C -_-" sadly, i got D for MICE, which is like kinda impt for events?. -_-" thankfully, i passed LPD and SWII. Alhamdulillah~ :) looking at overall perf, i missed e ABs in e earlier days. but hey, still a gd run of 3As 5Bs 2Cs 1D :) btw, D IS A PASS. i didnt know that!. haha okay got a credit more than required via elective mods, which is also strange coz elec mods r PR and TPS!. Lol... Lol... last but not least, GPA = 2.887!. sad how i dropped from e 3pointers grp :( there's a saying that your income is e incomes of e 5 closest ppl to you divided by 5. i guess it applies to GPAs too. it's funny to hv near 4pointers friends, and those who are hovering on e 2pointer mark.

THANKFULLY!. [again, i know] i hv 0.2 extra credit from my CCAs!. :D TOTAL GPA = 3.007!~ ^^ \m/ yay i barely scraped thru e 3pointer mark. haha mirror image e 3, and my GPA = E.BOND ^^ \m/ HAHAHAHA ROFL XD

*RESULTS: 1 APR!.
released at 2PM [ha ha -_-"], but i overslept an hr :) presenting... Contender #2: Diploma in Design for Interactivity (R36)

i know, Design for WHAT?! X) honestly, i cant recall applying for it. but ta-dah!. it's weird how i keep getting my 4th choice. PSS was my 4th choice in PSLE, if im not wrong BnF was my 4thchoice [i appealed duh], and so i digress. clueless, i went to e official website for more info ;)

"About the Programme: The premise of Design for Interactivity is situated at the intersection between product (object), service and environment design. The aim of the programme is to familiarise students with the interactive nature of design thinking, and to foster them to think critically about the design process.
Programme Objectives: Students will examine the impact of design on everyday life, and conversely, the influence of everyday life on design. They will be challenged to address fundamental questions such as: When does interaction ever cease? How interconnected and interdependent are we as individuals and communities? How do we manage information systems and technological networks? In their quest, they will help define the meaning and extent of “interactivity” through design and design thinking."

seems decent, but it appears to be mroe on e "talk abt it" side?. i dont wna just talk abt it, i wna be abt it!. ;) that aside, gg to poly might be less of a cultureshock. as in: SLA [Student Life Activities] ;) they hv Interest Groups [IGs] that inclds LD [which i dearly miss :'(] and i know of friends who wanted to go to RP for dance's sake. and i also miss math & science :( also!. HottIes Liyana will be in RP to for Sonic Arts [how dope!.] i think RP like talented shortys like us HAHA X)

SUMMARY: DESIGN vs DANCE.
LSL vs RP. i also considered which sch has betta men HAHA XP so i was in a mini-dilemma!. wanted to cry but no tears came up and i end up laughing HAHAHAHA -_-" yeah im all abt making somein and getting somein back, it helps e cycle of life :) still!. I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY THOUGHT THINGS OUT. seems so... grown-up!. HAHA XP

HottIes Liyana tweeted that "As long as you do what you love :]", but i swear i love both. and it's not like, sports vs economics you know, design and dance hv an intricate rship!. just like fashion and music. since there's only one E'zzati Said, i suppose i'll hv to balance it out :) but i guess her next tweet helped much more "@ezzatisaid *-____-* your head laa! I think u go LSL cos Im not sure abt design interactivity bt i think da course u applied @ LSL better." :D

FINAL DECISION: *drumroll* LASALLE!.
DUH not much of a doubt, but it hurts. decision-making is the new heart-breaking :( FOR A MMT I FORGOT ABT HOW "POLY IS BACKUP CHOICE"!~ so yeah ;) also!. it's that "i liked you but i moved on and NOW you like me?!" situation. if they had taken me before ITE, i wld've accepted. now after gg thru ITE, i think i deserve more hehe XP plus, intake starts in mid-Apr and they had just emailed over e forms. not efficientleh!~ Sorry RP, i like your feel and environment, but it's too late. Sorry Poly'ezters [those who keep insisting on me gg to poly no matter what], I NEED TO MOVE ON!. I NEED TO PROGRESS. FASTER. in e tweet of HottIes Resi:
DON'T EXTINGUISH MY PASSION... PLEASE!.

*KUANTEEN!. MY HEART IS ACHING INSIDE!. Big Bang was in Thailand really recently. i cldnt sleep knowing they're so near. in fact, they're so near i can hear VI singing!. just kidding, HAPPY APRIL SMART!~ ^^ \m/ I EVEN KNOW HOW TO GET TO THAILAND AS AN ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT!~ :'( i feel so unjustified... thankfully some SingaVips were still up at 3AM to chat with me :) how pitifully funny. DAMMITLAH!. RAWRRARRRARR~

what sucks even more is they keep emphasizing on how great e turnout is and e girls. yes i know it's just e showbiz industry, Singapore is only a damn dot and it might not bring you as much profit and exposure. i cant promise you numerous attendance, but i can assure you that whoever that turns up, you have all of our Singalove. that's multiple times more than anyone else's ;) and if you like older ppl, aunties and uncles usually will drop by due to our natural kpo-ness!~ haha :'( [im just tryna console myself -_-"]

I FEEL SO UNLOVED RIGHT NOW!. :"( im not anti-Thailand btw, i hv great Thai friends who are really nice ppl. im just questioning. anw, since you're so nearby, why dont you stick ard Singapore during late apr?. AFF is coming up!~ HEEHEE XP i promise i'll treat you a Milo Dinosaur!. ;) make that 2 Milo Dinosaurs!. haha oh well i should learn to deal with it. slowly, a small step at a time, and you will reach here. I AM IMPATIENTLY WAITING. on e blinger side, [not to mention how his songs are sooo suitable in this mmt]...

*MIKA SINGAPORE 14 JUNE 2010 MAXPAVILLION@SINGAPORE EXPO!~ ^^ \m/
his Asia tour. starting from Japan, to Korea, then to SINGAPORE~ ;)
OHAYOU-ANNYEONG-OI MIKA!~ XP

this is really nice, very comforting indeed HAHA ;) ticket sales from 26Mar, still time to earn and save :) limegreen watch!. i wanted one but cldnt find, so mine's hotpink :) haha btw i like e "angel" picture. and i hope he piggybacks Katy Perry along here!~ HAHAHA XD i really wna go. JE TAIME MIKA, YOUR PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE KICK A$$!~ ^^ \m/

okay i think no one really comes here anymore, but for my own sake, i'll nv forget you... and i still bloghop when i can. so yeah. in other words, even if you dont come back, i wont hate you, i just hope that you wont stop so that i'll hv somein to read abt you and i'll know how you're doing.

I WONT HATE YOU. I WONT DISLIKE YOU.
NOO.. I LOVE YOU UPSIDE DOWN!~ ^^ \m/

MOTS: WHILE YOU WERE WONDERING WHAT THE HELL TO DO,
WE WERE WISHING WERE LUCKY LIKE YOU!~ XP by Mika.
CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-03-18T14:53:00.002+08:00

@dimanadiaygentertainmentsaya!.

MIDNIGHT, 18 MARCH 2010!. :D i sat in my living rm to read e npaper [yeah i always read npapers at night, and in reverse order, backpage to cover] and guess what i saw!~ :D haha okay ignore my bad cropping, mly npaper is big so i had to scan 1 side at a time and paste all tgt -_-" i've seen BB and 2NE1 been featured on msia's entertainment mags and BB on a local entertainment mag, nothing much this time, but to see em appear on e local's main [and only] mly npaper, it must've meant somein ;)

btw, ST12 is coming to Singapore and im wondering if i wna go coz im so bored. i heard they suck at live performances so i wna check it out for myself, and it's at Rock Auditorium, which i hv nv heard of before, so i wna see e place!~ haha i wont lie to you, i only know one song from em XP tickets r quite ex tho. might as well just keep my $ for a concert that i actually like e artiste. YG, when you come to Singapore, pls dont sell tickets thru Sistic. they rip our pocket $ :( and you cant decorate your tickets :( e only gd pt is, they hv an online system where you can see e floorplan and book your seat :) but i trust BB!. that if they hv a concert here, they'd hv an awesome stage set that no matter where you sit, you'll still get a gd view no matter where you sit. therefore, e last and only gd pt of Sistic proves meaningless. sorry Sistics, but bcoz of you i didnt catch 3 of my all-time fav bands play, and i mostly blame you for it :D

that doesnt incld many other concerts that i'd love to support, but due to your bad pricing, i had to give em a pass. anw!. back to e article!. translating it was funny, i should've paid attention in mly class~ :) so now i know why Hot Dad's rtone is Fire!. HAHAHAHA XD

[TRANSLATION] KOREAN POP: BECOMING A CRAZE IN THE WEST
[PHOTO CAPTION] ENTER INTERNATIONAL MARKET: This girl group 2NE1 from South Korea music video was published on America's popular blogger website, Perez Hilton.
-Photo KPCULTURE.FILES.WORDPRESS.COM
[ARTICLE] Looks like the heat and greatness of K-Pop or Korean Pop groups now begin to get a place in the West, especially in America.
Popular blogger, Perez Hilton, had uploaded the latest music video clip of K-Pop group Big Bang, Lollipop 2, and latest song from group 2NE1 (pronounced: twenty-one), Try To Follow Me, on his blogsite.
But this is not the first time Perez Hilton featured a music video from both groups.
Before this, song Lollipop sang by Big Bang and 2NE1 had also been featured in his blog, perezhilton.com, that is commonly visited by millions of citizens from different countries.
A few month ago, Hilton's blogsite, whis is usually filled with recent gossip about popular artists in America had also featured music video from group The Wonder Girls, that is popular with the song Nobody, SNSD, and female actress Uhm Junghwa.

MOTS: AKU ASYIK TERJATUH,
JATUH CINTA DENGAN KAMU!~ ;D
Jatuh by Adam :) CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-03-12T11:32:00.003+08:00

@there'saplacecalled!.

HAPPY 19YEARS 3MTHS!. HAHA!. :D

many kpop artistes r coming to Singapore these days, or ard e area [msia, thai,...] i feel like crashing some of their events to gain exposure so that Big Bang will take notice XP but i dont think im ready yet for em to come. i think i hv another new dream now. 121212, BIG BANG, NO BRAIN, 2NE1, AND ME IN SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM!. :D i hope, wish, pray. till then, wait for me okay?. i promise i'll work harder :)

oh btw!. i read somewhere that Backstreet Boys know of Big Bang and think that they're gd stuff :) HAHA!. now i feel guilty for laughing at em when i accidentally bumped into em when they were in town. i dno, it's just funny to see ppl you like when you least expect it. it made me think, you know. like... FORREAL?!. X) anw, 9MAR!. Wondergirls, Singapore, Bugis, Illuma. XD if im not wrong, i think 1 of em twitted "I love the weather here and the views..!!“ HAHAHA XD dammit i should stop complaining. also!. i think BEG went to Spize?. seems like there's much east side action. okay that doesnt make much diff, since i live in a somewhat middle?. but cool per... UNNIES OI!~ :D

Lol... Lol... 3days ago, 6MAR!. super inspirational day. haha. will update more abt it in like, i dno. 10mths later?. haha jk. i went to an event in e heartlands, learnt alot. like how i missed being in an event ald. and even more stuff. i've been thinking abt sounds lately, and i randomly recalled how AMKPS back then had quite a number of bells for diff reasons, and some r well... kinda catchy. so i laughed to myself thinking how much i've been tryna avoid, but keep being exposed and naturally inclining to arts. so now im pretty much raring to go for my next phase of life... after 13hours of gd sleep!. :D anw, a taste of what happened earlier that day. image courtesy of Hottie Zrn. pretty awesome!. ^^ \m/

phwoar~ karma is so cute. papers were pretty neat, i guess it's e tcher's way of retribution for my lack of attendance?. haha XP well exams arent everything, but i hope everything's all gd yeah~ :) okay i know i mentioned i'll continue updating abt life, it's coming okay haha :) another live feed from brain!.

*12MAR!. :D
finally it's "brk" time. i dont know what to feel anymore at this pt. lately, my heart has been beating quite fast [figuratively :)] and i dont even know whyth for. not that im in love or what [at least i dont think so?. haha] hmmm i hope to find some awesome stuff in Msia, coz i desperately need to kickstart my next stage of life with somein. i ald know what i wna buy tho haha X) and... I HATE PACKING LUGGAGE!.

i love to pack goodiebags and e likes, but i dno why i seem to just dislike luggage packing. a guyfriend once told me that packing should be done ard a wk before leaving, so that in case anything is forgotten there's still time. how sensible. my style?, just enough clothes to get thru!~ as long as it match with e rest of e family [so e pHOTos will turn out like a family lookbook HAHA] :D most impt, i just gotta bring my survival kit [Sone'zzati, spare mp3, hphink, earpieces, batteries, charger, pen] in some sort of purse. :D also inclds stuff like... accessories, mini-sze'chbk n some color pens in case i feeling2 wna graffiti :D

*11MAR!. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOT DAD!. :D
The Saids Mger!. :D haha btw, i realized that Good Charlotte's Benji Madden is also born on e same day!. HAHAHAHA omglah, imagine if he was my dad!~ "THIS IS E ANTHEM THROW ALL YOUR HANDS UP!~" see, discoveries all ald happening ROFL XD anw, i've come to realize and be thankful that Hot Dad's still alive. yeah he annoys me someimes, but some of you might not even hv your dad ard anymore. thanks Hot Dad, for not smoking/drinking/clubbing++. it seems that every other [esp mly dads] does so n isnt alive. so yeah, ROCK ON HOT DAD!~ ^^ \m/

*8MAR!. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOT MUM!. :D HAPPY ANNIVERSARY HOTPARENTS!. :D
The Saids Tour Mger!. :D haha. march is 1 of e mths i get broke easily, bcoz i hv to buy many presents haha. hmm, congrats for surviving 19y3m of me!~ ROCK ON HOT MUM!~ ^^ \m/

what else. SOMEONE ASKED ME GOOD QUESTIONS LATELY!. :D "HOW COME YOUR SCREAM SO HIGH PITCH BUT YOUR VOICE LOW?." haha, it's always been that way?. i just naturally talk in a lower raspier voice, but i can scream with much ease. even previously i've received some comments like "you can be a professional screamer" and "ni mesti screamo"!~ HAHA :D usually e following questions will be "doesnt it hurt when you scream at sucha note?." but to be honest, HELL NO!~ :) Alhamdulillah, i am blessed with powerhouse vocals HAHAHA XD seriously, it feels natural. i suppose part of it comes from my natural grit?. :) and e last question will be "if you can scream at sucha high note, why can you sing in a higher/normal girl's key?." this, i dno. think it has somein to do with technicality?. like when i scream, i use my highest chest voice for e basic sound, and e whole of my head voice for a range of highpitch notes control?. haha. in other words, my singing voice [voice mix or wtv], is something i hvnt mastered. so i can do low stuff like rapping, and high stuff like screaming. anything in betw, someimes i get it and someimes i dont. will work on it tho. THANKS!~ :D

10MAR, my fbk's fortune cookie: Plan for many pleasures ahead.
wldnt it be nice?. ;) heehee~ hmmm does anyone actually reads my blog anymore?. esp till here ROFL XD

in this mmt, i am emo. okay im always liddat HAHA XP -_-" but i find some comfort in knowing that it's a small world and we'll fosho bump into each other someimes, esp since we're in e same industry :) coz above it all, there r things i wna keep and know. heh. i will blog betta when im feeling betta. okay, let me leave you with somein to discreetly headbang to. ONLY THIS SONG SUITS!~ ^^ \m/

MOTS: IF YOUR PANTS ARE ON FIRE,
BEING A LIAR BCOMES LESS IMPORTANT!.
by Josh Miller X) CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-03-05T14:33:00.005+08:00

@nodoubt!.

I WAS STUDYING. I SUDDENLY STARTED CRYING!~ T.T
haha omg im sucha simple crier, altho i've hvnt
cried in quite a while. like, CRY LIKE RABAK!~ T.T

*facebook.com/ezzatisaid
out of boredom in class, i created my acct. many things were shared there, and i dont hv anyone else to thank :)

*youtube.com/bustednebs
i rmb during my early ITE days, HottIes wanted to see me perform, but i wasnt ready enough to do anything. HottIes Stanley suggested that i record somein and put it on ytb, "who knows, skali you bcome popular bcoz of your video!~" ;) it wasnt until my BOBD cover when i had a vid, so i decided to upload it for memories purposes. there were a few views, but soon it died and i just posted more videos for fun's sake, thinking no one wld watch such stuff. imagine my shock when i returned and saw the increase in number of views!. what i know is, that you watch my videos and laugh at them. what i want you to know is, this channel was made for you. and thank you. if it wasnt for you, i wldnt hv made friends and gotten feedback from all over the world, and discovered so many things abt myself. i know im not the best singer/dancer/designer/writer/person in the school/class/club, but i hope that what i've done gave you an excuse to smile :)

*ezzatisaid.blogspot.com
THE MAIN REASON WHY I CRIED WAS THAT... i lost my feel of blogging, so i went to see my archives. this screen of words you're reading, is the very evidence of what a blessed life i had. i rmb creating this bcoz i wanted to keep all my memories since i entered ITE, n i damnwelldid. reading back, i rmb all the stuff that happened. inclding scrambling tgt to blog, bloghopping during classes,++ ;)

"WHAT IS ONE MINUTE OF CRAZYNESS COMPARED TO A LIFETIME OF MEANINGLESS?." -The Waterboys. somein liddat. that was my philosophy when i entered. i tried things, failed some, aced some. all i wanted was a few solid minutes of awesomeness, and now i got a lifetime more to live with. thank you :)

i know some ppl say ITElife sucks, waste time, blah3. i think that it all depends, i mean, i got into ITE and had quite an awesome time!. seriously, someimes i compare myself with my other friends who "made it", and i thank God for what i got. someimes i did wish i was as lucky as some others, but all in all, i know i was just asking for too much. so yeah you may hv tot you had a meaningless life in ite, maybe you just didnt use your minute. coz i said i'd do it and i diddit. yeah there were times when it was mendak, but everytime it happens, the only way life went is up :) in fact, i even kinda got complacent here and there, to the extend that moving forward seemed impossible. hell yeah, i am ready to progress. now i leave with much attachment of the heart [and gathered all my guts] for future life. obviously i wont be able to retain everything, but you know that i had a part of my life with you and that that's somein in itself ;)
ROCK ON, THERE ARE DISCOVERIES TO BE MADE!. ^^ \m/

NICE RIGHT THE PHOTO!~ HAHAHA ROFL XD my take on the comm/course card. anw!. alot of ppl prefer Vitamin C's Graduation [Friends Forever] song, but to me the perfect song is the one below. a 'lil bit romantic blah3, but it has everything, from where we're from, to where we're at, and where should we go. we'll meet agn, when both our cars collide!~ [MCR's Helena, emo a bit uh as always haha X)]

Run. Running all the time.
Running to the future. With you right by my side.

Me. I'm the one you chose.
Out of all the people. You wanted me the most.
I'm so sorry that I've fallen.
Help me up lets keep on running.
Don't let me fall out of love.

[Chorus:]
Running, running. As fast as we can.
Do you think we'll make it? (Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running. Keep holding my hand.
It's so we don't get separated.

Be. Be the one I need.
Be the one I trust most. Don't stop inspiring me.
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running.
We work so much to keep it going.
Don't make me want to give up.

[Chorus x2] (The future) [Chorus]
-Running [No Doubt]

ROCK N... RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ ^^ \m/
MOTS: SEE YOU AT THE FINISHING LINE!. :D
[altho i bet we're gna camwhore otw, maybe
drop by e refreshments table, check out hot ppl, ++]
THANKS A BILLION!~ CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-03-05T14:16:00.003+08:00

@kepadarentakhatiku!.

HAHA!. APA KHABAR SEMUA?!~ :D
i find it so cute when ppl try to speak mly n instd of saying "apa khabar" they say things like "appay carebear" n "aper kebab" HAHAHA XD ALL I WANTED WAS YOOOU!~
so far i think Jared Leto spoke e best mly woohoo MAJULAH TIGAPULUH SAAT KE MARIKH!. ^^ \m/

okay lotsa major events coming up on my side, should start updating abt life soon if i wna get anywhere haha :) in this mmt, i am feeling super excited, i hope you r too :D examination, graduation, progression. expectations, infatuations, decisions. i dont know how i can summarize my life any further. if you're not willing to put some tot to what i write, then it's your choice. dont miss out!~ ;) live feed from brain agn~ :D

*8-11 MAR!.
Final Year Exams!. End of HottIte BishanIesta life. THANKS A BILLION!. :D i've prepared somein, wait for it, hope you like it :)

*12-15MAR!.
The Saids++ [inclding me] in Msia!. i hope SonE'zzati's battery will last, usb charged is inconvenient :( SonE'zzati = my life support system!. i dont know how i'd last more than 12hrs without my fav music. talking abt music... i checked my ytb, n recently i realize that e vid that is most constantly viewed is my nbd cover. which also means, most of my viewerships r from Msia. haha so im wondering if i'll bump into any msia kpoppanistas who'll recognize me. e world can be quite small someimes :) [from MICE module] as an Eventanista, i've realized that Singapore is the most convenient country in terms of amenities and standard of living. hving almost everything in such a small location, there r simply no contenders [except for the Internet i suppose haha]. altho i take for granted n find it "boring" usually, i still love Singapore life. MAJULAH!~
i dont really believe in gg into another country to enjoy another island life -_-" i, e'zzati said, is craving for urban development. i wna check out Resorts World at Sentosa!. :D HotParents claim that "bcoz everyday in Singapore it's urban so when we go holiday we go to msia, enjoy e beaches~" blah3. i find that i am less relaxed there tho. somein abt being hm is just comforting enough for me to relax. altho!. i cant wait to check out e kacak lelaki there. also, i hope to use more mly while im at it. haha. jalan jalan tengok jantan~ XD [lol am i that desperate?. -_-" but hey if guys put in effort we must notice what~ it's public domestic happiness] haha :) worst to worst, i hope to find some yummy Air Sirap Limau + Goreng Pisang ;D

*5-12APR!.
HottIte Apr Int 2010!. i hope i can be there to see what's up since e remains of my batch. also to say majimak insa to e rest of my college-but-not-campusmates :)

*28APR-2MAY!.
Asian Fashion Exchange 2010!. [AFX] :D firstly, i like e name coz it sounds like A7X HAHA ;) anw, line-up's pretty awesome. cant wait~ ^^
Audi Fashion Festival: 27APR-2MAY. Blueprint Fashion Trade: 28APR-1MAY. Asia Fashion Summit: 28-30APR.

*16-17JUL!.
Singapore Night Festival!. rehearsals n everything start earlier, not sure if i can make it but we'll see :)

*26JUL-1AUG!.
LASALLE Orientation Week!. :D

HAHA I AM ACTUALLY TYPING EXCITEDLY NOW!~ HAHAHA ^^ \m/
there're still more events to mention, but i'll keep it to this for now :)
seems that 2010's gna be bigger n betta, hope things work out :D
i hope i dont lose momentum, e only way now is up!~ ^^ \m/
fosho there'll be sacrifices to be made, bridges to slowly fall,
decisions to be made, but i hope that we'll find it in our
hearts to go on n live with mad happiness. fighting!~ :D

you should know it's hard to just forget the past so fast.
it was gd it was bad but it was real and that's all you hv.
in the end all that matter.
YOU CAN RUN YOU CAN HIDE
BUT YOU CANT ESCAPE MY LOVE!.
-Enrique Iglesias [Escape]

ROCK N... ROLL FOR YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ ^^ \m/
MOTS: BUANG YANG KERUH, AMBIL YANG JERNIH!. :D
CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-03-05T13:53:00.002+08:00

@stupidbutitmadeyousmile!.

HAHA!. HAPPY BELATED LUNAR NEW YEAR!~
GONG XI FA CAI BIG BANG NA LAI!~
[means: gxfc big bang come here~ in case you dont understand :)]

i know, what a big orange right~ i tried some but it tasted kinda pomelo-ish?. haha oh well. xing nian guai le wo de ai!~
Singapore, as "multi-cultured" as we claim, is pretty much mainly Chinese country. or maybe it's just that i've always been approached by aunties n uncles who will just talk to me in chi?. not that i mind tho :) so yeah, LNY is always a gd time to just get in e spirit [mcm faham], like say... every mall's blasting chi LNY songs, n for some unknown reasons, i will find myself dancing/singing/headbanging along. n chi ppl will give me e confused look n ask if im an overtanned chi -_-" then they'll think im cute n gimme hongbao/oranges :D negatively, due to e Kwave, Ch8 n ChU aired some kmovies during e holidays. they had both Korean n Chi subtitles. there was even one which had Jap, Chi n K talking at e same time. haha seriously had to separate my brain. it's funny how Asian countries r trying too much to be Caucasian, or r even trying too much to be each other. i myself am guilty of being one someimes. in fact, im probably contradicting myself ald :)

e main reason im blogging abt this is bcoz i [somewhat] cleaned up my rm. found a lot more stuff than what i hoped for. evidences of my life's crimes. example 1: Murdock, 1 of my very first dsticks. example 2: oldpurse containing $19.90, now i wonder what cd i saved up for but nv got to buy. example 3: BUSTED'S A TICKET FOR EVERYONE CD ALBUM!~ :D

along with MCR's TBP n Blink 182's inlets, Westlife cds, n [surprise!~] Nsync cd!. :O i dont even recall hving anything Nsync. i was Westlife's smallest fan, but Nsync!. listening back, it's really funny. esp now knowing how Big Bang is like Nsync n other kpop guygrp as Westlife... well you get e drift :) i still prefer Westlife over Nsync, altho Big Bang over other kpop guygrps. maybe when Nsync does somein with say... Blink 182 n show me somein like a Big Bang+No Brain, which might nv happen, even if it does BBNB wld still be betta, so yeah. still!.

*BUSTEDnebs!.
now that i've found the cd, i've been listening to it on repeat. it's almost like, no matter how deep i've dived into kpop or latin or any other type of music, at e end of e day i still want Busted. same goes for anything else. i can be kpoping all morning, latin dancing all afternn, hiphop rapping all evening, n thru it all i'd crave for some Busted Blink 182 MCR Green Day n e rest of my fav rock stuff. ATFE's a live concert album, n everytime i listen to it i rmb what's onstage. okay so i hv e dvd also, but i still miss em. BUSTED ROCKS!~ ^^ \m/

i did a "stocktake" n realized that all im totally missing [as in, no clue where they r] now is 2 other posters n some merchandise :D now im like, so proud of myself for finding almost everything actually. Busted's 1st self-titled cd, Busted's A Present For Everyone [copy #2, copy #1 is lost for eternity], Busted's A Ticket For Everyone Live CD, Busted's A Ticket For Everyone Live CD Special Version, Busted's A Ticket For Everyone Live DVD [not in pHOTo] :D

haha i wonder if anyone i met recently knows that im a Busted fan. some had asked why my emails/usernames r "bustednebs", but does anyone really knows?. i doubt so. then agn, nobody really knows me anw, so what do i expect -_-" hmmm now i just feel like shouting n declaring how much i love Busted. so now you know~ ;)

MOTS: COZ TRUE LOVE LASTS FOREVER,
AND NOW WE'RE BACK TOGETHER!. 8D
CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-02-12T22:48:00.002+08:00

@iwontwalkoutuntilyouknow.

Cousin Didi forced me to watch Haru Haru. i rmb completely putting it aside, although the "look" concept of the MV lurked ard in my head. SDO Ivy put for me all the kpop songs that she tot i wld like into my tdrive and said i should go home and listen to it. OH MY FRIEND was the "it" song for me!. ^^ \m/ BIG BANG NO BRAIN ONCE AGAIN. i only understood "1 2 3 4" "oh my friend" "let's rock and roll man i dont control" "love and peace" "trust me" "go away go away let's go away baby", but it dont matter. awesome song, love it like no other. nv hv i felt so impacted by a non-english song. ytbed n watched the MV 3 times in a row. blasted e volume n headbang, enjoyed the video concept, and marked the people to the music. CRAZY!~ some said it was a stupid collabo/the MV is nonsense, but i barely cared. what's best is, i didnt expect it to come from Big Bang, being a "kpop idol" grp. just typing abt this brings back the natural high, if you get what i mean.

so i listened back to Haru Haru, and i realized that there's so much more to Big Bang than just an ordinary grp. i loved how they manage to combine all the different styles into one song. at this period i was loving No Brain more haha. this was also the part where i started talking abt Big Bang here and there and almost got killed [exaggerating] by fangirls who found out that i was born on the exact same day as Seung Ri. at that time i didnt know!~ but he did caught my eye previously, like, i had a gutfeel of resemblance of him in myself.

after that was Stand Up intro, which i realized that they were more to hiphop in the early phase of their musicianship. altho i've been avoiding hiphop for most of my life, i actually enjoyed their music. now, i think that they are the closest thing to real hiphop as asia can get. [coz Too Phat broke up :(] i wished i was there for em in the earlier stages. but hey, they still made it without me, so that explains how useless i am in this murder city. [if you know where i got this line from, you are my best friend ;)]

Number 1!. finally a song that i understood~ what struck me most was the strong style that came with the MV. i, for one, hate to watch MVs with too many girls esp taking place in a club setting, but all the looks that came from it was just too good to not take in. and to learn that it's they who chose the styles emself, unlike those usual grps where it's their mger/stylist who asks em to wear this wear that do this do that, it made me much easier to fall for em. i rmb envying Aimee coz she got to dance with such lovely people. and the choreo seemed to just naturally appeal to me, it wasnt those typical grp looks and moves. this MV was also the one that gave me the confidence to introduce Big Bang to my non K-influenced friends. Zureena was the 1st person i introduced Big Bang to. i knew she was gna love the style that came with the MV. i hv nv regretted doing so.

Seungri's Strong Baby MV came out and obviously i love it. while ppl were making fuss abt him being "sexy" and all, and abt e kiss scene that was cut, i cant help but to notice him and be ignorant abt everything else. scary how lil things he does that if i were in his position, i wld do e exact same thing. there were also mmts when i think he does things that i doubt any other person would get. i must admit, i was looking out for mistakes and judging him and his dancing critically at first, but i diddit with love~

1st Big Bang Singapore Fanmeet thru 1 of e sources i relied on most was organized, what fantastic timing you tell me. i was so happy to get to appreciate Big Bang with strangers. a lot of things happened on e day, both good n bad, but i loved it and wldnt hv had it any other way.

G.DRAGON!.
despite my crazy english [as you can see from this post], i cant mention his name initially!. i kept gg "GHEE GRAGON" HAHA XD i gave up n decided to just use "Ji Yong". further into my Big Bang love n chatting with VIPuras, i started using "GD", before slowly getting to "G Dragon". i still like “Ji Yong” most :) what struck me most was his style!. be it fashion, sound, movement, energy, everything. i like how he always pushes "it" and try to improve the somein altho it's e same thing. lastly, like how he doesnt settle for less, like "somein simple". there's this sense of flashy-ness flamboyant urban vibe abt him that i adore and respect.

i do know of G-Ri, and i hv tot of how it'd be like if he were to know me [in case you're wondering, coz of the same bday with SeungRi n all :)] haha, i dont know what will happen myself, i think G-E'zza-Ri will just trip over ourselves n have a good laugh :D someimes it drives me crazy when i cant get to do Big Bang related fanstuff that is up to my standard, for fear that he might find out and be mad at me for being an insult to his works -_-" i hope that one day i'll be satisfied enough with myself to come forward. i am biased to him in terms of style and
sound. :D

SEUNG RI!.
HAHA!. WHAT CAN I SAY!. :D what do you want me to say also!. :D okay i did freak out when i found out he was born on the same exact day month and year. how cld things be so coincidental!. out of all ppl... haha. and him being popular in his hometown Gwangju, and me and my intangible attachment to Ang Mo Kio. failing auditions due to insufficient height, and not as strong vocals. to even doing the same poses in photos without realizing it. and of course, the undeniable SELF-CONFIDENCE!~ HAHA ;)

i think i hv a [one-sided, haha] love/hate rship with him. i love him [can say so] n e things he does!~ :D i hate it when does things that reminds me so much of myself so publicly!. it's like, what he reveals of himself is indirectly a revelation of all the pieces of me!. and some stuff, i suppose im just not ready to show yet. so yeah. eitherway, my bdays r nv the same anymore, every 12 of the mth i will think of him and how i wna meet him so bad :) every now n then i'll think of what is he dancing to now, i hope one day i'll get to listen to his mp3/ipod/wtv.

im always asked "what wld you say to him if you meet him?.", n "if you cld spend a day with him what wld you do?.", n e likes, but sad to say, i dont hv a fixed answer for that!. i think, when e mmt comes, everything will just happen naturally :) i hv tot of how it'd be like if Big Bang were to know my existence, and how his parents and my parents wld react if they knew they had children born on the exact same day. haha, it wld be the strangest thing out of the century!~ :D i am biased to him in terms of everything and dance. :D

T.O.P!.
since the start, i find him really cute. and i really like his deep voice, maybe due to my rock influences :) i admired that he doesnt take his shirt as much as the rest!. haha and i think that he's the best bboxer and rapper that Korea can get :) i hv a friend who is pretty similar to him, along with the "heartthrob" feel+-, someimes it feels as if i knew him all along. his sound appeals the most to me. i am biased to him in terms of hiphop and toys [like, action figures n accesories :)]

TAE YANG!.
i rmb watching him dance to Falling Out n Freeze, and thinking that he's the most handsome short man i've ever seen. i didnt really like him bcoz he takes his shirt off too much n is a bit too perfect for my liking. over time i started appreciating such high quality work from him, altho his style doesnt appeal to me. and i find that he's just very... real?. power to short, handsome, n real men!. haha. i am biased to him in terms of perfection n making everything look betta.

DAE SUNG!.
he makes me wonder how one can smile so much. i admire how free his voice is, and how i can alwaysenjoy a wholesome work from him. i am biased to him in terms of voice control n un-emo-ness haha.

nowadays, 1third of SonE'zzati is kmusic, and it's mostly their songs n [No Brain!. \m/] theres not a day that goes by without me listening to a Big Bang song. fortnightly+-, i hv to check out news on them. photos, fancams, merch, anything. Big Bang Japan Album was the 1st one that i bought, as in real CD format with the packaging n free poster n all. i think that it's hard to not like Big Bang initially, it's even harder to not love em eventually :)

i dont know if i deserve to call myself a "fangirl" or even "VIP". not that i compare myself a lot with the rest, but it's as if what i do for love for Big Bang seems so... meaningless when put side by side. yeah i may hv written a few stuff n doodled n promoted em, n buy their stuff here n there, but that's pretty much it. i wish that i cld do more tho, there's just so many things that i wna contribute in one way or another.

i dont know why i spot for mistakes in their work. some ppl say to love is to care unconditionally and look on the good qualities of the other party. if it is, then i think i fail in loving. bcoz it's the imperfect things that make me love even more.

i dont know why i cant sleep the night before their concert/big performance. it's not like as if i'll be able to be there, or even be performing with em, but i just wont be able to sleep well. and when i do get some sleep, my dreams will always be filled with things that they'd think abt for e performance.

i dont know why i derive such pleasure in their work. most of my free time r spent dissecting their music so that i can get a clearer sound of all the intimate lil details n work put into the whole thing. either that, or im re-watching their dance choreos or re-looking at their design concepts. sorry to break it to you, i am not sucha crazy fan abt e rest of kpop, so my sincere apologies goes out to you if you expect me to hv e same energy n excitement for your favourites. trust me, i dont mean to spoil your fun. we should know.

i dont know if it's written on my face. i get Koreans randomly coming up to me and telling me that they like Jiyong, and i wish i knew enough Korean to get by with a decent conversation. but i hope it nv fades away.

if you've actually read every word till you reach here, you're either a true friend of mine or you love Big Bang as much as i do [or more haha] or both haha :D

i really want to meet SeungRi. i really want to meet Big Bang too, but for now, just SeungRi will do. i’ve never wanted anything else as much though…haha anyway. i should stop thinking about it, makes me sad it might nv happen. it's tragic HAHA

[TOTAL = 2077 WORDS]!. O.O
MOTS: FIGHTING!. :D
CHEERS!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-01-20T16:24:00.001+08:00

@ifnotnowthenwhen!.

CRAZY!. :D ^^ \m/ Lol... Lol...
loads to do, can just drop e idea of
blogging regularly ald -_-" okay!. :D
bckgrd was originally plain yellow,
i messily added e black square boxes!. ;)
now at least it matches with my ITE lanyard!~
HAHAHA XD live feed from my brain agn.
:D LASALLE INTERVIEW ON FEB FRI E 12TH!.

:( think im in trouble for getting into an
arts course. but i cant stand it any longer.
if e world ends in 2012, i wna die in style.

:( "help" nowadays, doesnt = to a lecture on
how design is not a bright future. ironically,
it puts your future rightsmack in your hands.

:( it comes to a pt where almost everyone
tells me that what im getting myself into is
irrelevant to what i am doing now. i admit that
i pick out e slightest links that both sides hv
in common, but really, everything's related in
one way or another. it's just that i'll be coming
from a new perspective this time. it sucks when
you separate somein intimate so bluntly.

:D im still amazed when acquaintances ask me
which artsch im from. and how when i sit in
artschs with my friends, strangers instantly
assume im one of e students. home is where
e heart is, n art is where my heart is!. ;D

at e end of e world, it boils down to one thing:
I DONT WNA DISAPPOINT.
MY LOVED ONES.
THOSE WHO GIVES A $HIT ABT ME.
THOSE WHO GIVES ME $HIT.
n of coz, e most ultimate thing,
I DONT WNA DISAPPOINT MYSELF.

sidetrack a 'lil bit!. :D MOTIVATION!~ HAHA XD

saw this n i got all happy :) altho i know i cant
be there. shall wait for e audio to leak n make
use of my fantastic imagination~ [mcm faham X)]
there r many things abt this that cheered me up
indirectly n i feel sooo excited. you know, e
pre-show feeling?~ talking abt shows,...
GREENDAY KICKED SINGAPORE'S BUTT FIRSTLAH!~

haha okay random, kpop then punkrock XP saw
e setlist, watched as many different versions
possible. i still feel terrible. ima set aside an
"entertainment fund", dont wna pangseh my
next fav band that come ard. blink, miss!. ;D

i really should be getting back to my "portfolio" now.
ima just work hard n see where fate leads me to.
like i always do. if you hv a heart n decent arms,
pls take care of yourself. i might need a hug later.
MOTS: LOVE LOVE LOVE!. :D Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2010-01-12T15:24:00.001+08:00

@tenouttaten!.

HAPPY 2010!. :D ^^ \m/
i dno if i will post anything soon, so
i'll just wish you 1st. will post abt all
e details later. i know, many of you hv
told me that we've lasted another
decade,... but i've realized somein else.

I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR
18 AND A HALF YEARS STRAIGHT!.
[dont ask why half XP] tak laku seh~ :(

i told this to some HotBabes n they responded
with things like "oh gosh, wow, super woman"
or "SSYL [=Sad Sia Your Life.]" HAHAHA XD
then they'll start telling me abt their 100+
[just exaggerating] exes, n tell me that i should
find one [as in boyfriend, not ex HAHA] soon,
coz if world ends at 2012 then sad uh i nv exp
love before. i know i know, i hv less than 2 yrs!.
HAHAHA XD see, i am so lame -_-" then i told
this to some HotHunks n their responses r all
standard. "YOU NV KISS ANY GUY BEFORE UH?!~"
HAHAHA XD actually, no i hvnt ;) muackz. ha.

it's almost like, faithfulness just isnt my top
priority as long as i hv not yet found my
soulmate. i dont know how ppl can get into
rships so easily. or how ppl can wait for so
long for someone else to get into a rship with.
i also dont know how ppl can get into an rship
after another so quickly. they say i should
listen to my heart more than my head. i usually
listen to my guts, altho i like to listen to music too :)
[dammit what's with me n all this sudden
lameness!. maybe it's love!~ joking -_-"]

some ppl ask me if im afraid to fall in
love [n what im afraid of], n if i am
telling myself not to or that i dont "love".
maybe i am afraid. isnt everyone?. :)
n it's not that i hate men either. :)
altho i do think i should get out more n
stop ignoring "opportunities" HAHA X)

SOMEIMES I DO WISH THAT
I'D MEET SOMEONE TRULY FABULOUS
THAT I CAN BE LOYAL TO.

e main reason why im blogging abt this
is bcoz they kept using Kings Of Leon's
Use Somebody for performances during
e countdown period, and it just came
across my mind that maybe i cld really
use somebody this yr :) ALSO!. :D
WHY DOES MONDAY FEEL LIKE TUESDAY
AND TUESDAY FEEL LIKE WEDNESDAY AND
WEDNESDAY FEEL LIKE MONDAY AND
THURSDAY FEEL LIKE GREENDAY!. ;P

I AM NOT DAMN GOING!. SO DONT ASK N
REMIND ME OF E IRRESPONSIBLE FANGIRL
FEELING!~ :( feel like a Basketcase, along with
some other SingaIdiots who wont be gg too.
my "reason" is [other than everything else],
that they're gna play songs from Breakdown
[mostly n only], which i am not really that
fangirly abt. if they do play e older songs,
i will only eat green stuff [apple, grape, blah3]
for e whole wk, n support green-related stuff
for e whole month 8D pinkyswear!. you all
might say that suck coz they commercialized
punk rock, but I WNA BE E MINORITY!~ ^^ \m/

I WISH I HAD E TIME [N $] TO LISTEN TO
EM WHINE, WHEN THEY COME AROUND!. ;D
JUST COZ BCOZ WE'RE OUTLAWS YEAH!~ XP
MOTS: SENDING ALL MY LOVE TO YOU!. :D
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-12-23T13:55:00.005+08:00

@lifeshouldbestereo!.

HAHA!. replaced e musictab at e right column
coz imeem is giving me problems :) it's now
"INTIMATE 'LIL SECRET!.", where i'll update
bits of secrets [n thus, e name "'lil secrets" -_-"]
of myself in case i cant give you a proper update :)
"intimate", coz it's inspired by Hot Didi's recent
post "Intimate Note" :) tot it's a cute idea ;) also
decided to make it rhyme, for fun as inspired by
e movie Check It Out Yo!~ XD might stay forreal,
but we'll see how it goes. chchch checkitout!~ :D

*fri
woke up n suddenly rmbed abt e unfinished
cadeau -_-" haha previously Xlm Andre suggested
putting "X" since it means collaboration n i diddit
with glitterglue :D e neongreen pen that i bought
was waterbased, so yeah cldnt do much with it XP

finished just nice in time n blahblahblah at
Amk Mrt it rained!. like hilariously rained!. yes,
theres sucha thing. L1: maybe bcoz on e hills[?.]
at AmkPark [?.], there were COCONUTS rolling
down!. seriously damn funny. e Brits hv their
Rolling Stones, we hv our own Rolling Coconuts!~
i know, lame, but quite funny if you were there in
person. anw, walking to sch met HottIes Fir, Natasha,
Zahrina, n Liyana :) L2: sat beside HottIes Liyana at
e mini bluegrandstands there n chatted n caught up
with each other :) R1: HottIes Firdaus "according to
statistics, most of our ushers r smallsized." HAHA XD
R2: HottIes Colin "runners, pls be physically fit."
HAHA XD got our roles for e days :D ended early n
saw that BishanStud is used, so we were wondering ;)

went back to B208 to get e rest, Xlm Damian came
with e key n time to session!~ :D a few days back
i was like asking him to "wear a striking polotee",
so after we sat he asked me "was it striking enough?.",
to which i said yes, n he replied "so it was up to your
expectations?." HAHAHA XD more ppl came, talk2,
recap!. :D at e scratches part was quite funny. we
[mainly HottIes Poo, Xlm Sirtong n i] were happily
listing all out until e last one which we cldnt rmb X)
suddenly e coldness of e rm got to us so we
changed seats haha :D Mr KF kept asking if anyone
wanted to go up n try e scratches on e ttables.
like duh!~ haha was really tempted but e sounds
were still loading inside my brain so yeah. talk2,
in e end Xlm Damian went 1st. HAHA XP finally
someone went :) was all up n ready to go next n
it was time for brk -_-" Xlm Juju at me "you lose
weight uh, your pants dropping." E'zzati Said: yah,
n i lost my belt too :( blahblahblah, back to e beats!. :D

okay more like e chirp scratch!. yah, i know, e one
that i totally cannot do -_-" Mr KF said he'll buy
e person who can do it a drink. Xlm Damian went
1st, no drink. Xlm Andre went, no drink. my turn!. :D
haha i kinda managed to someimes get it someimes
dont :) then HottIes Poo, then XLd Shafiq went :) while
XLd Shafiq was doing it HottIes Poo kept saying to
me "your competitor. competitor, competitor." -_-"

scratch game!. :D kinda, haha X) okay so we had to
guess what scratches Mr KF was doing. it was
chirp tear, but for some weird reason, i actually
said baby tear. as in cry tear pronounciation rofl XD
e 1st rd no one got it right, so we all had to do a
forfeit: pull ears n do 5 half squats. HAHAHA XD
rd 2!. :D HottIes Poo went 1st n got wrong, it was
tranform baby n im correct so he had to a forfeit
for me!. HAHAHA XD i had a hard time thinking of
what i want him to do. Xlm Juju asked me to kiss
him, but i didnt want so i immediately said dance!.
HAHAHA SERVE YOU RIGHT POO XP Mr KF looked
thru his vinyls n went "argh, no sexy music~" HAHA XD
i made him do Nobody dance, which he only did
HALF -_-" it was funny anw HAHAHAHHAHA XP
rd 3!. :D 1st person was Xlm Sir Tong, n of coz
he got right at 1st guess. chirp, crab, transform :)

talk2, somehow i think e conversation was abt
prata[?.], haha then question time :D so i asked,
n i was like scribbling his response down in hopes
that one fine day when i'll need it i'll happen to
come across it :D e rest asked questions, more
questions, n... more questions!. :D brk, then
moved on to beatjuggling :D was seperated into
2grps, n Team 2: HottIes Poo, Xlm Damian,
Amanda, n Gladys :) we were supposed to plan
what for our shot during e last 30mins of freestyle.
i wrote down some stuff for memories [haha] in
hopes that at another fine day i'll see it n be able to
recount e whole incident with the exact soundtrack
in my head XD ooh. saw Xlm Amanda's awesome
bracelet, which i totally love n camwhored with :D
doesnt really suit coz it's superchunky n heavy as
opposed to my tiny wrist, but i love it anw ;) gna
hunt for somein similar ;) R: time to beatjuggle!~ :D

before i knew it everybody else in Team 2 tried, n
Mr KF went "okay, get back to your seats." kinda
suddenly, Xlm Amanda points at me n went "she?."
HAHA i didnt notice i hvnt had my go!~ [i was
paying attention okay] so i went n everyone else
went back to their seats!. wah rabak leave me alone
there n watch as if i knew what i was doing. HAHA XD
PRESSURE, YOU KNOW!~ haha 1st try was okay, did
ard 2times. then got to know my "problem", n went
agn. did more times, until 1pt when i was like thinking
"how long more do i hv to do this?.", n i lost count n
messed up. Mr KF was like "you do many rds ald.",
then he showed us e next step to beatjuggling -_-"

dammit cld've tried it just now!~ -_-" ha i wonder
why i didnt think of it :( freestyle!. :D XLd Shafiq went
before me n he got e "UHH YEAH" so i asked for it too
["catfight" haha X)] also got e FunkShitUp record :)
after awhile Mr KF came n i ended with a high pitch
"OOOH!~" HAHAHA XD it was so funny, i hv no
idea where it came from haha XD what's even
funnier was that Xlm Juju n some of e rest actually
imitated e sound. HAHAHA XD Mr KF said if it's a
2syllable sound must alternate within e grid -_-"
ha i wonder why i didnt think of it too :( then he
switched back to "ahh" n asked those who hvnt
do to do. e battle betw XLd Shafiq n i isnt over!. XP

talk2, Mr KF gave us links, more questions, talked
abt what's next, questions agn, "summary" haha XD
a-thanka-you/bday cadeau giving time!. HAHA,
Mr KF asked who made it n e rest all pointed at me -_-"
talked2 abt e probability of ever meeting agn n
that "dont hesitate to say hi, i will rmb all your faces."
HAHAHA XP was hving a micro-conversation with
Xlm Juju n i told her that i wna take a pHOTo with
Mr KF n she immediately went "she wants to take
a pHOTo with you!~ HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA XD
L: yah i even camwhore with his cap haha :D
R: last grp pHOTo, taken with my cam'ekal :D yelled
"EVERYBODY ACT DOPE!~" n everyone laughed n
didnt pose so Mr KF said "okay everyone point to
e camera~" n, TADAH!~ HAHAHA XD love it ^^ \m/

grp pHOTos, Xlm Damian's cam!. :D

when i wanted a pHOTo, e boys laughed at me, in e
end [LC:] HottIes Poo n [RC:] also took!~ HAHA XD
ELEH!~ act shy2 only, laugh at me but the also
want HAHAHA XP S: PAPARAZZI PHOTO FROM
XLM DAMIAN'S CAM!. :D i still rmb, this was during
e freestyle session when i cldnt get e sound in my
head out n was tryna do it via telepathy?. HAHA :)
n partly keeping an eye on e cap haha :D at e left
is Xlm Sir Tong inspecting my every move haha :)
i rmb, i wanted an "eheheh" sound HAHAHAHA XD

finish!. walking it out [haha] guess what i saw!. 8D
N: haha i took this pHOTo n e rest tot i was
crazy, there were like "do you hv to take pHOTos of
EVERYthing?~" HAHAHA XD LS: so this is where
they went!~ ^^ \m/ RS: i was like freaking happy!~
i mean, it's like they double self-tagged!~ :D altho,
they put it up e wrong side ard n my name appeared
as "itazz'e" instd, to which e boys said it sounds like
"italy"!. :D cant believe it's up n at e wrong way XD
and you wld think that since they're from library club,
they'd be smart?, hahaha oh e irony XD HAHA ^^ \m/

took Mrt back coz wanted to get hm quickly n
type abt e fawesome day haha :D L: camwhored with
e F1 ad along e way :) R: fastbreaker!. :D Hot Dzul n
Fadz dropped by today n they gave me a [literally]
in-my-face performance!~ damn cute!. XD then i
slept till 2200. semi-sweet dreams~ rofl ;)

THANKS HOTTITE Ms Joanna++ for e awesome
workshop opportunity!~ :D all we want [for now]
is a set of ttables n e rest of equipments :D
THANKS Mr Dj KoFlow++ for coming down n
everything!~ :D enjoy our "cadeau" haha :D

MOTS: ONE DAY YOU WILL FIND YOUR TALENT
AND PULL IT OUT FROM YOUR BACKSIDE!. :D
[by Dj KoFlow] Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-12-23T13:47:00.004+08:00

@eightoclockmondaynightandimwaiting!.

HAHA!. obviously i wont be able to blog
everything quick [n gd] enough by NYE, so
i will continue happily posting in [somewhat]
chronological order so as to not mess up
e flow. will still do a final year summary post,
only that i'll publish it later ;) feel that it's weird to
blog abt things that happened mths ago. it's like,
gg thru every single detail agn. but it kinda make
me appreciate my life more, in a strange way.
just e fact that it's fawesome, n how YOU,
reading this, makes you fawesome too!~ ;)
HAHA. but seriously. only fawesome ppl visit
this place :D okay stop it E'zzati. MWAHAHA XD

*mon 7Sep
woke up ard 1600, went sockless :( Hot Gmum was
so cute, when i asked her if she wanted bble tea, she
like kinda lighted up rofl XD at Amk Mrt there was this
Euro-Skaterboy, i think he's a popular skater in town
for e event opening of e new park. i saw him n my
shades broke :( [im not tryna imply anything tho] :)
HARBERDASHERY!. :D tot it has a nice rhythm to it :D
got hm, i fixed my shades B) R: e 'lil black circle on
e top Rcorner is not a prototype, it's an Oreo. haha :D
supposed to use it as motivation but ate it up -_-"

*tue
woken up by 2 lovely texts :) saw Hot Im n he said
"kz, today is tuesday.", so i asked why n he replied
"coffee rush." haha :D RC1: tot its cute, haha
RC2: fastbreaker for today. L1+LC: fastbreaker for
tml. R: fastreakerfor tml's tml. [i compiled all e
pHOTos tgt, they were not made/bought on e same
day haha] anw, today i realized somein impt ;)

*wed
090909!. RYANNEBS ANNIVERSARY!. ^^ \m/
how awesome. e day that started everything :D
to this date i still rmb e whole incident with vivid
visuals n all e soundtrack n more :D just thinking
abt it now even brings me back e happiness :D

haha Threadless got sale, "ALL tees are $9! Happy
9/9/09 everyone!" HAHAHA Hot Parents were
saying how now no one is truly up for sahur, to
which i said it's now like "sahur-vivor." HAHA XD
woken up by a text agn, took a long bath. took a
long time on e net also ;) chatted with Hot Didi on
fbk quite alot today rofl XD funny, haha ;)

Hot Didi: heehee
E'zzati Said: heehee you too
Hot Didi: heeheeheheheehhehee
i sms you the other day you knooow
E'zzati Said: i know|i was abt to blog abt you
hahah|nvm later2

Hot Didi: heehehehe|okay cant stop giggling
anw hari raya i got alot of UPDATESSSSSS
heheheeheh|heeheheheh
E'zzati Said: okay|i dont think i hv any on my side|haha
Hot Didi: wei|why you so emo today?
[*in my mind i was like "what do you mean!~
im like this everyday!~ hahahahahaha X) *]

E'zzati Said: haha dno|suddenly antisocial like that
anyone sms also i dont reply
Hot Didi: i think you are hungry!
E'zzati Said: hahaha|k gtg|see you ard|TTFN!. :D
Hot Didi: goosebye cheer up :)|i love you|hahaahah
E'zzati Said: i love you too

followed by an msn conversation, funny also ;)
Hot Didi: heheheheheehehehe|*giggly mode*
E'zzati Said: RAWR|*emorocker mode*
Hot Didi: but that IS your usual mode.|very ninja warrior
[*HAHA so NOW she knows!~ HAHAHA XD]

at Hot Nabs blog, tot it's damn funny n quite a
gd idea, put tagboard downstairs, so ppl hv to
scroll n scroll before they can tag rofl XD finished
watching The Bachelor: Rome :D i think it's e only
i actually bothered to watch till e end?. haha X)

*thu
it's 0700 n i cant sleep. think im on an emotrip.
dont think it's abt anyone/anything specific.
i was thinking very much abt somein i dont
even know abt n how to put it. fantastic.
e whole paragraph above rhymed haha XD

it's like, i gotta feeling [im not singing rofl X)]
that someone somewhere was trying to tell me
somein via gutfeel :) woke at 1600 -_-" realized
that No Doubt is coming for F1Rocks. wahlau!~
i wna meet Gwen Stefani!. harajuku baby,
hougangjookoon rofl XD btw, PR 6 next thu
10pm!. :D ANTM 12!. my favs r: Celia, "nice to be
saturated with fashion" :) n Allison "nosebleeds!~" :)
love e pHOToshoot concept abt beloved childhood
games, n how girls nowadays grow up too fast n
they bcome bad. i agree :) haha hulahoop!~ :D

*sat
was chatting with XLd Shafiq abt ytd n scratching,
when Hot Dzul suddenly came up to me n said
"can you scratch for me?." haha i didnt, he left
then came back asking "how come you dont
want to scratch for me?." HAHA so cute :D was
listening to songs on e computer n he asked
for "TU AIR-MERR-RERR" he was referring to
TU AMOR!. HAHAHA XD cute or what~ :)
Hot Fadz was also cute today. he saw me n
immediately said "i wear ben 10 shirt!~" HAHA :)

also!. realized that i've kinda indirectly [somehow]
almost completed my Hip Hop Evolution!. :D now,
i just need to master Mc-ing!. HAHA ;) seriously.
i've been bboyed [Ryan], hiphopdance [Daphne],
graffed [Mr KG], dj [Dj KF], n even e 5th element
[i think?. haha] bboxed [Jannson++], so all i need
is mcing!~ i can do it!. XD haha funny how i was
sooo sure hiphop wasnt my thing. not that i think
it is now. but i love it more than i loved it ytd :D
altho i still cant/wont/dont intend to brk away
from my 1st "true love" with punk/pop rock :D
someimes ppl think im mad coz i listen to
vastly different genres in 1 life. i agree :D

i mean, let's face it. music is music. when
words fail only e music can speak. it's somein
that you'll nv know when you need it!. :D
[rhyme agn haha ;)] which is like, always, for
me haha. dammit SonE'zzati is like my life
support system!. :D for future references [agn],
i shall list e languages: english, latin, korean,
japanese, mandarin, arabic[really!~] +++
n no e genres [to me] for future references :)
poprock, punkrock, poppunk, kpop, latin, reggae,
reggaeton, "real" hiphop [n some subgenres like
dnb, a bit of dubstep here n there], alternative
rock, pop, dance +++ n e list goes on~ :D

*sun
slept at 7am!. woke to watch WDITOT2, re-slept n
woke for SYTYCD 3!. :D clean up room a 'lil bit ;)
outside, Hot Parents were blasting e usual cheesy
Hari Raya songs -_-" there r a few gd classics,
e rest, still leaves me wondering why nobody has
remixed/cover/improv it. one semangat day,
i will disintegrate all files n do my own twist on
it. mcm seronok gitu kan!~ HAHAHA ;D

hv you ever gotten an email that made you
smile even before you open it?. today i did :)
of coz i had to feeling2 perasan a 'lil bit, but hey,
nobody knows but you, me n Hot Nabs haha XD
L: ytd's fastbreaker!. :D R: fastbreaker!. :D

MOTS: FATE DECIDES WHO WALKS INTO YOUR LIFE.
YOU DECIDE WHO STAYS, WHO YOU LET WALK AWAY,
AND WHO YOU WON'T LET WALK OUT!. ;D
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-12-23T13:41:00.005+08:00

@bulletsformyvalentine!.

SAF ARMY OPEN HOUSE 2009!. :D
4 SEPTEMBER 2009!. :D
PASIR LABA CAMP, PASIR LABA RD, Singapore!. :D
E'zzati "Event-anista" Reporting!.

*fri
woke just nice :) missed train but ended up early.
only 11 HottIes souls, so we joined with IEU :)
bus leaves at ard 2. L1: HottIes Liyana n i got e
front seat!. haha -_-" L3: plant pruning at bke exit,
tot e word pruning is funny coz sounds so...
farmville?. haha XD e only nice song e bus had
was Dancing In The Moonlight. haha X)

quite a long ride. semi-sleep, camwhore a bit,
[Xlm Damian in e bckgrd haha], n enjoyed
HottIes Shima's n Farah's funny commentary XD

L: they covered the whole building with...
algae?. haha i know it isnt but nvm. n e
"gantry" was nice, very local touch haha XP

R: HottIes Genthryn has an ugly doll!. HAHA XD
queued for dno what, they played Fire Burning so
HottIes Liyana, Poo n i dance2 outside haha XD
as published online by HottIes Sufiyan, [haha]
"E'zzati wanna play with something, liyana say
biler mau game? I say let's play a love game" XD
i was getting bored!. there wasnt enough guns n
bombs to my liking X) if you know what i mean ;)

L1: i tot e balloons r cute :) R1: e 3rd Generation
Army. i think it's lame. like "REM: The Next
Generation" lame. L2: e soundtrack was quite
nice tho. R2: n e miniatures r very awesome.
kinda reminded me of Beetlejuice, haha :D

L: I LIKE THIS ONE!. then an old man told his
son "this r all e normal trucks~" -_-" like nooo~
haha it's a SIGNALS truck. for e PRECISION INFO.
how coincidental!. haha XD C: they had a
dress-up station too :D i dno what happened to
e rest of e pHOTos, but they're overdue. R: took
this pHOTo n HottIte Mr Zaidi saw me n said
"alamak, here got big helicopter you take picture
with this one!~" haha XD i like e spelling?. :)
there was a huge fan. aah, wind~ :D

L1: went to e Army not-so-Megamart :) reached n
e performance was over -_-" sat n waited a bit
in case Dharni pops out, but he didnt -_-"
<0409097>

R2: haha, e bus like got accelerator rofl XD
yeah, that was it. not many gd freebies, didnt
even finish half of my available hphink memory.
kinda dead, but just generally boring -_-"
L: bought at AmkHub, exactly 9bucks :)

LN: Hot Dzul!. he was actually doing e Cadbury
Eyebrow thingy haha X) NC+R: boiling took
longer then i tot n i made this :) so even if
i end up hungry, at least i hv somein to make
somein nice to wear with somein :) right.
S: okay so e flavours n everything was totally
unbalanced, altho it tasted quite yummy :)

MOTS: AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS!~ ;)
that is, if you know what i mean.
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-12-23T13:32:00.005+08:00

@stompyourfeetifyoulikemybeat!.

HAHA!. finally i've cleared Aug yay me haha :D
xmas is ard e corner [not that i celebrate it], so
currently Mr Bean [as in e shop] is selling this
Winter Wonderland drink n I AM ADDICTED!. ^^
comes with a pretty pricetag of $3.20!~ :D totally
worth it i tell you. got that Starbuck-ish feel but
without e guilt HAHA ;) really awesome, tastes like:
1. soymilk [duh -_-" altho not that strong]
2. oreo cookies+chocolate flavour [almost to e extent
of being equal to Oreo Choc Ice Blended!~]
3. CANDYCANE!. [which is actually Peppermint
flavouring, but still, it got me for a second :)]
best part, when you drink it, you'll be left with
this choc-soymilk taste in your mouth, n this
cooling minty feel down your throat :D as close to
alcohol as i can/wld get. n yes, no matter how
many times get one it still feels healthier :D
get one n make all e boring ppl in e queue behind
you jealous. it's sooo gd that i'll go out with
anyone who gets me this drink ;) you'll nv know.

*mon 31Aug
got to know that e next XLM session with Mr KF is
postponed coz he got e Dj finals to attend -_-"
i knew it haha. according to Xlm Damian it's e
following fri, which is 11sept. what a date :)
also got to know there's an excursion on fri :)

*tue
slept after sahur, but it's like only halfasleep
kinda sleep?. woken up, slep agn, weirdest dream,
woke at 1230 X) L1: e rest went to Causeway Pt n
Hot Mum found choc oreos!. :D 1 was at value$,
for $1.20. R1: chic tenders!. she even took
ketchup with it :D THANKS HOT MUM!. ^^
L2: fastbreaker!. refried e chic tenders :)
R2: coffeerush!. :D i like this pHOTo of Hot Im :)
found out that his fav is G Dragon :D he kept
talking abt him :) i also drank mine, it's quite
nice actually. just very light coffee :) unlike
caramel, which e coffee was quite strong n e
almost painful supersweet caramel taste. now
Hot Im n i kinda scared abt e cinnamon rofl XD
hmmm. it's rainy days like this when i wonder
how Hot Dad works :) bathed, cut my hair :)

*wed
R1: HGSGHGPG final report!. finally~ :D
gave HottIte Mr Foong his tchers day cadeau
n he was like "AH?. chocolate uh?." i actually
replied that e design is so him [Lol... Lol...] n
he was like "oh thank you thank you" HAHAHA XD
bought donuts otw back, n e Donutstaff was
like [at e other staff] "student la deh.", then she
looked at me n said "bad auntie she dont want
give your your money back." in truth, i didnt
even know there's a student special. also, e
"auntie" wasnt really that "auntie" so i kinda
felt bad. but wtv goes!. thanks anw :D

i took this pHOTos in e bus to show n
remind you that i hv my own mouth, so
to speak. for your future reference :D

N: they had this "free bumper cd" which
i didnt really understand at 1st -_-"
RS: tot it's cute?. nice to touch too!. :D

*thu
030909!. submitted everything ^^ \m/

left ard 0707, e voiddeck light was still on!. :)
bus took quite long to arrive -_-" just missed
88bus, almost got hit while jaywalking -_-"
410wbus driver uncle waited for me, thanks :)
L1: today's session was mostly boys, n most r
leftys. nice :) there was another "Izzati" too haha :)
R1: found a diamond :D blah3, went hm :) finally
reached AMQ n e song was Mas Que Nada haha :)
e person smiled at me, then point me to e office,
in e end she help me call e Ustad :) he was like
"oh, baju ya?. letak ajer di sini~ terima kasih~ :)"
HAHA wish i cld say somein nice in return, without
sounding like im "RAPPING" XP ahh. till now, it's
e only place i feel safe enough to take off my
Vans in plain sight :D haha, i didnt take off my
socks tho, so Sr was in my mosque!. HAHA XD
13bus came fast!. :) woohoo, e deed is done :D

FAREWELL DSG, N I WILL MISS YOU!. :)
all those times, it came to this. thanks for
not crashing on me in e middle of my work,
thanks for not lagging when i fbk as i work,
thanks for being so entertaining haha ;D

otw hm there was this blindguitarbusker dude,
he played this wicked riff so i gave him some
change, he was like "thank you", so i said
"you're welcome". almost immediately after
that he started playing some Air Supply stuff -_-"

*sat
ordered pizza online!. so cute they send email :)

R1, green arrow: Hot Dzul kept eating e
cookies i made, n then he'll give me one :)
went on for quite a few times, n he'll make
sure he gives me e greencup!. haha, cute :D
today Ch5 aired Corpse Bride agn!. :D

*sun
got to know that in e morn Hot Gmum gave
Hot Dzul some cookies to take hm but he didnt
coz he said "later finish" OMG SO CUTE!~ XD
another batch of cookies. i found a more
efficient [n faster] way to make em ;D

L: SYTYCD!. :D R: heehee ;) [if you get it.]

MOTS: GO GO GO!~ YOU NV HAD
E TIME BCOZ YOU MOVE TO SLOW!~ ;)
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-12-15T16:07:00.005+08:00

@butbabythatsokay!.

HAHA okay i took out these 2 days as they
were my "highlights" of e wk. basically they r
just e longposts haha XP DAMMIT I HV SO MUCH
TO SHARE N CONNECT WITH YOU ALL ON A
BLOGGING LEVEL!. WERE YOU OKAY WHILE THIS
BLOG WAS IN COMA?. :) awww dammmnnn,
someimes im just tired n i dont feel like telling
you anything. i just wna lay in bed n
listen to SonE'zzati n think a lot more :D
but im back now. and i miss you. HAHA XD

*wed
plan was sch, hm, lib, ld. in e end snoozed until nvm -_-"
early [before my next session] so dropped by e lib :)
L: Baybeats brochure r so cute!. e rest r just coolstuff :)
i rang e alarm otw out, so at e counter n e BishanLibMkcik
explained everything to me in MALAY, it was kinda awkward
haha so after that i just said in an amazingly [for me]
soft-spoken sweet voice "Terima Kasih ^^" HAHA XD
after that i wanted to wish her Happy Fasting, but i went
"Selamat Hari Raya!~ ^^" instd rofl XD her immediate
response was "Selamat Har", before she realized that
it's barely 5 days into being a Ramadhanista, so in
total she replied "Selamat HarHAHAHAHAHA" XD

haha!. played with XLd Sylvest's... accessories?. XP

got Ld Rachel to join in!. XD

today we spent time dissecting n cleaning e
routine :) somewhere in betw i asked em how their
OFA exam went n i had quite a laugh. we decided to
drop e upcoming Teacher's Day performance :)
didnt wna but had no choice :( no sessions during
hols coz fasting. i "YESSed!." n HottIte Mrs Foo was
like "YOU AHHH!~" oops XP Ld Rachel n Oi liked e
Kawaii bk that i borrowed!. ^^ haha. took grp photos,
n Ld Mas was like "tak equal!~" AHAHAHA XD

got 1 of e Indian Dancers to help us take a "proper"
grp photo lol. cant wait for e real cca photoshoot.
should be fun. i think. HAHAHAHAHA XD

L1: e name of e LJS person who served me is "Song!."
i tot that was pretty brill!. haha, so i made an imaginary
mat korean, n i named him RHYTHMONE ["ridhwan" but
with a twist ^^] also an imaginary bff named E'rammuh
["irama" rofl X)] any other ideas?. back to e pt, she was
rather efficient n VERY friendly in compared to my
lazy ordering today. efficient coz, she was like "wna try
e golden deal?. offer~ ^^" so i said yah okay. basically
she asked everything n i just had to give at most
3words replies. save my breath!. HAHAHA ^^ she even
separated e fries for me :) heh nice. C2: awesome bk!. ^^
L2: damn cool!. :D R: anw, got TWO REPLIES from AMQ!~ :D

LABELS R LOVE CAMPAIGN!~ i know, it's nothing much
but i suppose it's a start to my LABAOD charity ^^
tasted e Caramel Macchiato Caffe Latte today!. X)
i dont take coffee, so i swallowed e 1st gulp quick, which
was not a very gd idea coz e coffee taste stayed in my
throat -_-" at 2nd sip, i cld taste e caramel!. taste exactly
like e one in Mars chocolates :) i told Hot Im n he was like,
"oh i think we forgot to shake it so e caramel's all settled"
HAHAHAHA XD managed to get him to finish it hahaha
THANKS HOT IMAN!. ;D anw, e cup was rather distracting,
i wanted to say "Caramel Macchiato" n i kept wanted to
stumble n say "Caramel MACHOto" hahahaha XD
E'zzati Said: my 1st time drinking coffee!.
Hot Im: n it's cold. oh wait. i drank cold coffee before haha.
E'zzati Said: n it's PACKET. wah e Kopiko taste rises up
my throat seh!~
Hot Im: ni bkn kopiko lah kakza, ni coffee latte!~
E'zzati Said: HAAHHAA it's caffe latte uh not coffee!~ XD

*fri
woken up by a cockroach on my toes n horrible music
from next door -_-" reached sch n chatted a bit with
HottIes Faris abt Baybeats. not many ppl came -_-" n
no tcher also. which was rather sad, coz e main pt of
me gg for class today was just to wish em advanced
HTD n kill time before e Dj workshop later :) in class
Xlm Damian called HottIes Poo, n he told me so i left :)
reached B207, n Xlm Damian was like "E'zzati!~ im
like praying for someone to come~" "only 1 person me.
fafa tchers day event, john cabut, anita not coming"
HAHAHA sad -_-" so i got him to enter first. then
HottIte Ms Joanna came n slowly e rest appeared -_-"
waited a 'lil bit, n then Mr Koflow [haha] went
"today~, im gna give you a LECTURE on turntables :)"
HAHA!. what an opening line -_-" thankfully Xlm Juju was
there, so we asked him stuff like why his name is KoFlow,
what's his real name, how he got into Djing,... :D
HAHA he used to skateboard too. cool or what haha XP

finally XLd Sylvest n Xlm Andre came -_-" after that
one by one, we had to 4 to e floor :) talked abt rhythm n
groove n stuff like that X) then went on to samplings
n XLd Shafiq asked for Right Rd, which i asked for
Calle Ocho coz i wanted to see him put his spin on it.
in e end he chose XLd Sylvest's request, which was
Firestarter :D during beatjuggling he used Yeah -_-"
haha all my "memories" came back -_-" HAHAHA X)
talked abt e diff kinds of music n how nowadays
hiphop isnt hiphop [mwahaha so true :)] n how
local audience is like in comparison to overseas :D
then talked abt undergrd vs commercial. n finally,
TIME TO SCRATCH!~ ^^ HAHA :D

baby scratch!. i wanted to be e 1st few to go but
out of embarrassment i let e enthuboys go first!. :D
so it was Xlm Damian, XLd Sylvest, Xlm Sir Tong,
then me!. :D followed by Xld Syafiq, HottIes Poo,
Xlm Andre n Juju :D after i went Juju asked me if
it was scary, to which i replied "no uh, paiseh~" X)
so yeah. scratched n talk n scratched n talk n scratch n
talked somemore :D haha anw it's like every hr he'll
give us 5min brks but none of us will go for it haha :)

combie!. freestyle, OTOT. i think he knows that
i wna go n try mwahaha XD i forgot e scratchtypes,
so i simply ignore e crossfader n made babies
[n in e scratching ones of coz] n i think some
forward ones?. managed to do 1 outta 3 combies
that i had inside my head. at switching time no
one wanted to switch, n i was running outta
material, finally HottIes Poo came on :) haha, it was
a 'lil bit more difficult coz e rm was cold beyond
control [kinda] n my fingers were pretty much
ald frozen -_-" after combie we had a hardcore
qna session, which turns out to be more Zen then
i expected!. HAHA, i think only 20% of e question were
technical based?. anw, it turned out rather lovely :)

i asked him [somewhat] generally, how to like,
overcome shyness n just get started into e scene
[no "specific" scene in mind tho haha] n he replied
"just know your stuff~ get used to e things."
"stay clam" [haha so true?.] "n just be composed :)"
which, at 1st heard, i tot he said "JUST DECOMPOSE"
HAHAHA ROFL XD somein to rmb down e road :D

took Mrt with Xlm Juju :) otw back somewhere in
Amktc i saw HottIte Mc Taufiq. he police!~ :) haha
damn sooo missed him n Bala, awesomeness X)
L1: Hot Nabs's blog!. haha R2: wrongly pasted haha.
R1: Fandi Ahmad!. he actually wanted to carry me but
i was scared so he carried Hot Nabs instd. haha.
this is what i hv to make all e soccermats jealous.
other then my fantastic skills of coz, HAHA ROFL XD

ALSO REALISED IT'S E 1M1D UN-VIRGIN-NERVERSARY
IN TERMS OF BBOXING XD FIND IT RATHER...
PERFECT?. ^^ 1ELEMENTAFTERANOTHER X) HAHA.
MOTS: JUST A 'LIL BIT OF HIPHOP FOR YOUR SOUL!~ ;)
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-12-15T16:02:00.004+08:00

@loveandpainisyourname!.

HAHA!. i doubt that you'll get e flow of this
coming blogposts :) gd luck with that. ;) btw.
did another Screamo Supremo at The Gorillaz
website ;) back when it was september ends :)
HAPPY BELATED HALLOWEEN HOTSTUFF!. XD

*mon 24Aug
skipped sw :( realized that i took e same
denguebus for all e journey to n back!. HAHA -_-"
had this as fastbreaker :)

*tue
damn late, i just realize how tea-dependent i am :)
n Hot Didi's word ["intense"] was starting to
grow on me X) DSG!. HottIes Amrit presented on
FTT Nov 09/Halloween thingy. tot it was quite a
gd idea!. ^^ sat at Bishancove. i wonder how ppl
actually study there. it's like a jungle "resort"!. -_-"
HottIes Liyana n i were talking abt incredible tales,
suddenly MJ's close up face picture came on at the
HottIte BEC screen!. shocked a bit rofl XD sat at
waterfollyer, windy!. a HottIte tcher asked us to go
into e Auditorium coz there was an event gg on so
we went :) they were playing some non-related
boring old rock songs, until suddenly Calle Ocho came
on n everyone cheered [especially HottIes Poo] XD

started at ard 1320, e host is Haziq?. Hazid?. HAHA
i dno X) TAB=Take A Break :) Sound Garden was 1 of e
guys playing a guitar solo, n HottIes Sufiyan went
"i walk a lonely rd"!~ HAHA -_-" sounded so mly altho
it wasnt, even HottIes David asked me if it was XD they
also did a Twilight Parody. gotta give em credit tho,
i mean, they "ACTED" it out emselves live!. :)
after that this girl came on n went "i am, e-za-idah~"
n some of us laughed coz we tot she was gna say
"E'zzati" too haha X) "Eh!, i know e song game" was
e next segment n HottIes David immediately said
"i will only shout eheh!~" n e HottIes rofl XD
inside joke. we managed to get HottIes Beng n Amrit to
go up XD it's just 1st verse of some familiar similar
songs. then they got a girl n a HottIte tcher n she
said "eh, whats e song" instead rofl XD winner was
decided by a "dance battle" haha X) HottIes Amrit got
Fire Burning but he said he cant dance alone n called
on HottIes Raynard haha X) they did some mini "routine",
then rayn did this 1hand chestclap pumping thingy rofl XD
in e end Amrit had to solo catwalk to power ranger's
theme song n he won rofl XD some of us[+me] left at
e 2pm interval :D nothing else happened after that ;D

*thu
dropped hpink :( it was a really cold night!. :)
i took e shorter shelter-free route. it rained.
incredibluckily, i brought my whiteskulls hoodie ^^
sun came out in a few :) 410w was rather slow -_-"
bumped into XLd Sylvest at sch gate. saw a snail at
e grd n i went "eh!, snail!~", n he *opens eyes by
a millimeter* n replies "im not scared..." haha -_-"
got to know that HottIte Mr Lendra got transferred coz
of somein, n HottIes Resi suggested that "we all go n
attack her!~" HAHA XD HottIes David asked Matilda to
help him log outta fbk, so i ask her to post somein in
his status. she put "is craving for pink donuts" rofl XD
HottIes Fir asked why pink, i wanted to type pink is
e new black but i kept typing blog instd -_-" LPD!.
showed e Baybeats brochure to HottIes Liyana,
Tj, n Faris. discussed2 :D suddenly!.
HottIes Liyana: why you...
E'zzati Said: huh?.
HottIes Liyana: just now you were staring at e table...
E'zzati Said: oh~ yah, i was tryna read e graffiti haha X)

point is, nobody really gets what i do -_-"
during attendance, HottIte Mr Zaidi said "see you
on e flipside." to someone, n i went "jengjeng jeng
jengjeng" n HottIes Liyana "du dudududududu" HAHA XD
Apollo 13!. :D e subtitles were funny. they kept
putting things like "sentimental melancholy solemn
tense suspenseful dramatic intense triumphant sweeping
instrumental music" [1 or 2 adjectives at a time] XD
somewhere in betw i asked HottIes Liyana that if
we were to fall down in space, what happens?. will
we just keep falling until we land on a planet?. HAHA XD
L1: "packages" haha XD C1: Apollo 13 reflections!. :D
R1: at foyer. it was a fun time :) L2: BRAHAHA!. XD
R2: cool!. it's like graffiti to me, but on e floor haha X)

at e foyer quite a few funny things happened XD
joked abt how if we were to go home now, i cld
boil a pasta at a time n still complete e dish for
fastbreaking -_-" then it was gna rain, so we
went to find another place to avoid e waterfall,
only to end up sitting with HottIes Poo n his
beloved friend. HAHA!. of coz Poo made fun of
me [kinda] n i had quite a laugh. after that we
[as in e rest of us] suddenly started rhyming.
winner goes to HottIes David for "a life without
hope, is like toilet without soap." HAHAHHAHA XD

after that HottIes Poo asked us if we're gg for DSG!.
haha duh, we ald stayed for eons at e foyer. then he
kept saying "why he not our classmate!~" HAHA XD
hmm. i dno how/what to refer to him as haha :) btw,
in e end HottIes Poo went hm -_-" bumpercars into
IEGs, so did e dance haha XD N: otw to D3 HottIes Fir was
like pointing this poster for e tchers day card design
comp to me, so i saw n was like "27 august?. niari kan!."
-_-" HAHA. DSG!. borrowed HottIEs Fir's earpiece.
he had 2!. oh in e end i didnt fastbreak with pasta -_-"

L: bought this otw hm!. R: HottIte Teacher's Day
present :) e one on e left is for Ms Nair, n e one on
e right is for Mr Foong. cant help it but think that
it's sooo him!. i mean, e moons n stars n everything...
if you get what i mean :) i realized that i hv a "new"
semi-routine: fastbreak, watch avatar, pray rofl X)
i love Aang!. haha X) at night Ch5 aired Emporio
Armani Red: One Night Only. an inspi(red) evening of
fashion n music. e opening by Beyonce was awesome,
but my fav part was when Razorlight came on :D

*sat
woke at 11, slept, woke at 1230. Hot Dzul dropped by
n he was being totally cute as always. Hot Mum was
like, totally tryna help me get somein to eat?. from
wrong nuggets to wrong fries to wanting to help
peel n fry potato. but nvm, it's e tot that counts rofl X)
fastbreaker!. haha e imam went on n suddenly
Hot Aidi: suara dier ni, romantic seh...
*Hot Nabs n i burst out laughing*
Hot Nabs: aperlah!. aidi ckp romantic, ituari
kakza lagi satu ckp screamo!~ HAHAHA XD
*aidi laughs out very loud*
if you dont get it then nvm. haha. funnystuff :)
L: fastbreaker!. C: all that i hv. to give. for now :)
R: Hot Mum bought this for $70 bcoz it was e only
piece i liked at that particular yr. i only wore it once.
i cant believe im giving it away. neither cld she.
i hope that whoever gets it, she cant believe that
i gave it away too!. haha. twisted minds think alike ;)

*sun
listening to Gday makes me happy :) finally did
e not-so final report while Gdaying, love :)
managed to net n blog today :) HAHA!. had a
funny wallincident on fbk with Xlm Juju XD
N: yummy. RS: feeling fe ee ee ling!~ X)

MOTS: ONLY TWENTYFOUR HOURS A DAY N
SEVEN DAYS A WEEK N THAT AINT ENOUGH FOR
ME SO I AINT WASTING TIME!. ;)
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-12-13T04:08:00.001+08:00

@onetwoonetwooneninenineoh!.

12 DECEMBER 2009!. :D
BDAY SPECIAL POST!. :D
FIRST OF ALL, LET'S SING!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO E-APOSTROPHE-DOUBLE Z-ATI!.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~ YEAH!~

SO I AM 19!. :D Lol... Lol... where do i begin!~
I WILL STILL STAY A VIRGIN TILL I'M MARRIED!.
I WILL STILL NOT SMOKE!. I WILL STILL NOT DRINK!.
I WILL STILL NOT PATRONIZE CLUBS!.
I WILL BE A 'LIL BIT MORE POSITIVE!. :D
I WILL STILL LIE AND TELL PPL THAT I'M "TURNING 18"
SO THAT THEY WONT ASK ME TO DO "UNDERAGE"
STUFF THAT I DONT WNA DO!~ HAHA XP

HOTDAMN!. FAWESOME!~ ^^ 121290-121209!. :D
i love how my bday started 3days before, n goes on
till 3days after. or at least i consider it to be like so ;D
which i wld love to blog abt now but i hv a whole lot
to blog abt first. i am still tryna think of somein :)

as some of you know, I WNA BECOME A MILLIONAIRE BY
MY 21ST BDAY!. :D so this leaves me with... 2yrs+-?.
you might hv given up on me by now. but i dont really care.
ima still work towards it. with luck, keep moving forward :)
there are discoveries to be made!~ HAHA ;D

RAWR everything aside,
HAPPY E'ZZATI SAID DAY HOTSTUFF!. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HOTTWIN!. :D
Deo keuge oechyeoboja jayu!. [=Scream louder, FREEDOM!.]
Cheers!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-12-02T15:20:00.003+08:00

@sotakethephotographsandstillframesinyourmind.

*.!12 DEC PLANS!.*
MOOD: HOTSUPEROKA!. \m/ ^^
HIGHLIGHT: GO TO ST GAMES!. :D
OBJECTIVE: ROCK-OFF & TAKE LOTSA PICTURES!. :D
CAUSE: RHYTHM-BUILDING!. :D
SOUNDTRACK: BIG BANG FT NO BRAIN [OH MY FRIEND]!. :D

like 2008, 2009 is to be my cake-free bday too ;)
save your ducats darlingz!. haha but yeah...
je voudrais un cadeau s'il vous plaît!. :D
[i wld like a present, pls!.] Lol... Lol...
okay here's like, news feed from my mind haha XD

`I WILL CONTINUE BLOGGING AFTER MY BDAY!. ^^
`i hv a whole chunk to blog abt -_-"
`i wonder how i will finish blogging everything XP
`i dont know how i will summarize everything that
happened in 2009 for e NYE post!. overload~ XD

but what i know is that, this time, there's...
NO OVERSEAS FAMILY OUTING!. :D
you hv no idea how happy i am to be rotting in
e comfort of my own home!. RAWR RARR RARR XD
i love my bed my computer my pillows++ :)
i hv come to realize a few other things too!. :D
will blog abt it soon. bcoz i said so ;)

btw if you're wondering what i want for my bday,
I WANT A PARANORMAL BIRTHDAY!. :D
gd luck with that ;) Cheers!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-10-29T16:57:00.008+08:00

@SE'ZZARIROCKSSINCE12121990!.

SE'ZZARIROCKS WORLD PREMIERE 2009!. :D
18 AUGUST 2009!. :D
A3-02@ITE Bishan, Singapore!. :D

HAHA!. feeling2 undergrd a 'lil bit k ;)
recently i've been blogging abt "heartcandy" here n
there, so i will now introduce everything to you!. :D
excited?. okay, open your eyes n mind n heart n
read on!. ^^ PS: dont drink water, you might choke on
it when you laugh!. dont say i didnt warn you~ haha XD

*tue
HAHA!. it occured to me that im "world premiere-ring"
my Project Dsg at e same time that heartcandy's bro's
bday [n official solo album debut]!. ^^ ahhhhh~ :D
so close but still so far :) HWAITING!~ MAJULAH!~

169bus was superfast, reached AmkMrt in under 2mins :)
DSG!. reached n HottIes David was ald presenting,
so i "gambattei!.", next was HottIes Farah, she
also had a different giftbox, i tot that was kinda
cool?. altho it didnt turn out as what i tot it'd be :)
after that HottIes Ismail, then finally i did!. XD
PRESENTING... WORLD PREMIERE OF SE'ZZARIROCKS!. :D

PROJECT DESIGN 2009 BY E'ZZATI SAID [IE0408S]!. :D
some ppl say it's 0804, but when i came in it was
liddat so HAHA!. XP basically i wanted e cover to
show what to expect. i used crepe paper [which was
annoying to write anything on coz it tears so easily, n
e color will run if in contact with water], buttons,
fuzzy stuff, ribbon apparel embellishments, n old
pieces of old CDs which i had fun breaking em apart :D

SE'ZZARIROCKS!. in a hotnutshell :D
cut out stuff from brochures n whatelse, now
i think it looks kinda like a ransom letter!. HAHA ;)

SE'ZZARI=?!. :D REPRESENT!. ^^
major focus on colorcodes here ;) e part where
i spilled PVA glue on my dungeon floor X)

DESIGN PROCESS!. :D
L: e different logo prototypes :)
R: e real thing behind e loose translation :)

INSPIRATION/MOOD BOARD!. THANKS :D
color pallette, clippingmasks, livetrace, typography :)
btw e pHOTo on e extreme top left, i saw it as a
profile picture n asked if i cld grab it for this. e
person turned out to be my schmate!. HAHA -_-"

BROCHURE!. :D
e real thing is separately tho :)
might post abt it another time :D

POSTER!. :D
it's rather plain to my liking, but nvm :)
12/12, 12:12 ;)

BANNER!. :D
it's like 2 seperate banners, 1 to be
placed on each side of e entrance :)

MAGAZINE COVER[S]!. :D
double collaboration issue for each side!.
still think it's plain but nvm :)

PACKAGING!. [CD LABEL] :D
duh!. haha decided to make this for e
project submission cd, like cute like that :)

PACKAGING!. [GIFTBOX, MINITEE] :D
FAVOURITE WORK outta all XD must hv somein
to do with my fashionbias ;) same concept,
pink for my side n turqouise-ish for his!. :D
quite cute in real life also hahaha -_-"

ACTUAL EVENT!. [EXTERIOR] :D
i got sleepy at this pg -_-" just a draft on
where e stuff will be put up at in e event :)

ACTUAL EVENT!. [INTERIOR] :D
half-eye drawing!. haha -_-" a draft on where e
media n all will be at n what it'd look like on e
actual event :) think i missed out some stuff ;)

THANK YOU!. :D
12 DEC 09, wait for it!~ ;)
STAY SUPER STRONG BABY!~ ;)

PROJECT DESIGN T&C!. :D
tot it'd be cute if i include e project
requirements too. n yeah, it's halal haha X)

EXTRAS [SPECIALS]!. :D
for e "childhood dancers" part, it was actually
childhood CANCERS!. so i just pasted a "D" over
it, n thus, childhood DANCERS!. HAHAHA XD

FAWESOME!. :D HAHA, got some gd feedback
after that, n HottIes Aishah suddenly went
"I, AM, SINGAKOREAN!~" HAHAHA ^^
THANKS FOR ALL YOUR FEEDBACK!~ :)
TOTALLY APPRECIATE IT MUUACKZ!~ :D

brk!. went to eat, HottIes Colin's n David's bday
were coming. which mean, they're born on e
same exact day as each other!. it's pretty
interesting to hv cosmic twins right in your
class :) laughed at how HottIes Colin's gna spend
his bday in a club, n that David's gna spend his
in e church!. HAHA WHAT A DIFFERENCE!~ XD
L: whipwhip!. :) C: cldnt finish so tried to make it
look like a donut X) R: EVM ROCKS!. ;)

B207!. Paul Masefield workshop :D while waiting outside
i got confused with keropok lekor n e rest n said pisang,
n some of e HottIes gave me a "O.o" expression n went
"PISANG KEREPEK LAH!~" XD entered, went to e toilet, n
bumpercars with Xlm Andre [not in e toilet tho XD] when
i entered back HottIes Ismail suddenly did e \m/ sign with
both hands n was like swaying his hands rofl XD L: with
HottIes Coach D, Colin, Liyana, Tijah n Matilda!. :D
C: found this 'lil ball blue so i decided to play with it!. :D
HottIes David's photography -_-" R: i brought it hm :D

L: e results for e Clean And Litter Free Poster Design
Competition was out!. X) i think only e 1st place's
poster was cute :) still prefer HottIes Resi's poster tho
haha X) C: do not poke e screen!. XD R: boo!~ SAS!. X)
haha i walked out to BishanInt only to take 410 -_-"
reached hm n crashed from 4pm to 8pm :) had a funny
dream. does these kinda dreams come true too?. :)

SO DID YOU PUKE?. HAHA XD it's okay, i let you all laugh.
it's rare that i solely blog a wkday as a separate post, but
i love this too much to squeeze it with e rest :) some of
e standard of e parts were still not gd enough for me,
n i still think mine is like a quarter of what Vip Ain did
for her scrapbk!. nvmnvm shall improve with time :D
ahhh all e months of AdobE'zzatIllustrator n being
annoyed when it's "Not Responding" has finally came to
this. e reason i wanted to scrapbk it [other than fun n
memories] is coz more intimate!. HAHAHAHAHAHA XD
n i wanted it to be more fun coz got things to touch2 XD
you might think it's stupid of me to do this kinda things,
but someimes it's e only thing that can keep my sanity :)
in a world full of smart-asses, im just an Idiot ;)

with that all aside, i hope you get to meet your
cosmic twin too. n if you do or hv met, pls do tell
me if it's anything like what i visualize it to be :)
MOTS: STAY STRONG BABY!~ ;) NUMBER 1 TO THE END ;*
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-10-29T15:46:00.008+08:00

@onelessperfectthanthenext!.

HAHA!. be it im hving fun, emo-ing, time still pass by
very fast no matter what!. :) to make things crazier,
i hv ard 13split lives due to my fantastic time mngmt :)
n i think im getting lazy to type so much -_-" then agn,
i need my fingers workout :) HAHA daaaaaammmmnnn ;P

*mon 17Aug
hair is cooperative today!. :D L: i was reading off this dude's
comic!. XP SW!. was early, reached n it started raining :)
chatted with a 'lil bit Hot Didi n some of her cmates,
warmup, supposed to run 7rds ard BisHottIte's MPH, but
i managed to get away with doing 4.5 :) captain's ball,
HottIes were losing pretty terribly coz we just wasnt into it,
n suddenly our dear HottIesHunks came to e rescue n
joined us!. :D so we caught up n whatnot :) C: brk!. 2cans :)
R: got an Apollo biscuit from HottIes Poo!. :D hahaha
what an oldsch snack~ HAHA THANKS HOTTIES POO!. :D

DSG!. HottIes David asked if e girl silhoutte shadow is
really me -_-" haha then i asked him to show me his work
coz i still hvnt seen it, n i saw this n immediately laughed!. XD
L: if you still dno why, focus at his his color pallette there.
look at how many diff colors he used for his gradient!. ROFL XD
C: saw this at hm, think it looks kinda cute!. :) R: went to this
website n got some funny slogans!. :) was watching tv n...
E'zzati Said: wah, that guy. *Hot Im n Dad turns n look at me*
E'zzati Said: he look like e earthbender just now!. *pause*
*we all laughed* HAHAHAHA XD was reading e npaper n
instd of "sup tulang", they put tulOng instd, so Hot Im n
i both suddenly went "IT'S TOO LONG!~" [to e tune of
One Republic's Apologize] at e same time X) HAHAHA XD

*wed
L1: widget!. ;) reached sch n was at my locker when
suddenly i heard someone calling my name from behind n
i cld tell that it was really close by. i was like thinking to
myself, there wasnt anyone behind me just now so i tot
it was a ghost, but it was XLd Sylvest HAHAHA XD -_-"
DSG!. HottIes Liyana: eh E'zzati, does this look like a poster?.
E'zzati Said: ... yes :)
HottIes Liyana: coz e boys said it looks like...
E'zzati Said: magazine cover?.
HottIes Liyana: yah, but this is my magazine...
HAHAHA XD anw, she was doing a girls night event thing,
so yeah. of coz e men dont get it!. HAHAHAHAHAH XD
EPL!. R1: HottIte Ms Nair dressed Katy Perry-ish today!. :D
L2: KFCized!. :D HottIes Liyana was like saying "is this is
e one you talking abt?.", coz at 1pt she wasnt in sch so
i asked her to come back n eat KFC with me coz "i got
coupon" HAHA X) then she said that she almost got
robbed too!. HAHA XD n that she was willing to spare
40cents. imagine if it's e "Survivor" MatRep!. XD if it
was, then he wld've gotten 80cents in total rofl XD -_-"
R: SpicyLime!. smells nice :) lime slime smile :)

LN: Uniqlo's #1!. HAHA i still hv yet to get e jacket
from em :( CN: BishanStud was totally empty!. XD
RN: Pottery Making Workshop!. ;) S: HAHA!. didnt
know e BisHottIteLib had this!. X) pakat-ed with
Ld Rachel to gossip n play pranks!. ^^

L: Ld Sally's bag!. XD CR: Ld Sally's pbox, think
e boxing glove is quite cute!. X) R: i tot it looked
like e Juncti8n's bins!. HAHA wld've been funny
if someone really took it all e way from there XD
LD!. cleaned up routine, discussed2 :)

L: CALL ME~ CALL ME~ any any anytime!. ;)
samesame!. HAHA so cute :) but i still like
mine best!. :) hpink rules haha XP

*thu
woke at 8!. otw to sch Hot Dad suddenly said
"wah, sony seh~" HAHA X) Son'ezzati rules!. ^^
reached ard 930, i suddenly started sneezing n
HottIes Liyana went "oh, somebody sick!~" haha
then she was like "Mr Lendra tak ckp bye seh!~" XD
LPD!. with HottIte Mr Zaidi, he said my name as
"Air"'zzati rofl XD did some inclass creative
thinking exercise with this tennisball. haha :D
HottIes Liyana: so is that supposed to make us
feel creative?. E'zzati Said: yay, creative!~ HAHA -_-"
L: $2 briyani :) cant finish, chicken was too spicy
for me, n... it lacked papadum :) HottIes Liyana was
like "i was so confident that you cld finish it", then
we randomly say MCR's Cemetery Drive ^^
C: i bought another can :) R: TVXQ!. haha -_-"

L2: HottIes Raynard's bday present for David!. XD
L1: inside StudHub someone had written "MY
CHEMICAL ROMANCE" n "AVENGED SEVENFOLD"++
so i borrowed HottIes Fir's marker n wrote
"i *hearshape*" n also "GREENDAY WAS HERE!." XD

DSG!. e "sikitness" of e attendance was surprising :)
some left early coz there was a bness talk that
HottIes Liyana n i didnt know abt. aftersch i bought
lotsa snacks n e auntie went "nah, your biiig bag!~"
HAHA XD while walking a dude was taking a picture
of somein n HottIes David went "eh E'zzati that guy
like you!~ your phone got how much memory uh?.
take picture here take picture there~" XD learnt a
VERY IMPT USEFUL LOVABLE quote today :D shall
live by it as of... now!. ;) THANKS QUESTCREW!. :D

*fri
almost missed an 88bus, bumpercars into
HottIes David at BishanInt, so we 410[w]ed :)
L: i know it just looks like a patch of wet grass but
there's actually a 'lil frog innit!. i asked HottIes David if
he thinks it'll turned into a prince if i kissed it, n he
pointed out that it might turned into a "'lil prince" so
i changed my mind rofl XD reached n HottIes Colin was
like showing this jersey that he was gna give David as
a bday present coz David's always wearing e same
jersey!. so cute!. HAHA X) LPD!. C: Apollo 13!. :D
e HottIes Hunks commentary on e movie was more
entertaining than e movie itself HAHAHAHA XD
R: so i stayed in e BisHottIte Library!. :)

i'm back!. since i didnt come for e previous session
when they made their own pottery so i just took a
readymade one :) L1: got a round bowl, but managed
to switch to a square one :D R1: under e bowl it was
quite cute, e words "clay cove" was written innit n
"ITE" was stamped[?.] innit so it turned out looking
like it was engraved!. :D L2: tot that this hexagonbowl
was nice too!. :D R2: Ld Kelly's n HottIte Racheal's!. X)

we had to paint 2coats for all sides except e base,
n it had to be distinct or else e colors r gna mix when
being heated[?. dont know what e real term is haha X)]
L1: i decided to draw Screamo Supremo in e middle n
just finish of e internal sides with stripes of colors :D
L2+L2+R1+R2: decided to do some sorta Tim Burton
Corpse Bride's swirls for e external sides :D R3: e paint
upon air exposure will dry up n be like chalk, n this
happened to my pants why i clean forgot n put my
hands at my thighs XD -_-" at e end of e session
i asked if i cld hv my previous batik pieces n it
wasnt there!. HAHAHA i had a gd internal thinking
mmt of where it might end up HAHAHA X)

intended to go for e next class but was cancelled so
i went for SDO session!. L1: "no clothes" tho rofl XD
[inside joke X)] otw outta sch chatted with 1of e
cteen mkciks haha X) went to Nvn to meet up with
Hot Mum, Gmum, Nabs n Im :D R1: Burger Princess!. X)
L2: lousy marketing, yummy choc sundae n fries,
overpriced :) R2: Big Top Lolipops!. HAHAHA ;)

N: bought more socks!. :D Hot Nabs took e left one
tho, n i lost e right one :( n yeah. STUPID
DONUT FACTORY DONT HV ROCKY ROAD DONUT
COZ IT WAS SOLD OUT -_-" but wtv, anw haha,
bought this!. [S] :D 1 is missing, so i bought 2 of e
same kind with intentions to give to Hottie Zrn but
it seemed like i wasnt gna meet her by e time it
expires so i just took it for myself HAHAHA XD

L: look at Hot Im's face at e bottom left corner!. XD
C: too fast to be caught on camera!. :D
R: okay maybe not that fast -_-"

*sat
L: theres a cute story behind this!. X)
*Hot Dzul barges into my rm, call me out n stands beside this wall*
E'zzati Said: this one you draw izzit?. :)
Hot Dzul: dzul: yes!. *proudly traces it using his finger*
i didnt snitch to HotParents abt it coz it's sooo cute that he's
ald tagging his name in my castle's wall!. XD a few days later
Hot Parents found out n was a 'lil bit mad at me for not
telling him off or informing em, Hot Nabs n she said she
didnt knew i was so "influential" [-_-"] but overall i had
quite a laugh!. HAHA XD at night Hot Dzul counted 1to10 in
Spanish n he taught us e stuff he made up from 7to10 rofl XD
Hot Im on Cafe Latte: since 1997!~ ;) fastbreak!. C: only one ;)
R: chicrice!. n juicy red not-hot-tho watermelon :D

*sun
fastbreak!. Hot Gmum's makes yummy noodles ;P

dammnnn i still got lotsa more to post :)
MOTS: LET ME HEAR YOUR VOICE!. ;)
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-10-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

@SINGMETHESONGOFTHECENTURY!.

IN CASE YOU STILL DIDNT KNOW!.
GREENDAY!. SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM!. 16 JAN 2009!.
TICKET SALES STARTED AS YOU'RE READING THIS!.

I DONT CARE IF YOU DONT CARE!. ;D
THEY'RE ENDING UP HERE INSTD OF KL :D
I GOT TO KNOW THIS AT 0200 AND I SCREAMT
LIKE A FANGIRL!~ I MISS GREENDAY!. :D
ANYONE FAWESOME WNA GO WITH ME!. ;D

I AM ALD BEYOND OVERLY EXCITED.
GREENDAY I LOVE YOU!~ ^^

Cheers!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-10-15T21:13:00.001+08:00

@modulesV.

hello, ima interrupt e posts by semi-complaining!. :D
if you're lazy to read, to summarize in 2 words,
it'll be... SCH STARTED!. :D wooohoo!~ XD -_-"

*SW2
SW2 is with Mr Borhan as previously :) Lol... Lol...
i still hope it's more interesting this time rd!.
you know, hopefully not those typical captain'sballs
[im being sarcastic ;)] sessions!. altho, sessions
wont be e same since Hot Didi wont be hving hers
at e same time like before :( i still hv yet to
hulahoop with her!. haha :) i got mine in e
middle of a tuesday, so yeah -_-" ALSO, NAPFA!. ;)

*LPD!.
Lifeskills for Personal Devmt!. :D yeah, im
still stuck with this!. :( this term there'll
be a project for it -_-" kinda lame to me :/
n i miss HottIte Mr Lendra's classes!. like
how i can miss his lessons n still get to
submit my assignments thanks to technology :)
RAWRRARRARR nvm i hv faith HAHAHAHAHAHA :D

*MICE!.
Meetings Incentives Conventions Exhibitions!.
everytime i think of this, i think of Cosplay.
i dno why :) HottIte Ms Nair will teach us, so
yeah :) no fireworks on e coverpg tho!. -_-"
RAWR feeling2 minnie mice uh haha X)

*PJMS!.
Project Management And Scheduling!. ;) it's
e closest thing i hv to DSG tho, coz some of
e classes r at A302 :D which leads to...

*DSG!.
Design Applications!. no amt of blogging can
express how much i miss it!. :'( no, we dont
hv this module anymore, im just blogging abt it
coz i miss it :'( i miss gg to sch ONLY to design,
or just entering class with design intentions!. ;)
i miss everything, even e feeling of staring into
AdobE'zzatIllustrator Cs3 n not doing anything
due to artiste's block!. :( also!. Mr Foong aka
Dj Foongz Ferdinand!. [rofl XD] Dj coz, meet me n
i'll tell you ;) Foongz Ferd coz someimes i think
he comes dressed up [somewhat] as Franz Ferdinand!.
HAHAHA XD also!. someimes he seems very
Totally Spies's Jerry to me rofl XD so yeah,
i miss his supercalm de-gine [inside joke ;)]
sessions. FAREWELL DSG, AND I'LL MISS YOU!. :D

uhhuh uhhuh!. ;) so my ttable is... *drumroll*
Mon: 1300-1700!. ppl go hm ald then i go to sch -_-"
Tue: 1000-1700!. SW is in e middle -_-"
Wed: 0800-1700!. RAWRRARRRARR LD at 1600!. ;)
Thu: 0800-1200!. end at 12, wth -_-"
Fri: 0800-1100!. back to juSDOit!. ;D
I WONT BE SKIPPING LD sessions tho ;) n now that
fridays end early i can get back into SDO sessions,
feels like missed out!. Lol... Lol... it's sad that
e previous n this quarter i can only go for either
LD or SDO!. how to improve liddat!~ RAWRRARRRARR!.
im not e only one tho, some LDotties also end late :(
WE CAN DO IT!. Lol... Lol... coz E'zzati Said so ;D

ttable is like tofu!. needs to be done somein to
or else it's just boring -_-" Lol... Lol... XD
sooo yaaa, bean!~ XD -_-" anw!. this quarter ima
build my craft[?.] more!. :D n yeah still gna make
more hotglamstuff for portfole'zzatio :D
MOTS: DANCE BAILALALALO!~ ;D
Cheers!. TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-10-15T21:00:00.004+08:00

@allthedayscollided!.

HAHA!. sch's started, im barely ready!. :D
theres ald talks abt graduating, some r looking
forward to it, others r dreading it, i still hv
mixed feelings abt it :) let's not bring this up
anymore :) n my blog's back to 2mths lagg!. -_-"
so i've decided to conveniently leave out stuff that
i think you dont hv/want to know. which leaves...
still a whole chunk of junk in e trunk [;)] to
blog abt!. HAHA XD let's go let's go tgt!~ -_-"

*mon 10Aug
finally a day to waste!. :D

*tue
just missed 88, next buses 12 12!. HAHA X)
LPD!. i opened e door n HottIte Mr Lendra was
right behind!. imagine if he was nearer to e
door n i opened it, then when e door is like
gna hit him he breaks into his silat mode?.
HAHAHA that wldv'e been interesting XD
afterclass chatted a 'lil bit abt ytb rofl XD
L1: HottIes Tj "KOREA TEE THEN THEY GIVE
CHEESE DESIGN." HAHAHAHA XD -_-" C1: otw to
buying this i kinda like bumped face2face with
this tallmlydude, he wearing MCRshirt!. X)
double whipped potato chicken chop!. :D
R: "WHAT DO YOU SEE" [inside joke] X) n i tot
e tree looks cute e way it's crooked rofl XD
L2: so cute!. she only has 1 arm n he only
has 1 leg!. X) C2: bought cornettomcflurr,
gd decision coz had to wait 10mins for bus :)

in betw e pHOTos HottIte Ms Nair asked if
i liked fashion as in e design or what, so
i said anything fashion actually :D haha
ahh it's nice to talk fashion even for like
what, 1.3minutes?. :D ^^ aftersch i walked
from sch to bishanint all in 1song!. [3:49] X)
at night went online n someone added me on
msn with a really cute n funny msg X)

*wed
reached sch 5mins before 9!. SEMANGAT
DESIGN YANG MASIH BELUM HABIS DIBUAT XP
L1: PHOTOSHOOT!. :D but ours will be later :)
L2: I'M YOUR NUMBER 1!~ ;) R1: just realized
that this classroom has speakers!. ;) got to
know that HottIte Resi won e consolation prize,
CONGRATS HOTTIES RESI!. :D n... AFROBORIKE!. ^^

*thu
THURSDAY THE THIRTEENTH!. but TTTs r nv as
gd as FTTs :) i left for sch with Hot Dad,
Im n Nabs rofl XD DSG!. supposed to present
today, but i postponed it to tuesday :D
L: F1 ONSITE TRAINING!. :) C: GI JOE!. :)
R1: HottIes Sufiyan gave out candy coz he
was high coz after gg for Lady Gaga's concert
ytd haha -_-" :) otw hm inside e bus 1 of
e Peirceanista cleaners recognised me haha ;)

*fri
otw to sch there was an LJSdude doing some
promo, quite not bad uh then he smile2 look
at me n passed me e flyer so lovingly rofl XD
LPD!. L: NO YOU CANT READ MY HUNGERFACE!. XD
reached n only some HottIes was ard, n
HottIte Mr Lendra went "WHERE'S YOUR CLASS?!~" XD
waited for e rest, then he was like "ok i think
your class not coming..." rofl XD so today we
just watched e stuff he has in his laptop rofl XD
i asked him to open this OnlyInJapan ppt, which
has slides of Jproducts. 1 of it is like a
gluestick but it's butter n HottIes Wan was
like "style eh, e butter stick~" HAHA XD
after that watched Army Daze a 'lil bit, then
he showed us a list abt how to be an emcee ;)

HottIte Ms Joanna called asking abt SDO n XLM XD
DSG!. pushed forward!. :D XLM!. Xlm Andre said
that my hair is like "antenna" -_-" read
npaper, wait, chitchat, wait, start!. haha :D
did duethosting[?. new word!. X)], so we
OYAPEIYASOMed [another new word!. X)] n i was
partnered up with Xlm Amanda :) got some new
stuff ;) had a brk n when we returned there
was a mysterious bag, so they were like asking
ard whose it was, so i said HottIes Poo's, but
they werent convinced so Xlm John opened it n
there was cables n stuff, then HottIes Poo came
n I TOLD YA SO!~ XP ^^ at e end of everyting
we took pHOTos but i dno where they went!. :(
but anw, THANKS EMCEE DARRYL!. :D

*sat
F1 Onsite Briefing!. :D Suntec City Gallery
East Lvl 3!. :D in e Mrt 2 designdudes were
standing behind me n gossiping in Chi abt
how my hair twirls n twirls rofl XD -_-"
L2: i tot e carpet was kinda cute?. :)

TODAY WAS ALSO E SUNTEC DANCE COMPETITION DAY,
N SINGAPORE GAMES TOY COMIC CONVENTION DAY!.
so e population there was 1quarter HottItes [F1],
1quarter design enthus [SGTCC], 1quarter dancers
[Suntec Dance], 1 quarter extras [e rest],...
n 1 person that's all of e above [me]!. HAHAHA ;D

as usual, XLd Sylvest was late, so i went with
Xlm Andre :) when he reached he immediately said
"eh i change phone you know", so i asked him to
take it out, n it's e same as XLd Azhar's!. XD
registered, im on top of e list haha :) sat n
waited n waited. met our supervisor, his name
is Chee Yong!. how coincidental?. HAHA XP they
even look [somewhat] alike -_-" anw, i like how
they [as in SGPnistas] said that "e circuit
park is our playground", n that there's more
entertainment than ever" :D after briefing
tooked a bottle of water n otw out we smelt
food haha -_-" L: briefing!. LC: Directions
Directions!. i asked e rest for their numbers,
but at e end of e day i lost e paper somewhere
in my rm -_-" RC: basically that'll be where
im at :) R: BK FRIES!. XD otw to Mrt bumpercars
with HottIte Dzulfikri n e rest :) e suckiest
part of this is e fact that i was walking a
lonely rd alone on a saturday night, in central
n in sch uniform HAHA -_-" at hm Hot Mum asked
if i wna go JB with em tml, but... ;)

MOTS: CAN BCOZ IT'S TOO LAME!. ;)
[from Hottie Zrn, inside joke X)]
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-09-29T21:23:00.008+08:00

@fellinlovewiththeguyatthebigshow!.

BBSG OFFICIAL BIG SHOW SCREENING 2009!. :D
8 AUGUST 2009!. :D
NEBO@E!HUB, Singapore!. :D
E'zzati "Event-anista" Reporting!.

*sat
BIGBANGATHON!. X) 2nd "date" in a row, haha
feel so loyal XD went to Yck but flowershop closed -_-"
L: annoyed face!. C: summary of what i wore!. :D
R: inside e EW train i met Russel!. XD haha e mmt
i sat down Vip Ain called n said "small 130 big 180" X)

FINALLY REACHED "PARIS" N MET EM!. :D
L: small ;) THANKS VIP AIN FOR FINDING IT!. ^^
so off we went, haha :) otw she was like saying that
she "was like thinking, in e video, it wasnt that big" XD
me too!. rofl XD anw, decided to appear as 2NE1 n
we happily chose who we wanted to "represent" rofl XD
was short of 1person, so Vip Ain suggested that we
just grab someone later XD reached Nebo n we
wondered what it stood for, coz their tagline is
"Not The Usual Club", which is actually NTUC rofl XD
met Vip Suhaila + Atiqah, hvnt started so yeah chatted
with e rest then got our "entry" n everything settled X)
the organizers were kinda surprised at my rose n
just our "entrance" in general rofl XD HAHAHA ^^
then we to e toilet first, which Vip Ain said "always
smell like lemon barley" [haha XD] n then to NTUC as
in supermarket, coz i smartsmart say "later we
singscreamcheer loud2 then thirsty~" HAHAHA XD

while looking for drinks got a random call!. XD
returned, n Vip Ain let us see e scrapbk she made!.
HAHA she brought it!. ^^ so i was like curiously
touching it, i even sniffed it XD sodamncute!. 8)
VICTORY IS SWEET SINCE 12121990!. ;D

camwhored a 'lil bit!. L: "Z-Ez"!. ;) R: 2NE1LAH!~ XD

okayokay. here's [we like] e real $hit!. :D press play :)

INTRO!. N: you know, cinemas hv those kinda
"switch off your hphone" trailer ads?. yeahyeah, their
"concert etiquette" trailer ad was a cartoon of emself,
damncute!. XD they even did e voiceovers n everything,
even you dont understand just watch e cartoon!. ^^ haha ;)
S: they went to their fav amusement park, but they had
to wear masks!. haha will type more abt this later ;)

Virus parody, obviously i didnt really get it coz
i nv really followed, but it was very funny!. :D
it's kind of this "audition call" thingy, i think X)
DIMELO!. L1: heartcandy was a pink ballerina!.
funny but so lame!. XD -_-" Top had curly hair, n
GD had his mophead back :) kinda awkward,
ballerina, pretty "intense" rofl XD *pirouttes*

back to e a-masked-ment park action!. :) they
were splitted into 2teams n had "challenges" to
accomplish!. funnyfunny XD 1 of it was to take
off their masks on a ride without getting caught,
but 1 of e teams took theirs off in a cave but...
they got photographed!. HAHAHA XD seelah, so
clever!~ XD watch-i-y, wont spoil it for you X)

N: this was HILARIOUS!. XD they had 3shots of this,
each with a diff routine, n it was just sooo funny!. XD
then heartcandy "called" me!. HAHA XD L2: kisskiss!. X)
R2: accidents happens!. so much for "i wont let you
down" rofl XD HAHAHA sorry for laughing HAHAHA XD

after that took a [not-so]biiig brk!. :) FOOD!~ :D

L1: see e girl behind me?. she was like saying that
we can take e food n everything, but everytime
i turned i cant see her!. haha somewhen later
Hottie Zrn pointed out to me that she kinda looks
like Top!. n i tot so too!~ HAHA XD nv really got
to talk to her n ask her who's her "favourite" tho :)
R1: paparazzi photo courtesy of Vip Ain's digicam :)
L2: LOVE THIS PHOTO!. :D ^^ Vip Ain wanted to take
a pHOTo of Hottie Zrn n i n i suddenly had e idea to
fidget really quickly to see what will come out, n
Vip Ain managed to capture this!. HAHAHA XD ^^
R2: i dont know why i kept posing with e hotdog -_-"
yumyum, then back to our "duty"!. :) PRESS PLAY!. :D

L1: opening act was this Kdude singing opera!. XD
then Vip Ain asked Hottie Zrn n i if we've watched it
before, both of us said no, n she was like "good,
virgins, i like~" HAHAHA XD L2: opening song!. e song
that got me ytb-ing abt em!~ as they sang, theres this
part where e beat kicks in, so i CONFIDENTLY went
"Bm Bm Bm BmBm!~", to which Vip Ain turned n said
"ni acousticlah darling!~" n i was like "OH~" rofl XD
R1: heartcandy feeling!~ X) R2: this part i accidentally
said out loud "alamak, takder lyrics eh?." n some laughed X)

OPENING SOLO ACT!. R1: heartcandy really kissed
e girl in e vid!. n some of e Vips in e rm who ald
knew that i "favourite" him all turned to look at
me!. HAHA X) -_-" L3: WHOLE PERFORMANCE HE
ACT SEXY ONLY!~ HAHAHAHA XD at e end the lights
went off then on back, n some of e Vips turned to
me agn!. HAHA X) -_-" he can act n act sexy uh!~
anw, there was this fireworks kinda part i like :)
next solo act was TaeYang, he had a flying piano,
but after watching Stefanie Sun's concert in person,
his flying piano wasnt that amazing :) nextnext is
Top, who in e vid asked e girl to "GET OUT!~", which
followed by HIM getting out rofl XD "they" "broke up"
bcoz she "said" he leads an "indecent life"!. XD i found
this totally funny!. coz i think he's e most decent out of
all!. i've nv seen more than a quarter of his upper body!.
i mean, he doesnt even strip!. HAHA XD not like he
had to anw, his performance was "intense" enough ^^
DS's trot act was kinda cool, i guess he was just in
his own element?. haha but to me e best solo act is...
R3: GD!. :D GD DJ solo act, he did a medley of his songs,
plus some digital stuff "TONGTONGTONGTONG!~",
"G THE DRAGON!~" HAHAHA after that he sang
This Love :D even e other girls agree :)

ooh!. somewhere in betw they went one by one n
said what kind of girls they like, haha i "qualify" for
ALL OF EM!. ^^ YAY I SHOULD JUST HUG EM ALL -_-"
i dont mind hahahahaha XP heartcandy said
"i'll stay single so everyone can love me always~"
n we [as in us VIPbabes] just looked at each other
n burst out laughing!. HAHA, heartcandy not only
act sexy, anyhow sweettalk somemore!~ HAHA XP
moving on, some of us left halfway, then i went to
e toilet. when i got back they were performing
Always, n they were on this aerial thingy rofl XD
after that was a medley of all their popular songs,
so i suggest all those who r new to em can just
listen to it?. its like a crash course rofl XD
heartcandy also said "im happy bcoz i love you
all n you love me~" HAHAHA can say so?. XD
anw, moving on, i love their screen displays
throughout e concert!. :D HAHAHA also love e
last part when e concert "ended" n they were like
"go hm safely~" "we'll miss you~" HAHAHA XD
how candid, haha. okay i will cross when greenman -_-"
N THEN N THEN!. this percussion grp came out!.
their drumsticks even glow!, which makes it...
glowdrumsticks!. XD n they came out singing
OH MY FRIEND!. \m/ ^^ OMG FAVOURITE!~
after that they sang Geojidmal. woohoo, OMG,
they performed OMF, like finally?. HAHAHA XD \m/ ^^

with that, e concert closed :D of course we
cant just leave without leaving some doodles
behind!. :D HAHAHA tongtongtongtong!~ ;)

took more pHOTos!. "back to e bang~" :D

e rm was rather orange, so e pHOTo turned out
orange too haha -_-" i want e rest of e grp pHOTos!. :(
cant rmb where i got this, but thanks!. :) HWAITINGLAH!~

walked out n they were playing You Said No on e
radio!. 8D ^^ woohoo, last time it got airplay was...
a yr ago?. HAHA NICENICE NEXT TIME LOUDER ^^
i had 21+more came'kal memory shots tho :(
anw, saw e LG arena phone!. X) R: i'm a VIP!. ;)

reached hm n i otw i caught a flu!. -_-" haha X)
I FIGURED OUT A NEW REMEDY!~ L: decided to go
on a concert dvd marathon!. :D awesome, i was in
Korea, Manchester, n Mexico,... all in 24hrs!. 8D
haha somewhen later Hot Dad told me he watched e
Fire mv, n he asked me to send him Nobody, n added
"i want e original Chinese one" HAHA XD R: also
ate this 'lil pill [try saying it quickly] :)

i've realized that it's ald their 2nd concert dvd that
i've watched, which is even more compared to my
fav bands!. 8D interesting, how i was previously
extremely confident that i do not like Asian music n
whatmore, a BOYBAND!. all Hot Didi's fault!~ ^^

i've also realized that i dont go out much, n if i do,
it's usually spending my saturdays on events like
this!. HAHA!~ XD hmm... e "mly community" r
suggesting that i need a boyfriend to spend my
saturdays with, but when my saturdays r as
awesome as this, who needs a boyfriend?. oh wait,
i AM watching my boyfriend!. HAHAHAHA ;P -_-"

pls pretend you didnt realize that i just prioritized this
over NDP09 itself. im just... SINGAKOREAN!. HAHA XP
THANKS BBSG for organising e screening!. ^^ :D
was nice meeting you all :) HWAITINGLAH!~ \m/
THANKS VIP AIN + ZRN for an awesome day!. ^^
THANKS NEBO for not asking us to shut up!. ^^
Lol... Lol... MOTS: WEAR WHITE SCARF!~ ;)
*inside joke* XD HAHA!. i should continue doing this,
n maybe do it more often rofl XD -_-" okayokay,
think this is a biiig [enough] post :) Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-09-29T21:14:00.006+08:00

@justwhenyouthinkyou'reincontrol!.

HAHA!. woohoo, im [kinda] getting e groove of
blogging back!~ :D this wk is a rather long
wk, so be prepared to scroll alotLOT!. HAHA XD
anw, hope your holidays has been awesome so
far, here's a somein-somein to smile abt!. :D
see if you can headbang without your songkok/
tudung falling rofl joking X) coz i can!. :D
SELAMAT HARI ROCKYA AIDILFITRI!~ \m/ ^^

*mon 3Aug
JUST WHEN E STICKERS GOT PRETTY!, they stopped
checking our temperatures :) reached early so
sat at waterfallyer for awhile n chatted with
random HottItes -_-" L: KOP comes to Asia talk
by Mr Paul Masefield!. :) so he was there to
share with us abt organizing sports events.
i forgot to wear my necklace :( random haha.
somewhere in betw it just got quiet n he was
like "r there no Liverpool fans here!." rofl XD
after that went to e cteen n NDsongs were
played, which included those "remixes" -_-"
most of e HottIes were feeling unwell, so we
got outta there :) R: found a blackbutton!. :)

went to Juncti8n Mcd to lunchize n discuss :)
bumpercars into HottIes David otw back n
Liyana chose to go hm -_-" SW2!. had to
choose betw gym or captain's ball. -_-"
R: GREEN TEAM!. :D won!. HAHA :D

L: BRK!. :D haha -_-" C: i love my socks!. :)
while eating HottIes Resi pointed out that
H1N1 n NDP contradicts each other, "they
say dont congregate, then they say come tgt,
make up their mind!." HAHAHAHA XD R: DSG!.
i signed up to be e 1st to present on thu13Aug
["Thursday The 13th]:) n HottIes Kokbeng n
Faris gna be e "opening act" on e 12 X)

L: "warpaint"!. X) LC: cheerleader club!. X)
bumpercars into Hot Im otw back :) R: e
Oreo Cookie was pasted[?.] e wrong side!. XD

*tue
DSG!. HottIes Khairi peeped at my desktop,
so we chatted abt Arctic Monkeys rofl XD
following classes were cancelled, so hm!. :D
Mrted n HottIes David asked me "hows your
de-gine?. [as de-JAIN]" HAHAHA so Poo n
i kept laughing at him XD L: i didnt know
Hello Panda had this flavour!. :) R: saw this
in Berita Haria. this female mediaperson
[i think?.] got caning punishment coz under
"Article 152 Law Of Sudan" she "melakukan
perbuatan cabul yg melanggar prinsip moral
awam atau memakai pakaian yg tidak sopan",
as in she wore somein that is considered
indecent to e general public. guess what
she wore?. MUDDY GREEN LONG PANTS+SHIRT
WITH FLORAL MOTIFS+GREEN TUDUNG!~ sooo...
NOT INDECENT!. okay hv to admit, kinda
unglam, but e clothes werent even like,
tight-fitting or see-through n she still
had to go thru e punishment. SO LAME!.
POWER TO THE LADIES WITH PANTS!~ \m/

L1+R1: shopping for e love of labels!. ;D
L2+R2: e crew kept asking me if i wanted pearls,
n if "e pearl this one can uh?." HAHA!. e pearls
were red!. so cute!. XD also, Hottie Zrn texted
me somein to look forward to :) ^^ YEZZAH!~

*wed
a cockroach climbed up my leg -_-" e 1st
bus that i took had a driver that looks like
Wallace + Gromit, e Wallace's gf!. HAHA XD
just missed 2 88buses. then e 88bus driver
looked like Wallace!. HAHAHA XD DSG!. gave
HottIes Raynard e $, then he said "plus
10dollars class fund." HAHA!~ after that
HottIEs Amrit gave out e tickets!. L: tot
that e "perforated"[?.] part thingy was
kinda cute?. C: attendance warning letter!.
DSG [96%], IEP [93%], LPD [83%]!. not bad
i suppose :) at 1pt my paper kinda flew away
n slowly fell down, n HottIes Farah was like
"mcm harry potter!." rofl XD aftrsch went to
Juncti8n to find a farewell card to give to
Ld Mr Casey, saw this nice one but was $8.30!.
haha, also R: NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!~ X)

last resort!. card were either not nice or
overpriced, so i came up with this!. L: bought
3 postcards for $2 :) C: then i [somehow]
attached em tgt!. XD haha i even drew him on
e envelope!. XD he probably nv received sucha
thing in this entire existence on Earth X)
LD!. tried e accessories!. :D R: colorcolor ;)

somewhen during session i did this heartshape
thing, n LDj Sylvest taught me this starthing!.
so cool!. haha ^^ wish i tot of it 1st. he
also said my drawing "like evil" rofl XD
was hungry so bought hotdogs from e cteen,
4 for $1 :) after session he told us he gna
"meet his friend", so Ld Marlin n i disturbed2
him, n he was like "it's a guy lah!~" n then
he shows us his friend's picture n Ld Marlin n
i both went "he like... quite cute only!~" XD
haha, inside e bus i was listening to 987fm, n
Ros n Shan Amped was on. since e day is Wednesday,
they were playing songs that starts with e letter
W!. so they played What's My Age Agn, Where's
E Love, n... What I Go To Sch For!. :D at hm
realized that i left my pen inside BishanStud :(
anw!. Electrico's just awesome :) watched e
ND MV, cute!. :) it's 1 of my all time fav
local songs, n definitely top few NDPsongs :D
how abt you?. haha, i believe it so i see it ;)

*thu
woke up at 1600!. i've rested for more than
8hrs, almost a new record for me!. WORLD,
im back :D nothing else happened today ;)

*fri
dropped hphink, 5th time!. :( L: Hot Im found
my bnessman babymilo tee!. :) C: finally i
approve of what he's wearing... coz it's
MY shirt!. HAHA XD 12DEC!. :D R: love this
shirt still, came with an amazing bargain :)

BishanInt!. bumpercars with Hot Didi, she
kinda shocked me!~ woohoo, usually im e one
who shocks her rofl XD L: was pretty much
punctual!. :D R: Ray's Movie Marathon!. X)
while waiting outside HottIte Mr Lendra was
walking ard, so i asked him what he was up to
n he was like "i looking for pledge!~" -_-"
S: was bored so doodled on e board [rhymes] :)

slowly e rest started to come, so we chatted
abt how most Singaporeans wld actually go
overseas during ND holidays!. haha, ironic :)
then we got bored so HottIes Sufiyan called
HottIes Jason [who dropped out within e 1st
few wks of sch] to wish him happy national day!.
HAHA XD went to cteen, got back just in time
for e HottIte Cc NDvid!. :D L1: You'll see
that nothing's gonna stand in your way!. :)
R1: LD!. dancedance :) L2: i tot this was
very cute!. gd idea rofl XD R2: Money No
Enough 2!. :) laughed till cried, but in e
end just cried?. -_-" quite touching~ :')

after that went with HottIes David, Poo, n
Fir to find food!. almost everywhere was full,
ended up gg to Amktc's Banquet, where we
bumpercars with Hot Nabs [+friend Kenshini] XD
i didnt notice her at 1st, but HottIes Poo kept
saying "your sister there." HAHAHA XD -_-"
L: steamed chicken rice!. :) R: we Said so!. :D

decided to go to AmkLib. otw i gave em some
NDP tattoos rofl XD before entering we had
a random pHOToshoot suggested by me rofl XD

anw!. L: HOTTITE CC ND VIDEO!. :D C: TATTOOS!.
R: btw, even e cd had "National Day 2009 AT
ITE COLLEGE CENTRAL" printed on it, tot it's
kinda cool!. like real like that X) n im
glad to hv my fingerprints all over it :)

HOT DAD BOUGHT DURIAN CAKE FOR US!. :D
THANKS HOT DAD!. :D L: tot e decoration is
nicer this time rd :) C: i took a whole
chunk :) R: FAMILY!. :D last but not least,
AYGuy Faisal still owes me e photos!. :(

*sun
woke at 6am -_-" i've recovered!. :D
my remedy works!. ^^ haha, watched
Okto's One Minute Of Fame, my favs won!. :)
chatted with HottIte Izzatie, n i brought up
her project title, n she started laughing n
saying that my vision is sharp to e extend that
i can see her project from e next blk ;)
it's e power of e "ZZTs"!~ X) ^^ then she told me
that that time she waved at me i was like blur like
that n she tot it was e wrong person rofl XD so
i told her i didnt know who was waving then i was
"thinking2", "oh yeah!.", n that i actually said
"hi izzatie" at normal volume n that a HottIes asked
me why i was saying hi to myself hahahahah X) n she
haha-ed n replied "normal volume plak tu!!!" X)
then she added that she dont actually recognise ppl
thru pics", "but wen i saw u i noe its u" n "must
be the name" HAHAHA XD agreed!. ^^ ZZT FTW!~ \m/

L1: saw this n was kinda shocked!. was thinking
of ;) R1: looked at e "big picture" haha X) -_-"
L2: tot e candle's kinda cute!. :) C2: found my
extremely old songbk!~ HAHAHA ;) R2: accidentally
spilled PVA glue on my rm floor!~ -_-"

HAPPY BDAY S'PORE!. :D STAY HOT!~ XD
i liked Suhaimi + Mark Lee's hosting X) also
like how e whole event is in Chapters, n it's
like "in" e audience :) haha, wah, on ND e
Merlion puked more rofl XD anw, there was this
"Kallang Wave" race agnst a moving vehicle at
e track below, n Hot Dad said in e preview e
motorcycle crashed -_-" haha, also tot it was
funny when "hoi mat palah pachipachi" XD at
1pt e question was "what will you defend?.",
n i think that nobody in e vid answered to e
question!. XD also loved e "When I Grow Up"
video animation segment, n e boy who said he
wanted to be president was adorable rofl X)
disliked e part when Gayle sang, but it's
just me :D back to like, tot e torches were
really pretty!. :D n e part when they said
that Singapore has like almost everything, n
1 of e commentators asked his other commentator
"where else can you find this?." which i tot was
sooo true!. only internet i think :) e orbs n
floats were cute too :) Electrico, awesome \m/ ^^
also liked e "Stand Up If You're Singaporean" part,
catchy rofl XD at 1pt e female commentator said
"hell yeah!~" HAHAHA i didnt know that can be
said rofl XD but tot that was cute also :)
L: love this boxes idea!. :D C: e part that i
dropped out from :( R: tot this "futuristic game"
idea is cute!. :D anw, just love e stage set,
e "eye"[?.], but especially e boxesgrids!. :D
SINGAPORE, ROCK ON LAH!~ :D \m/ ^^

somewhen Hot Wak K+Wak Lan left, n Wak K was
like complaining how her sportsshoes r ald
spoilt, so i replied "wah, wak hardcore
jogger uh~" rofl XD SI 3!. haha, i like e
part when they went to e streets to find ppl
to audition rofl XD hope this time there'll
be a localdude for me to like rofl XD
MOTS: WHAT DO YOU SEE!. ;) Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-09-23T18:37:00.002+08:00

@itcouldbetenbutthenagain!.

PERSONAL POST AHEAD!. haha, i dont know why i keep
writing these stuff. i dont even know if it makes
any sense to you. as im writing this i had a specific
beat n rhythm in my mind. i dont know why either.
it's stuck in my head, i wish you cld experience it,
but nvm it's okay. i hope you like it. i'm sorry.

an amazing invention on your own
so handsomely designed
been ard e world n once agn
n somewhen in between maybe you were mine

took some time for me to understand
e whole point of you
n all e while you were in my hand
but i nv really knew

when physics complicate
i start to hesitate
was told to wait
now im too 'lil too late

if it takes one to know one
then what is me is you
grand sum total
1 multiply 1 doesnt equal to 2

em dont know how to play you
em scratch n make n break you
i loved used throwed you
and you let me. [do that to you]

thinking we cld just part ways n leave like that
tried to forget e memories but what e heck
BOOMERANG!. YOU REALLY DO COME BACK :)

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-09-23T17:42:00.007+08:00

@thesoundofyourvoiceisinmysoul!.

HAHA!. ima try to keep e blog 2wks lagg X)
i know, at this rate, it's 2mths+- lagg :( TRY :)
I CAN DO IT!. -_-" this post=long ;)

*mon 27Jul
otw to sch a Kgirltoddler sat beside me in bus :)
apparently i was blasting heartcandy :) she kept
staring at me :) yeah im just trying to build some
sort of suspense for e intro rofl XD L1+R1: new
flowers today!. seemed like they just mysteriously
appeared -_-" L2+C2: SW!. Gymnista!. i realize that
i've put on weight n height!. i suppose eating more
might work after all -_-" wasnt many HottIesBabes at
1st, so i just spent time laughing at e boys, until
HottIes Resi asked me to follow him go "row boats",
altho i was kinda more focused on my reflection in e
mirror :) then off to treadmill!. i didnt wna run, so
i maxed out e incline!. went at an extremely chillax
pace, damn cld feel my leg fats jiggle n muscle
flexing rofl X) -_-" at 1pt i was tryna to set e weight on
1 of e machines n HottIte Mr Borhan tot i was stuck -_-"
i kept gg back to this other machine, after some time
HottIes Coach D dropped by n asked how my
muscles r doing, so i showed him n he went "haiyo,
this girl uh!." -_-" XD R2: Brk!. i bought lotsa food, n
HottIes Tj went "tadi kao exercise brape banyak?."
HAHAHAHAHA XD cldnt finish but new record :)

DSG!. A302 internet kept getting unplugged :(
aftrsch bumpercars!. met HottIte Ms Harasha!.
she kept saying that i looked so different!. ^^
was like thinking to myself, "MUST BE MY
MUSCLES N CRAZIER HAIR!." HAHAHA XD
WE MUST ALWAYS BE AVANT-GARDE!~ ;D
she asked if i did somein to my hair, it's hard
to summarize rofl XD i managed to rap out
everything in 1min n she was like "NICE!!!~" XD
SEE I TOLD YOU IT HAD SOMEIN TO DO WITH
MY CRAZYHAIR!. [it always does!. X)] ^^

aftrsch HottIes Liyana, Tj n i did e F1duty :) dropped
my broombroompow [XP], n a HottIte Mat went
"opp, jatuh!~" -_-" i tried on e F1 shirts, n e shirt
that i was wearing dropped in e toiletbowl -_-"
after that HottIteMs Nair suddenly asked me
"how r you n telephone calls?.", n i was like "very bad."
HAHAHA they kept asking me to try rofl X) L1: "Fake it
till you make it" R1: "Boys with built bodies" rofl XD
L2: inspired by later ;) R2: "homework!." :D

PREVIOUSLY, i hv been pestering Bbox Jannson to
teach me somein!. so today, i decided to drop by
1 of his sessions!. ^^ was gna be late, so e Bboxanistas
[ROFL XD] ate dinner first :) haha inside e train was
like tryna imagine, what's gna happen. damn excited n
enthu!. no idea what to expect/do. XD finally reached
DG Mrt n met em at PlazaSingapura [i type it out in full
coz i like e rhythm of it when it is said haha X)] LJS!. it
was just Bbox Jannson, Leon, Yuyao. Jannson has an
entourage!~ rofl XD jk. after eating Yuyao was wearing e
LionCityLockers tee so i asked him abt it, n he said
"Jannson also one" rofl XD joked ard, walked to SMU to
session [am i allowed to disclose this?. :S]. otw,...

Bbox Jannson: your name very cool uh,.. got e aphrostophe~
E'zzati Said: HAHA!. thanks, tot you were gna mention abt e "Said" lol XD
Bbox Jannson: it's sa-id right?. haha~
E'zzati Said: yah, there was once when my friends n i wanted to
come up with my "Rap Name" n they said "E'zzati Said FO SHO!." XD
Bbox Jannson: hahahahaha~
E'zzati Said: yours is quite cool also what, J-a-nn-son :)
Bbox Jannson: haha yah, e spelling is different :)
*suddenly from behind, a loud "PSSSSHHHHH!~"*
Bbox Jannson: all e weird sounds come out ald, haha~
turns out that it came from Yuyao or Leon or both!. rofl XD

almost reaching SMU, Bbox Jannson: do you know who
Dharni is?. he's e most popular bboxer in Singapore X)
E'zzati Said: no, i dno~ Bbox Jannson: ah, okay, e world's
not that small after all~ DHARNI, sound like mly right?. 8)
E'zzati Said: YAH!~ *curiousface* Bbox Jannson: he's not!~ ^^
Yuyao: you shoul'dve told her he's chinese from e start right -_-"
HAHAHA X) reached SMU n found a bench in e corner :)

n it all starts now!. HAHA, they asked me to take out a paper n
pen. so i took out e foolscape paper in my bag n my pen from
my purse, n E BOYS WERE SURPRISED!~ [except for Leon, i think,
i know that makes only Jannson n Yuyao surprised, but it's still
e majority rofl XD] they were like "WAH, your pen is inside your
wallet??!" XD great, out of anything in e world that i can do to
surprise em, i take out a pen from my purse!. HAHAHA, woo
ima magicianista HAHAHA X) hmm. i actually had lipgloss n
eyeliner too. n yeah!. A SCISSORS!. nvm, there's always
next time!~ HAHAHA XD bunnies in hats r so passe rofl XD

BBOX CRASH COURSE 182!. [101is also last yr ;)]
Bbox Jannson: okay, i'll assume you dno anything abt bboxing.
E'zzati Said: YAH!~ I DNO ANYTHING!~ 8) *interested ald*
so Bbox Yuyao started explaining briefly e history of bboxing,
then Jannson n him taught me e basic sounds [B t Kch] :D
i scribbled em down on my paper so that i wont spend more
time writing it down vs memorising e sound, n Jannson asked
if i can read my handwriting -_-" B t Kch!, n they added in
some sounds for fun. Yuyao gave me "chewy chewy", which
seems funny when you think back XD Jannson gave me
"chica", which leaves me with "chica chewy chewy", n he was like
"you can also go chewy chica chewy, or chica chewy chewy!~"
after that all of us just laughed coz it was funny to think abt XD

so i tried, then we kept talking, so Jannson decided to use
Yuyao's Ice Mountain to play Spin E Bottle [Bbox Cover Version],
n said that "otherwise i'll break into conversation agn" haha X)
we still did anw, talked abt competitions, then abt dance, back
to bboxing agn n Yuyao said somein which i tot was funny,
true, n can be used as a lovely sarcasm pun, "different ppl,...
different mouth." HAHA. i was happily enjoying listening to
em bbox!. it was encouraging n demoralizing at e same time -_-"

in e end Jannson made me join e game, if e bottle pts at me,
i had to do 1 sound. that was what he said at 1st uh, soon he
asked me to do a beat!. sadly, somewhen, my rhythm got
lost along e way :( after that they gave me some links, n they
suddenly EXCITEDLY went "ooh, cjwoonie!~"
Bbox Yuyao: he's Korean!~ ^^
Bbox Jannson: yah, i think you wld like!~
E'zzati Said: *surprised face*
Bbox Yuyao: um, he's quite gd looking!~
HAHA!. hmmm, what gives?. but THANKS!~ ^^ HAHAHA XD

managed to ask em abt mcing, Yuyao recommended e
vocal scratch [e wicki2 stuff] which randomly made e
game into a mixpart. it's like they had to incorporate
random stuff like Bean [inspired by Mr Bean shop nearby],
which Jannsonn killed n i suddenly craved for somein
soya ;) from then we went to Snow Ice, to beatless at
Yuyao's turn, which according to Jannson was
"almost painful" but nice :) e next part was really
inspiring n demoralizing [double effect rofl XD]

they moved on to "TOPICS", n started with Water, then to
Jungle. yup, JUNGLE. of coz i had no clue WHAT JUNGLE IS.
i was prepared to not like it coz i tot it was some
environmentally-correct music, only to find myself
loving it at 1st heard[?.] HAHAHA JUNGLE'ZZATI!. ^^
"your jungle was sick=your jungle was H1N1" XD

after that was animals :) Jannson made me convert to a
fan of Donald Duck!~ COOLEST $HIT!. wah, it even beats
Mickey Mouse. or Hello Kitty. eh wait. does Hello Kitty even
talks in e 1st place?. hmm. nvm. i was still happily enjoying
myself, when... Bbox Jannson: you hv to leave by 9 right?.
E'zzati Said: yah. Bbox Jannson: it's ald 9-11!.
at this pt i laughed coz of 2 reasons.
#1: he said it in away as if it was a surprising gd news XD
#2: what a nice timing, 9-1-1, altho he said it as nine eleven rofl XD
after laughing, i was like "what?! :(" earlier he was saying
somein like "you know we sit here n session it's only 10mins?."

so it was TTFNtime :( i cld listen to em bbox all night
long!. X) okay maybe i'd fall asleep at ard 3AM, but you're
smart, you get e drift ;) anw, they were really nice abt it,
friendly, funny, not to mention ENCOURAGING!. :D
they were like brothers to me [n im not just saying that or
being sarcastic :)] haha, wanted to pHOTize but didnt know
how rofl XD turns out gd anw, n i was like "haha, can.
CUTE!. L-O-L" [i actually spelled out in real life, dno why XD]
inside e Mrt otw back i was laughing to myself coz of e
chewychewy chica chewychica moment XD i accidentally
said it out audibly n some of e toddlers beside me followed.
cute!. haha, no, im not referring to myself, only... XD

e session that night opened up my heart, mind, n most
definitely, ears ;D if you think this sounds philosophical,
[i like e rhythm of e word!. phi-lo-so-phi-cal ^^], you
should've sat in during e session. i do think it felt
somewhat Zen-esque!. ^^ THANKS JANNSON!.
THANKS YUYAO + LEON!. i BtKch you all!. ^^

*tue
i skipped sch coz i woke up with heavy head, really
felt unbalanced haha, then stomach ache -_-"
of coz "CHEWY CHEWY!. \m/ ;D" made it into my
fbk status today, n e comments i got back abt it from
my Hottstuff r even more hilarious. i will nv look at
e word e same way ever agn!. ^^ so i spent today
thinking abt ytd [haha okayokay -_-"] X)

I DISCOVERED SOMEIN!. ^^ that... i've... actually...
met Bbox Dharni [TWICE AS A MATTER OF FACT],
n i didnt even know it!. X) i rmbed screaming like a
fangirl when he performed -_-" i suppose, that makes
e world quite small after all X) it's a 'lil bit sad coz e
pHOTo i hv of us [i know, i hv PHOTO!~ ^^], he was
wearing his SAF uniform n i looked not that nice -_-"
I STILL HV A PHOTO WITH HIM ANW, N NO, I DNO
WHY HE WAS POINTING AT ME HAHA XD
i find quite uncanny that i took a pHOTo with him
without knowing that he is pretty much superpopular,
n had no clue whatsoever. makes me think, you know,
i should really get outta my dungeon more -_-"
still. DHARNI, YEAH!~ ^^ ;) [motivated!. 8)]

*wed
texted with Vip Ain till early morn!. rofl XD in sch, spotcheck!.
HottIte Ms Noraini on HottIes Poo, "model student" HAHA XD
after DSG HottIes Resi attempted to steal my bag when i
wasnt looking, n he went "jeng5 smooth criminal~" rofl XD
in case you still dno, my sch bag is a huge silver bag, so,
e criminal act wasnt that smooth rofl XD L: i dont rmb why
i took this pHOTo -_-" C: HottIes David n "his" bag!. XD
R: FLOP is new word!. ;) aftrsch HottIes Resi was like
"i know what you did a few days ago~" [abt e "phone" thingy]
also saw a Phut lorry!. i didnt know Phut has a lorry!. :)

L1: LJS!. e LJSnista [HottIes Tj know whatsername rofl XD]
still recognized me, n she asked how i found e renovation.
i said it's nicer to see her!. HAHA :) L2L: after eating i headed
off to Novena!. :D reached n walked a few rds before finding
e shop, n TADAH!~ R: got minitee done today!. :D love it!. ^^
otw back i dropped $1 at Ntuc -_-" L2R: new LD costumes!.
best so far, n i love how i look innit!. XP didnt manage to
take a pHOTo of it, so yeah. pHOTo of e brastrap?. HAHA XD
use your own imagination!. ;) dont think so far tho rofl XP

BishanStud!. HottIte "The Originals"[?.] were ard :)
i didnt talk to anyone, was on an emo banter -_-"
not many ppl came today, so LD was lacking in our
usual attitude. i just sitting ard, being lazy, occasionally
drifting into light sleep but waking self up e second after.
ha. i think i need to go hide in a dungeon n meditate soon
for a while. Ldc Rachel came n was bored too so we
chatted :) abt rships, weird ppl in general, basically we
just pakat X) after awhile it got REALLY boring, so i took
over e studio :D plugged my mp3 in ^^ it's always
amusing to me, coz i'll nv know how ppl will react to my
SonE'zzati playlist. NEVER!. X) like when FMP's Joutsenlaulu
started playing, LDj Sylvest squealed like a fangirl!. XD
dancedance, talk abt my hair, then i did some hipwork
which LDj Sylvest describes as "dislocate, normal.
dislocate e other side, normal." XD -_-" after session
bumpercars into HottIte Ms Nair who told me that
LDj Sylvest danced for em in class rofl XD

*thu
L1: got extra $ from Hot Mum + ppaid from Hot Dad!. ^^
THANKS!. :D C1: tot that e tempsticker colors r nice :)
R1: "DRIVE ME CRAZY." :) L2: HottIes Resi entered n
gave a FREErerro!. :D THANKS!. :D haha btw otw to
D302 HottIte Izzatie saw me n waved!. i was like, "oh?." n
before waving back X) LPD!. had to do this NDP quiz.
1 of e questions was: "who's e 1st singapore idol,...",
n HottIes Faris said "...mother." HAHAHA XD C2: 1 of e
politic logo, n e clue given was that it started with e letter
N, to which HottIes Liyana kept saying "NARUTO!~" XD

L1: they had posters haha XP R1: i bought e other
stuff, n just [really] casually said that their nuggets r
betta :) L2: which resulted in e rest of e HottIes at e
table to buy almost all of e rest of e nuggets!. XD
R2: in conjunction of e ND mood, HottIes Resi used his
nugget to "paint" e Singapore flag in e sauce plate rofl XD
HottIes Fir blamed it on "too much design [class] ald" rofl XD
DSG!. finalized e minitee design, giftbox done!. :D
was kinda falling asleep after that!. XD somewhen later
HottIes Tj SUDDENLY asked me "r you like, feeling sad?." n
i was like "no uh, i not paying attention" -_-"

aftrsch went to Juncti8n Mcd with HottIes Liyana to
murder [drama a bit uh] time!. finally got to eat
Cornetto McFlurry!. :D somewhen later Hot Didi n
her friend came n dined too *ninja wave* X) R1,
green arrow: see e 'lil boy?. i admire him a lot!. e
rstrt was rather full, but he still confidently sat n
ate his McChicken!. so cute!~ XD coz for me, if e
rstrt is full in im eating a lonely bite, then it'd just
pack it n leave!. haha, he was really, i dno...
self-unconscious?. rofl XD inspiring X)

410[w]ed back to sch for e F1class batch today was
not very nice XP altho there were a few who was rather
friendly :) after that went to staffrm n HottIte Ms Nair said
that altho it's just HottIte Liyana n i, we finished quite
fast, so i said that we r "SMALL BUT MIGHTY!~" HAHA XD
really what!. ^^ anw, i decided to sloowly get myself
into e calling stuff :) at 1pt HottIes Liyana was calling
someone named "Liyana" too, so she was like
"Hello, is this Liyana?. this is Liyana calling..." so she
was like talking to herself, it was damn funny n we
were trying not to laugh!. XD i got to call this dude,
n his reaction was really touching!. ^^ i cld feel that
he "light up" inside even thru e phone :) motivating!. ;)

*fri
woke up n helped Hot Gdad with his "art project" :)
L: nice tempsticker agn today!. :D outside A302,
HottIes Poo did e Cadbury ad eyebrow thing XD
C: present!. somewhen later HottIes Liyana turned
n asked me softly "E'zzati, ader workshop?.", haha
new meaning to "a gentle reminder" rofl XD so i said
yeah n settled everything else n left :) R: HAHA at
e sofa!. XD also, i know who diddit rofl XD

XLM!. i've decided to use e old Dj Club name coz
it's easier to type :) went in n they immediately
said "E'ZZATI TI TI TI!~" got "echo" rofl XD
learnt new stuff, at 1pt LDj Sylvest n me were
singing rofl XD there was this part when this
artist wld paint n when e song ends he's done, so
we were all amazed that someone cld paint sucha
thing in just 4minutes, only to find that e song was
10MINUTES LONG!~ HAHAHAHA XD i managed to
guess what he was painting tho :) after that got
to use e microp :) haha Mc Darryl was like "gd,
bad or ugly?." n we replied in unison "pretty~" XD
haha i laughed 1st before i told e funnystuff haha XD

L1+C1: i managed to kop e silver one from
LDj Azhar!. :D R1: "balls"!. ;D after that went to
Juncti8n LJS :) R2: bumpercars!. met Hot Nabs+friend :)
had some "sister-bonding" time rofl ;D

*sat
spent most of e in e world not-so-wide web!. :)
britrockhunting, everything. found this!. i know,
it should be Friday for my case, but e reason why
this was made me happy. i like to move it move it!~ ^^
if you still dont get it, you're not Questastic enough!. ;)

*sun
today e blk e downstairs had an event, think it's some
hairshaving for baby thing [direct translation rofl XD]
they even had an emcee n a karaoke set, so yeah, all e
cheesy mly songs n typical voices for e day!. saw e new
"Korea, Sparkling" ad :) e Dj+Bbox Canon In D was
used as e bckgrd music!. SPARKLE SPARKLE!~ ^^
hmm. Hot Rs came today!. :D wonder what they
wanted haha XP anw!. BtK!. what a reavealing wk!. :D
Lol... Lol... MOTS: DIFFERENT PPL DIFFERENT MOUTH!. ;)
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-09-14T15:51:00.005+08:00

@urbanjungle!.

OFFICIAL INAUGURAL HOTTIES OUTING 2009!. :D
23 JULY 2009!. :D
Singapore Zoological Gardens, Singapore!. :D
E'zzati "Event-anista" Reporting!.

*thu
outta hm, dropped hphink for 2nd time :(
so i was pretty much in a dont-talk-to-me mood,
n was happily emoing over as i walk e lonely rd
n listen to BOBD!. suddenly!. somein happened.
okay maybe not so sudden but nvm XP \m/

*i walk a lonely rd at the blk e downstairs*
Matrep 1: dierni2 *eyes his friend at me*
Matrep 2: nak ke tak?.
*they whisper somein to each other. GAY!. XP*
Matrep 1: dik. dik, sini boleh jln eh?.
*i just continue walking, like how himbo can you
get, if im walking here of coz can uh, make way
for me, worship e grd i tread on you himbo~
WHAT A GAYMATLOSER DONT TALK TO ME!.
finish walking to e supposedly "unwalkable" part,
turns to stare at him+smack his face with my hair*
E'zzati Said: boleh uh *killa stare+pout rofl ;)*
Matrep 1: *embarrased ald* oh, dik pergi maner?.
E'zzati Said: sekolah uh. *rolls eyes+maintain pout rofl ;)*
Matrep 1: sekolah main2 ke betul?.
E'zzati Said: betul2 uh. *raise an eyebrow, still pouting*
Matrep 1: oh, bukan sekolah main2 eh?.
*i raise both eyebrows, smirked, smack his face with
my hair agn, pout, n continued walking my lonely rd ;)*
Matrep 1: nak rokok?. *i stare at him* nak rokok?. hehehe~

SO LAME!. WASTED 1MIN OF MY MORNING!. I CLD'VE
BEEN LISTENING TO E 1ST VERSE OF BOBD YOU KNOW!.
obviously, he wanted some of my $, but since ima
strong baby n thanks to my awesome girl RAWRpower,
i managed to make him feel too embarrased. enough to
get him to not ask $ from me, a 'lil bit more to get him
to go fnck himself off, n more than enough to even put
him in a condition to offer me cigarettes!. HAHA XP
i suppose over time he realized that...
1. i wont tolerate his bull$hit
2. RAWR RARR RARR!. im feirce!~ [ROFL XD]
3. i wont let it fly!~
HAHAHA, sad case uh he n his friend. wna report to
e police also like pity em, waste e police force's time
only!. i told abt this to some Hotstuff, n some replied
"wahwah E'zzati GANGSTAAA!~", some "maybe he read
your blog then he paiseh that you will blog abt him",
n "SKALI HE SAW YOUR YOUTUBE VIDEOS!~" rofl XD -_-"
im not sure myself, next time i see him i'll ask him
okay?. HAHAHAHA XP \m/ IMA IMA A DIVA!. XD

bumpercars!. met HottIes Natasha at AMKHub, but
i went 1st coz i was ald late -_-" over time more
HottIes boarded e same bus as me, so yeah :)
Zoo!. L: this is from HottIes Glissa's cam, haha
i managed to pose X) C2: e tix!. had to choose
betw this n zebra X) R: e clues e clues!. X)
was internally excited!. i was like hoping that
i get to see e 'lil monkeys, scorpion [kings], n
dearly missed TARANTULA!~ ^^ [im not referring
to "anyone" anw, in case you were "wondering" ;)]

FAILED PANORAMA!. but nvm -_-" anw, most of
e HottIes wore "basic", HottIte Ms Nair was nice when
she turned up wearing her "i love animals they
taste great" tshirt rofl XD HottIes Liyana asked me if
i wasnt feeling panas, Resi sang e Flintstones theme song
for me, n Zahrina asked me "why you wear so much?." n
"why you didnt wear tights with e dress", to which i said
i dont hv tights :) HOW CAN I EVER CHOOSE TIGHTS OVER
MY SKINNYS!. they're not pants, n they wont even last me.
my denim, you n me hardcore, till they say no more,
if you get what i mean ;) \m/ ^^ got bored while waiting,
so eavesdropped on conversations. HottIes Tsr n Colin were
talking clothes n hair, Amrit asked Sufiyan if e lunch is
packed, coz he said "who knows if suddenly e ppl come n
set up a buffet or what" rofl XD HottIes Shima asked abt
my necklace. finally everyone arrived n we entered Zoo.
JENGJENGJENG!~ *Tarzan's voice* ohehoh ehoh ehoh!~ \m/

inside, HottIes Poo realized that our clue envelopes were
NUS, so he kept saying out loud that "we're from NUS",
"doing research~" HAHA XD L1: TEAM PLB!~ \m/ ^^
interesting how we sorted our duties in a second++ X)
HottIes Fiqah="Navigator", Stanley=Cluemaster", Beng="Boss",
Nana="Assistant", Ms Nair="1st Aid", Tj+Liy="Cheerleaders" X)
also interesting how our 1st station was e Polar Bears itself!.
fated i suppose?. haha XD somewhen in btw bumped into
Team Chicks, n was pretty funny HAHAHAHAHAH XD
R1: "KING JULIAN"!. I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT!~ ^^
L2: a biiiig bat!. R2: there was an animal, it was orange, tot
it was fake n it turned n stared at me rofl XD -_-" i think i did
see Tarantula n Scorpion here along e way, but it wasnt e
same one i saw before [dont ask me how i know but i do X)] :(
lotsa funny inside stuff happened during e race, lazy to
type but thanks for sharing rofl XD also, thanks if you
shared me your icecream/drink!. TEAM PLB FTW!~ X)

went pass lotsa animals along e way, they seemed rather
bored, maybe they wanted Ice Lemon Tea too -_-"
otw HottIes Stanley was cracking quite a few funny stuff.
for example when he opened 1 of e clues n exclaimed
"EH THIS ONE E CLUE QUITE FUNNY!~" n we rushed to
see, n ppl were wondering what we were talking abt rofl XD
another one, my fav, was there were this kindergarten sch
who was hving an excursion there too, n everytime we'd
bump into 1 of e classes, Stanley wld yell "THOMAS!~" XD
n everyone wld turn n look at him. damn funny in real life XD
L: HottIes Liyana's "fav" haha X) lemur if im not wrong X)
C: 'lil monkeys hv cute butts!. ;) R: my fav pHOTo of e day,
e older monkey was like "screaming" in e 'lil monkey's ear,
puts e "CAN YOU HEAR ME" caption to gd use :D RAWR!. ^^

after much walking ard, it was ald time to report to e
Garden Pavillion or somein liddat. we tot we were e last
team to arrive, but we were quite near ard e area so we
ended up being 3rd!. HAHA YAY PLB!. ^^ so we got our
lunch :) a kind HottIesoul gave me another pckt of
soybean drink!. ^^ THANKS!. :D L1: FOOD!~ L2: it was
Nasi Lemak i think, but e main thing is, IT'S GREEN!~ 8)
HAHAHA XD suits e theme rofl XD e "nuggets" were
weird tho, it's "otah" meat nuggets n tasted rather,
not to my liking?. but who cares, GREEN RICE!~ \m/
R2: also got a starlolipop ^^ R1: some of e HottIes
were lying down!. haha, tiring fun rofl XD i didnt
finish my food :( GREEN RICE!. HAHAHAHA XD -_-"

L: HottIes Liyana snapped a pHOTo of me as i snapped
a pHOTo of her, to this date i think she owes me like
what, ard 82pHOTos that she still has yet to send me
a copy of!. HAHA XP -_-" after that we sat ard for awhile,
managed to get a Top n Mars ^^ THANKS!. :D

Prize-Giving!. CONGRATS TO E HOTTIES WHO WON!. ^^

after that HottIes Resi terrorized my digicam!. haha :)
L2: look at e bckgrd!. they were taking another pHOTo
using another cam, so it turned out candid in mine rofl XD
so, as naturally for us HottIes, e photoshooting session
began!. HAHA WOOHOO!. JPEGing at every corner!. ^^

L: i managed to sneak into e pHOTo!. ^^ C: HottIte Ms Nair!.
[+HottIes Colin in e bckgrd -_-"] while taking this pHOTo,
Ms Nair suddenly said to me "btw uh, ytd look very hot,
nice/cute a$$." RANDOM!. i was confused rofl XD turns
out that she saw me during ytd's LD NDP vid shoot, so
i thanked her rofl XD R: HottIes Glam Squad!. ^^ haha funny
how e lighting ard us was like "glowing", if you get it ;)
CAN YOU FEEL IT?. [IT=E GLAMGLOW ROFL XD]

L: HottIes Coach D!. he made me do e handsign, think
it's a soccer player's sign or somein rofl X) -_-"
C: HAHA!. kind of candid. R: HottIes Poo!. he won my
most consistent style male title for e day!. :D
HAHA, him n his striped polos, wear like those
"innocent2" uncle, but in real life, he's... HAHA!. XP
partly coz it's a GREEN POLO + WHITE STRIPES!~ X)

L1: as i expected, HottIes Colin did shooked his
"champagne" bottle n sprayed everyone!. ^^
HottIes Beng spoiled this pHOTo by being innit n
looking so calm -_-" L2: took this with intentions,
but dont know how to explain so nvm -_-"
R1: last "Zoo" pHOTo ima take!. to symbolise how
im not gna come back until maybe im 21?. HAHA XP
R2: HottIes Liyana n i saw this n liked it!. ^^ if only
it was silver, it wld've matched my Vans!. okay, i know
Zebras isnt black n silver, but im just saying X) -_-"

some HottIes went to Splash, some mysteriously
disappeared, i did both!. HAHA XP L: bought ilt from
KFC, but it sucked, tea tastes old. KFC ZOO TEA SUCKS!.
C: someone "engraved" somein on e bus, i know what
it means, was nice to see it :) R: silverbangle!. haha ^^

CONGRATS HOTTIES HOOGASHAGA HODGEPODGE
for e successful event!. was nice working with you :)
THANKS HOTTIES for coming n spending time with
us!. THANKS TEAM PLB for e funniest Zoo experience
that i ever had in my whole existence!. HAHAHA XD
i know, im sad like that~ Lol... Lol... MOTS: IT'S A
JUNGLE OUT THERE!~ ;) i hope that everyone enjoyed
emself, inclding e person who's reading this, hope
you enjoyed... i dno, this post?. HAHA!. XD i still miss
Tarantula tho :( but nvm :) Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-09-14T15:30:00.008+08:00

@bcozhemissthescenery!.

SHAKEY SHAKEY!~ ;) IT'S ME, E'ZZATI!~ ;D
HAHA!. *sings* E'zzati's blog, has got
it gg on!~ X) life is full of surprises!.
okay maybe mine is more full of shocks,
but that's besides e pt X) RAWR!~ ^^

*mon 20Jul
SWII!. early so waited at foyer, suddenly
HottIes Raynard: your ncklz is what ncklz uh?.
E'zzati Said: oh i make myself one :)
HottIes Raynard: oh~ okay, D-I-Y~
HAHA!. -_-" L1: purpleracket!. ^^ HottIes Liyana n
i vs Tj n Yilik, then me vs Liyana n Tj vs Yilik,
then Ld Mas's class came, so i saw her from afar
n i did e "crack4" dance XD then she was like
"NO!~" n both of us broke out into e "eh7" dance
n i was in e middle of e court rofl XD i was even
holding my racket!. HAHA XD somewhen later it was
me n HottIes Resi vs Fir n David!. damn fun :)
left quite early from SW, R1: nuggets!. :)
L2: "we're hving a REAL SALE"!~ HAHA XD we were
laughing at e "REAL SALE" part rofl XD DSG!.
HottIte Mr Foong disconnected e middle row's
internet connection!. HAHAHA wahh almost started a
mini flashmob?. rofl XD HottIes Sufiyan was like
"I WAS BUSY LISTENING TO E'ZZATI'S SINGING!~" XD -_-"
after that Mr Foong told us e presentation requirements,
n then everything was fine :) GOOD ONE!. HOTTIES WAS
FOONG'D!. XD HAHAHA!~ R2: otw hm bought bubble tea,
my cup got hole :( as in seriously, there was a hole :(

*tue
DSG!. I WAS 1ST TO REACH!. :D then HottIes Stanley n
Raynard came n Raynard went "wow cher, report strength,
3~" -_-" L1: greensticker!. ;) R1: chicchop!. :D
L2: also bought hashbrown, in e end cant finish -_-"
R2: HottIes Resi n e rest happened to hv their
brk from their F1 briefing n bought Sup Tulang!. :)
haha tot it was kinda cool that they sold it :)

IEP!. L: got this!. NO DRUGS!. \m/ hp batt low :(
LC: aftrsch at at KFC with HottIes Liyana, Tj n
Nis. suddenly a random guy came up to us n asked
"excuse me, whats e direction for ite?." HAHA!. -_-"
then Mcd, walked ard n saw RC: tot it looked
weird?. HAHA XP R: followed em to e bank n e
red couch was nice so i tooked this pHOTo n
HottIes Liyana managed to catch me taking it XP

went to BishanLib with HottIes Tj, read
this bk abt e History of Punk Rock!. ^^ \m/
i know, supposedly cant take pHOTos of e bks,
but thats not e way it's meant for me, JUST COZ,
JUST COZ, BCOZ WE'RE OUTLAWS YEAH!~ \m/
NL1+N2: BLINK 182!. \m/ ^^
S1: GREENDAY!. \m/ ^^
S2: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!. \m/ ^^
MAD LOVE ROCK ON RAWR RARR RARR!~ 8D \m/ ^^
anw, BishanLib was hving this promo, borrow
4bks n get a free notepad. Hotties Tj did n
was nice enough to give it to me!. ^^
NR1: THANKS HOTTIES TJ!. :D

Linkin Park was innit too, said they want
their lyrics to be honest but vague enough so
ppl can relate :) LP!. \m/ :D Blink 182 said
when they perform they're just tryna hv a
gd time, make emselves laugh n e kids laugh!.
BLINK 182!. \m/ :D n im reminded why i love
em so much ^^ cant wait for their new stuff ;)

410[w]ed back, HottIte tchers were doing
yoga in dance studio!. cool or what rofl X)
HottIes Tj left me halfway, n since it was
my 1st day, damn was i lost!. HAHA, so mainly
bugged Fir asking him questions on what to do XP
e class that was in was quite nice tho, some of
e boys actually helped to cleaned up a bit!. ^^
THANKS BOYS!. :D after cleaning up we rested in
e rm for awhile n HottIte Ms Nair asked me:
WHAT IS E COOLEST EVENT POSSIBLE TO DO?. :)

what a very gd question!. cant believe that
i nv really tot of it before. so i said e
1st thing that came to mind, which was...
FASHION ROCKS!. :D later also came up with
Sounds Of Style :) anw, it gave me some
ideas!. ;) ^^ then i asked her back n she
said stuff like Mardi Gras, n we both realize
that all e events we want r out of S'pore -_-"
so we came up with "what's e regional coolest?.",
n Ms Nair pointed out that "biggest is f1, n
we're ald involved innit, everything else is
like, no kick." which i pretty much agree?. :)
back to work!. :) L: carried e signage on e R,
was heavy at 1st but managed to get e way
to do it so it was rather easy :) altho,
ignore e fact that it seems slanted after
i put it down ;) leaning sign of E'zzati XD
C: Hot Im's class pHOTo!. by far, e coolest
pHOTo of him!. him n his friends did this
hand thing, like a dance formation?. HAHAHA ^^
R: btw in DSG, i went to Tim Burton's new
website!. it's even cuter than before ^^ :)

L1: we cld navigate e cute character ard!. ^^
R1: so i entered e door :)
L2: which leads me to 2doors to 2galleries :)
e way e character [think it's name is Sketch or
somein liddat] walk is also cute!. anw, entering
e galleries, i was greeted by all e artwork of
Tim Burton!. love em :) em like...
R2: CORPSE BRIDE!. :)
L3: EDWARD SCISSORSHANDS!. :)
R3: THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS!. :)

*wed
just missed 88bus, had to wait for 13mins -_-"
L1: purplesticker!. :) R1: HottIes "Rules" :)
L2: announced HGSGHGPG's event n e teams :)
HottIes Raynard's team said "we're e chicks!~",
n then he said "im e mother hen!~" ROFL XD
they had to choose an animal-esque name, so
HOTTIES PRODUCTION, PRESENTING... TEAM
"POLAR BEST", "CHICKS", "G[IRAFFE] FORCE",
n "TOP-IR"!. XD after that stayed back for
a while to settle some stuff for tml :)

410[g]ed to Thomson Plaza KFC :) entered e
toilet, n it was playing 21 Guns!. ^^ \m/
L: while ordering it was quite funny, e
KFCperson asked me [referring to e chicken]
"YOU WANT E BODY?."!~ HAHAHA XD so i said
"YEAHHH I WANT E BODDDYYYYYY!~ ;)" rofl XD
otw back i dropped my hphink for e 1st time :(
n both hphink my Sone'zzati were low on batts :(
reached sch ard 1330. met Ld Kelly n read e
magazine she bought n saw this!. C+R: promo
for Nokia's music series. it actually plays
music when you open it!. cool haha ^^ ;)

L: childhood icecream!. haha ;) LD!. :D ^^
Ld Nicholas came EARLY today!, HAHA XP
somewhen during session Btk Suria n
Xlm Azhar also came n joined us :) anw!.
C: e shooting for HottIte Cc's NDPvid!. :)
while preparing we realized that we forgot
to do some neccessary girlstuffs, which
eventually made e dance messier than it
ald was?. :( n to be further embarrassed,
e videographer was HottIte Mr Lendra!. XD -_-"
i wasnt happy with my performance tho :(
told Ld Skye n he said it's okay, then he
saw my shirt n yelled "SHINCHAN!~" -_-"

dont sign in on fbk n leave, ppl with "creative minds"
[im guilty as charged too haha X)] will add random ppl
without you knowing or post stuff!. haha XD anw, i put
"BOOM BOOM!. ;D" as my fbk status, n got quite a few
nice replies!. haha XD Hot Didi commented "pau."
*inside joke*, but my fav is Hottie Zrn who commented
"tara ku cha cha tara ku cha cha."!. HAHAHAHA XD

*fri
2things happened, but nvm :) LPD!. afterclass
stayed for awhile n managed to catch a glimpse of
HottIte Mr Lendra's HottIte Cc's NDPvid!. :) IEP!.
HottIes Resi: E'zzati, who's sitting on this chair?.
E'zzati Said: oh, nobody... nobody...
HottIes Liyana: but you!~
HAHAHA XD aftrsch went to B207 for XLM, then they
all saw me n started laughing!. XD -_-" told me i was
too late n session's ald ended X) XLM Kina liked my
hair agn ^^ L: LJS's $4.40 promo, yay ^^ X)
C: Cornetto McFlurry's back!. ^^ X) otw to bstop
i heard someone called my name, i know who, but
i kept turning n cldnt spot him so i just continued
walking. maybe my eyelvl wasnt high enough -_-"
HAHAHA but wtv, SHOTTIES RULE!~ \m/ XP

L1+C1:pretty rose!. like purple with a "gradient" to
hotpink!. HAHA nvm -_-" R1: was [still] wondering
why they put e picture of e 2cats on a graph pad!.
HAHA XP L2+R2: Hot Nabs managed to get 2tickets to
NDP09 PreShow, design was nice!. :) esp e silverstar ;)

SAW THIS ON HOT NABS'S BLOG!. HAHA XP

she blogged her experience with e "Mat 1", n how he
attempted to cheat her n her friend for their $ but
dno how to XD her friend gave him 40cents [he's not
worth enough for "50cent" if you get what i mean XP],
Hot Nabs had $40 but she didnt give, n she was like
saying how if she gave him then he wld've gotten
$40.40!. HAHAHAHA XD anw, unlike me, they
PAID attention to what he was saying. FRANKLY,
MY DEAR, I DONT GIVE A DAMN!. ^^ XP \m/

according to Hot Nabs, he went somein like "dik,
abg just got out of jail after 5 yrs, so mcm survivor
ah, in this kind of thing~" in mly. SO LAME!. -_-"
not even funny or catchy!. -_-" i KNOW he's e same
Matrep as e one i met coz he's just sooo sad case!.
HAHA but seriously uh, SO LAME!. -_-" confirm e SPF
[as in Singapore Police Force] got tired of entertaining
you so they kicked you out!~ XP i do hv my 3cents for
you tho, [3 coz of inflation ;)]... put in more effort!.
SURVIVOR MY A$$!. if you come up to us n sing e
Destiny Child's Survivor then maybe we'll give you
somein uh rofl XD we dont pay, to get lame$hit!.
WE R CAPABLE OF MAKING OUR OWN, n im sure
we can make up betta lame$hit than yours!. -_-"
FASTER GO N MEMORIZE E LYRICS!~ XP -_-"

*sat
L1+C1: Hot Dad was like showing me that he
had this, haha :) R1: Hot Im wore my 'lil "emo"
tee to NDP09 PreShow!. HAHA XD 1st time ever,
i liked his tshirt!. XP before he left, this happened
E'zzati Said: Iman, ader cockroach!. at Ana's bag!.
Hot Im: *in an innocent pitiful tone* that is my bag...
*i laugh at him as he panicks rofl XD*
L2+C2: made this!. Milo+bunch of random
chocolates!. tasted nice with Kinder Bueno, but
i think Mars n Toblerone spoilt it :( R2: ate fries
with this!. a mix of 3 ketchup sauces!. XD still
think Heinz is e best tho :) was hungry so
didnt really mattered actually -_-" HEINZ!. :D

I LOVE THIS TORCH!. :D ^^

so yeah Hot Dad n Im returned n i got to hijack
their funpacks!. :D my favs r e torch, n "drum"!. :)
anw, as expected, since they went tgt, confirm funny2
stuff will hv happened!. XD example, a female toddler
on screen said "i want to be a singer", n Hot Dad said
"yes, you can be e asian ahhvril lavinge!~" so e ppl ard
him laughed!~ XD then he was paranoid, coz he was like
thinking, what if e parents of e girl was ard him rofl XD

L1+R1: i finally finished e F1 E-learning module!. :D
80% to pass!. Lol... Lol... :) L2+R2: wanted to
order PizzaHut, but cldnt decide in e end didnt :(
then Hot Nabs came hm n told me that
"lunch was best, Pizza Hut!~" :( RAWR!. -_-"

*sun
almost puked!. i dont mean that sarcastically :)
L: got this toy from a cereal box i think, tot it's
quite a nice freebie?. :) R: Xlm Damian sent me e
Dj Club ppt, it was "DJ Club: In A Nutshell" :) while
waiting for e sending to complete, i complained
abt how much more KB to go, n Damain replied
"the nutshell is dat big surprisingly :D" rofl XD

today was e Liverpool Asia tour Singapore match :)
i asked e boys what KOP stands for n they all said
"KING OF POP" rofl XD -_-" score was 5-0, what a
cute number X) Hottie Haikal put on his pm:
nice one singapore,you've made all the liverpool
fans proud. i hvnt chatted with him for quite
sometime, n i finally did, found out that he's still
living at e 2ndfloor haha :) -_-" MOTS: IF YOU'RE
GNA BE A SQUARE, YOU AIN'T GNA GO NOWHERE!. ;)
Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-09-14T14:33:00.005+08:00

@andatasteforsuicidal!.

HAHA!. theres just too many hotstuff waiting to
be blogged, ahh i feel so lagged compared to other
ppl who hv ald updated abt stuff i wna blog abt,
exactly how do they post so often!. -_-" many
things happened lately that absolutely worth
blogging abt, n it sucks to hv to keep it as drafts
coz i hvnt posted abt e other :'( pls ignore my
grammatical erros :) i will try to type less too, this
blog is turning out like... E'zzatipedia!. HAHA XD -_-"

*sat
L1: my "new" earpiece!. haha, e cord is like sooo
long, n it still doesnt fit my head nicely despite
it being adjustable. yes, i am hinting somein ;)
off to Tmp!. didnt bring my purse tho :( reached,
met Hot Didi so i said "Annyeong!~" n she was like
telling me how she knew it was me from afar!. XD
she said she "psst-ed" from e room above rofl XD
HAHA, next time, make louder noise or just shout
my name XD L2: Hot Didi "for a mmt" tot that
Hot Dad was wearing e ITE uniform rofl XD HAHA XD
L2: e ILT from e shop below!. think it was imported
from France or somein rofl XD funny how i didnt type
abt column R!. hmmm in short i just like e designs :)

so we chatted, laughed at Msia cartoon ads, chat,
laugh somemore as we watch time [L1] pass by us
3times XD R1: haha!. this pHOTo turned out emo -_-"
anw, i like e whole blue & white [or variances of
e same family] concept :D R1: i also like e
'lil handbag thingy!. think it's damn cute, like
"for you, with [the] love of labels" XD YAY!. ^^

some phototaking, n then Hot Didi said to me
"lucky you nv \m/" haha -_-" R2: i find this
funny, coz e "devil" headband was there haha XD
Hot Wak reached n upon seeing me: wah, kakza!. XD
then Hot Gmum came n Hot Didi said that she
[as in my Gmum] is cute. i agreed XD she also
said that i seem "fierce" in sch coz i was in
a bus i didnt smile back or somein. HAHA RAWR!.
then she added that she assumed i was half-awake.
CORRECT!. haha, im half-awake n in my own world XD

Row 1: "Alhamdullilah im a superhero" rofl XD
suddenly [it was rather sudden to me, n she's not
usually "sudden" XD], Hot Didi mentioned somein. my
EVMnistattitude kicked in so i asked her what kind
of venue wld she choose, she answered n asked me back.
i said e 1st thing that came to mind, which happens
to be... SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM!. XD HAHAHA \m/
then we started hving visions of e "concert" rofl XD
Row 2: somein abt e cake decoration was hilarious ;D
it's 1 of e things that i love abt events, e...
mess ups!. HAHAHA, i just think that e life's too
short to be as boring as planned X) so it was all
laughter until... E'zzati Said: hey, what's that?!~ ^^

L1: Hot Mimi: *with no expression or whatsoever* backgrd.
*Hot Didi come to us 1 second later n asked e same thing*
HAHAHA XD so we made full use of e SEAMLESS BCKDROP!. XD
looking back, film was as hilarious as e shooting itself XD
pHOTos were "spoiled" coz we didnt wear our shoes -_-"
R2: "i'm strong, baby!~" *inside joke* ;) so yeah it
carried on for quite awhile before running outta ideas XD

Hot Didi: he's dazed, ninja sch is tiring. HAHA!. XD

L1: PUNCH!. XD also find it funny, wld you like
punch or hot water?. sounds rather dangerous rofl XD
R2: another EVMnistaction!. ^^ \m/ PUNCH!. haha ;)

L: meal 1!. Hot Dad "praised" me that my choice
of chicken was smart, it's meaty rofl XD C: cldnt
finish -_-" R: meal 2!. ard 5hrs later tho haha X)

somewhere betw meals bumpercars into Pkcik Jani,
1 of Hot Dad's friend. he was like "E'zzati!." XD
he said "long time no see" n claimed that i dont
rmb him, in which i said i do rofl XD he asked if
i rmb that he used to pinch my cheeks when i was
younger so i said yah rofl XD i know, im soooo
cute!. XD he asked "hows sch, sch where, what
course" n stuff so i told him n got back e usual
ITE "ENCOURAGEMENT", which i didnt pay attention n
wasted his breath rofl XD he ended off by saying
"wah, dah lama tak nampak~ BADAN AMPUH!~" rofl XD
im not sure if "ampuh" is a real word or just a
sound effect, but i got what he meant n i like it ;)
bumpercars into Hot Nek Na after that n she was
like "OOH, BADAN AMPUH!~" HAHAHAHAHA XD YEZZAH!~
[n earlier today Hot Mum said i was fat -_-"]
HELL YEAH IM NOT YOUR AVERAGE SKINNY MINAH!~
i got muscle rofl XP haha okay2. AMPUH!. \m/

L1: i tot this was kinda cute?. IF you're thinking
what i am ;) R1: father-son bonding time, methinks X)
Row 2: think it's cute!. X) i put some of e paper in
my 'lil handbag, realized that e sides of e handbag
has diff things X) we sat there e whole day n we
only found 3guys!. -_-" they were skaterboys, 1 of
em was tall, e other was short, n e last one was
fat. what a combo rofl XD somewhen in betw we ran
outta fruitpunch, n they replaced it with rose syrup
so i said to Hot Didi "eh rose syrup, we can make
bandung!~" n she asked me to "go uh, buy e milk~" -_-"

ard 1700 e most quiet [there wasnt even A SINGLE
ANNOYING MLY SONG BEING PLAYED] event [i dno what
to call e event, n if you're not innit you dont hv
to know either :)] ended :) went up, AGT finale was
on, Terry Fator won i tot it was quite cool?. :)
so i got bored n started grabbing e things ard me n
for camwhoration purposes X) R: Hot Didi, notice
anything familiar?. HAHA XP other then e crazy hair ;)

then i found e bouquet+fan!. ^^ R2: Hot Nabs say
my face so steam. my eyes were open when i took e
pHOTo, but i dno why it turned out like that -_-"

I LOVE MY HAIR!. 8D so did everyone else that day 8D

L: before leaving took some goodies!. :)
R: it was $2.70 for 18pckts=$0.15/packet!. :(
next meet, on fbk i suppose rofl X)

like i [E'zzati Said] said [HAHA XD], if you're not
innit, you won't get it X) ^^ you might think you
get it but it's still not "it" ;) anw, it was nice
in a way to just hangout :) also!. new inspiration for
Project Dsg :D MOTS: EAT RICE!. Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-09-02T15:05:00.005+08:00

@withanangelface!.

HAHA!. this lagg is getting depressing, RAWR!. :(
all i need/want/wld love to hv now is just...
_____ __ [see if you can guess correctly!. first to
get it right gets a chocolate from me!. ^^ top 2
smartest answer gets candy!. ^^] HAHAHAHA XD
btw, inspired by e Ramadhanista spirit, this is
at heartcandy's place :) as in his real district ;)

*mon 13Jul
Mrted to sch coz lazy. was early for SW!. soccer at
e court :) everytime i had e ball, HottIes Poo will say
"E'ZZATI!. WONDERGIRLS!. NOBODY!." HAHA -_-"
L: felt like sewing somein n making use of em as
mannequins X) R: ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK!. okay!. :D

HAHA!. of coz i went ard e court checking out e
graffiti 1st before playing soccer rofl XD L: Naruto!. haha
kind of uh. e unedited version of this pHOTo looks really
dramatic, e drawings with e angles n buildings n all rofl XD
R: my fav!. RELAX!~ ^^ somein i still need to master rofl XD
it's my fav coz i love how e design n how it's a design within
a design [i know i've been using e line alot, it's catchy X)] ^^

blah3 e soccerball got stuck in e tree, so they used e vlyball.
during brk an ahbeng quarrelled very loudly with a minahrep,
wanted to kpo but Egg Thosai [L] comes 1st :) in e end i think
she cried. heard e topic in argue was lame, lucky i continued
eating :) in class i visited HottIes Zahrina's twitter abt last
fri, damn funny!. "Yilik, look around. E'zzati crazy. Liyana
drinking Milo. Me tweet(: Welcome to AYG Appreciation Night",
"Omg im sat beside e'zzati and its annoying coz she's shouting
so loud. And people looked OMG no. And hi" "Omg zzzzzz irl",
"Im starting to like Stefanie Sun a lil. However you spell her
name lol. Her songs are pretty cool even though i dont understand
what it ..." "And so it goes and so it goes and you're the only
one... who knows" "Nathan Hartono, jazz cutie. Can i just make
some more romance with you my love" "Hungry irl :( When will
her concert be over ahhhh"!. HAHAHA XD also, earlier i changed
my fbk status to somein like "is happy coz she got a same old
brand new phone!. :D" n Vip Ain replied "omg did you just quote
a1?!?!?" HAHAHA i just cldnt find a betta way of putting it XP
R: aftrsch went to Mcd to eat icecream. bummer tho, they dont
carry toppings anymore -_-" e summit[?. haha] was cute tho :)
Mrted back, cldnt tap out=monday blues :( went hm n slept from
7 to 11!. haha :) WHAT A PARAGRAPH!. gimme all your bullets ;)

*tue
i was online at ard 0335, n AYGuy Faisal was too so i asked if
he was really awake n online?, n he said "eating mac now." -_-"
he repeated it more then 3time throught e conversation -_-"
somewhen in e middle chatted abt design n stuff, but
actually i just wanted to see if he was really awake rofl XD
in e end i woke up late didnt make it for LPD. also, i forgot
SonE'zzati [new name for my Sony X)] so went back -_-"
missed 88bus, luckily 2nd bus was quick :) DSG!. a woman
sat in to observe i suppose. haha so i enthusiastically watch
HottIte Mr Foong happily use Clipping Mask :) im not being
sarcastic :) after that e woman asked him a pretty lame
question then she left, so i went to google all my fav bands :D
otw outta class HottIes Poo went "I WALK~, nobody nobody
but E'zzati!." HAHAHA it's a 'lil bit awkward to hv awesome
Green Day preceding e Kpopstuff. HAHA, feeling2 Asian ^^ -_-"

typing abt GreenDay n Kpop, lately i've come to realize of
an Asian establishment that existed on my way hm via e
GreenDay routine!. X) out of curiosity, i dropped by :)
nothing much, but there were some lovely stuff there!. :D
realized that there's quite a few of it ard e area, i grew up
in e district n i had no clue they existed -_-" funny :)

*i see somein of my [extreme] interest n picks it up*
KAuntie [Shop Owner]: B__ B___?. [censored for fun XP]
E'zzati Said: neh, S_____i!~ ^^
KAuntie: *takes out a whole box from under e counter* :)
E'zzati Said: HAHAHA, saranghae S_____i!~ ^^
KAuntie: *says in Hangul to a Ksupplier beside e counter who
was watching me get all excited* haha she likes S_____i!~ ^^
*CHUBBY 'LIL BOY POPS UP FROM UNDER E COUNTER*
K'LilBoy: i like J_____!~ ^^
E'zzati Said: WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!~
*pays quickly n leaves e place laughing to herself X)*

i WAH-ed coz, #1: WAH WHY YOU LAUGH WHEN I SAY
I LOVE S_____i!. #2: WAH WHERE DID E 'LIL CHUBBY BOY
APPEAR FROM!. HAHAHAHA XD who knows, maybe they
had an underground establishment that i didnt know of?.
HAHAHA XD anw, finally compiled e GoodiE'zzatiBag for
Hot Didi coz she was e 1st person to get 100% correct for
my fbk quiz X) hope she likes it!. ^^

*wed
rained in e morn!. :) HottIes Matilda asked if i wanted to
go to e "toilet", coz e rest hvnt reached n if she went
with HottIes Coach D it wld've sounded funny XD
DSG!. finally, i showed HottIes Resi my poster abt e
competition i decided to just go for :) his reaction sums
up pretty much what i wanted, so yeah. then he gave me
a disclaimer ["dont laugh uh" rofl XD] n he showed me his ;)
i laughed all e way!. it was sooo cute!~ haha, wish i tot of it
in a way. HAHAHAHA XD his tagline is "Just Bin It", so i asked
if it was inspired bt MJ's "Beat It", but it wasnt, it was Nike :)
it was really cute!. he ald submitted it, so aftrsch i went to
submit mine but e tcher wasnt there so i asked another
tcher to help put my cd on her table :) hope she gets it ;)
was just a step outside e sch gates, when Hot Didi called
so i went back in n passed her her GoodiE'zzatibag ;D
went to eat, blah3, collect LDstuff from HottIte Mrs Foo :)

new accessories!. haha quite very pretty, but i like it :D
LD!. clean routine, kinda :) i didnt tie my hair, so i think i
hairslapped LDj Sylvest a few time XD was rather emo that
day n Ld Skye kept saying to me "gimme some energy!." n
i'd just go "HAHA -_-"" then Ld Sys, Jessica n Nicholas came :)
got to know that next wed there'd be an NDP vid filming thingy,
Ld Mas n i picked e purple dress XD while resting at e seats
HottIes Tj, Resi n HottIte Ms Nair walked pass n looked thru
e doorwindow n waved rofl XD otw hm at AMKTC bstop i was
standing behind an old Indian woman + skinny 'lil boy, n they
kept looking at me :) haha, woohoo i look suspicious rofl XD
it went on for a few minutes, until e old woman came up to me ;)
HAHA!. so i smiled n winked at her rofl XD she didnt wink back :(

she stood infront of me n stared at me in e eyes, then she
asked if she cld "borrow phone to make a quick call." :)
IF YOU WERE ME, WLD YOU?. HONESTLY, WLD YOU?.
E'zzati Said: fo' sho!. HAHA XD
*Old Indian Woman [OIW] gave me a confused stare*
E'zzati Said: i mean, yeah :) [she didnt get my joke -_-"]
*Skinny 'Lil Boy [SLB] laughs, comes over n asked me to dial*
SLB: 9, 1, *some numbers in Tamil*, 23 :D
*my turn to give em a confused face XD*
SLB: 91, uhh *repeats English-ly rofl XD*, 23 :D

it took me some time but i managed to get e correct number!. :D
i dno how i did it but i diddit!. WOOHOO im so smart rofl XD
after e call, she said somein to me which made me happy :)
OIW: *with feeling* thanks ah girl, NORMAL PPL WONT LET~
HAHA!. how fantastic, i just let her use 1 of my precious
private possesions n she calls me ABNORMAL!~ XD i should
do it more often rofl XD ahh e simple joys in life ^^

WNA SEE MY POSTER?!. too bad, chances r, if you're reading
this line, you wld hv scrolled enough to peek at it XD
it's more like a template, n e focus is on e taglines :)
i came up with 4diff ones :) i wanted nothing complicated,
n i didnt want to obviously put e classrom or lab or
toilet picture setting :) so to instill e sch-cleanliness
theme i used e ITE style instd ;) you know... e colors n
e lines at e bottom ;) i think a lot of ppl overlook it,
it's like i can take a pHOTo in sch not wearing sch uni,
n ppl will still know i took it in ITE bcoz e obvious
red railings wld give it away X) it's kinda plain to my
liking, i added a picture of a dustbin at e bckgrd :)
thinking twice, i wanted to keep e "clean" look more so
i delete my dustbin into my recycle bin -_-" haha :) at
e end of e day, it's BASIC COURTESY n PERSONAL HYGIENE to
clean up after yourself!. yes, i know we hv cleaners ard,
but it's EVERYONE'S RESPONSIBILITY to ELIMINATE UNGLAM
TRASH!~ ;D it still disappoints me when i see guys
[esp mly] who leave their empty bottle drinks ard. i've
been a litterpicker for at most 1.3minutes n i hardly
enjoyed it. if wna leave your litter lying ard at least
decorate it n make it look nice or somein!. im not a
supertidy person myself, but for example, i ALWAYS
draw on my tissues or put my leftovers on my plate into
some sort of a "design" before leaving it on e table
[if you read my blog often you should know] :)
it's as simple as that :) KEEP GLAM!. ^^

PR V finale!. ^^ haha JLo cldnt come, n was replaced
by Tim Gunn :) TIM GUNN BEAT JLO ANYTIME!. ^^ haha,
Kenley's collection was rather cute!. like, it pops X)
i didnt expect to like some of her stuff but i did :)
Korto, i love some of e pieces, e rest r okay2 to me :)
Leanne's is e love!. mainly coz it's turquoise, haha,
but i love e architectural side of it ^^ she won :D

*thu
reached sch, temptaking HottIte Mr Sam was with
Mr Faris, n he was like "they know me. they know me."
*i reached their station n push up my fringe*
HottIte Mr Sam: gd morning!~
E'zzati Said: HAHA!. morning~ ^^ :)
HottITe Mr Sam: 36.4!. WELL DONE!. you get to...
go to sch :) E'zzati Said: HAHA!. thanks~ XD
i felt somewhat a 'lil bit motivated for sch rofl XD

postIEP preLPD, HottIes Zahrina n i went to D302
first, suddenly, HottIes Coach D ran into e class
saying "they're outside at e foyer!~", followed by
HottIes Khairi who was saying "outside monkeys!~"
HAHA. i went outta class to check it out coz i tot
he said "ARCTIC monkeys!~" HAHAHA. it wasnt :(
DM Edmund chased em away using umbrellaellaella -_-"

LPD!. HottIte Mr Lendra showed us Britain's Got
Talent Diversity dance perf vid ^^ surprisingly,
i hvnt watched that vid of em yet :) i loved e
transforMCR-ish style, n it's sooo cool how
they use their costumes in their dance X) BRK!.
followed HottIes Tj to Bishan cove, where i
found this graffiti [L1] X) R1: after that
went to eat!. ^^ after after that we went to
e foyer :) HottIes Liyana got her guitar from
HottITe Ms Nair, so i was like "can i carry this?.
i wna feeling2~" n she went "CAN!~" HAHA XD
reached foyer n at double chocolate mochi icecream,
it was $2!. cldnt finish n gave liy e other mochi :)
after that preDSG HottIes Resi said to Liyana "can
i carry your guitar?. i want to feeling2 popstar" XD
HottIes Liyana points to me n we both started
laughing rofl XD aftrsch i went to Tpy to hunt for
shoes. Tpy is my fav place to find fancy2 shoes
under $25 X) otw back there was a tranny dancing
in e Mrt Cabin at e pole, he was wearing a scarf ard
his neck n he playing with it suggestively rofl xD
i admired his confidence to dance in public even
when e aunties were sneering at him. hahaha X)
n... another guy is checking him out!. HAHA XD
e tranny alighted at Amk also rofl XD -_-"
reached hm, slept at 5pm, woke up at 5am -_-"

*fri
TODAY: E OFFICIAL RELEASE OF VIP AIN'S SCRAPBK!. ^^
im wasnt really much of a scrapbk fan until i saw
her bk, which i tot was so awesome that it looks
rather edible!. ^^ to TOP it off, it had a whole
damn pg on me!. HAHA THANKS VIP AIN!. XD ^^ \m/
L: can you see my Halo's shine?. haha -_-"
R: funny how face looked smaller in comparison
to hair rofl XD "I AM WATCHING VICTORY"!~ ;D
*somewhat inside joke* HWAITINGLAH!~ ^^
E'zzati like this, it's E'zzatimotion ;D \m/

was abt to leave hm for sch n Hot Dad went "BBS!."
so i was like "what?." n he happily said "BBS!.
Be Back Soon!~" HAHA!. XD -_-" outside realized
Hot Gdad planted some roses in e pots rofl XD
how coincidental ;P took a very slow 88denguebus
today, inside a girl dropped shoe n she cried.
i understand :) reached sch n smiled at random
ppl n e temptaker asked me "afternn class?. just
start or 2nd set?." i love how he used e word
"set"!. like feeling2 concert rofl XD \m/

L: had to wait 26mins for e slow 88denguebus!.
i understand rofl XD LPD!. got back e LPDessay,
n his overall comments were "good ambition",
"interesting!", "B+" n a paragraph that went:
"E'zzati.
You have expressive thoughts
and creativity. Try to write a bit
mor formal for your next assignment.
Overall, I can see that you are
a talented girl."
i saw this n laughed to myself XD C: another
essay!. topics were: men r more logical.women r
more emotional., men need less cuddling n
communication., men r more indie n need more
space. :) i chose topic 2 :) aftrsch bumpercars
into HottIes Tj at BihanInt, who was gg back
to sch X) R: then went on to LJS n saw it's
new designs, incldg ketchup packet!. CUTE!.
haha, e interior seems more cram tho -_-"
at AmkInt an old Indian man asked me "hello,
ni bus ader pergi upper thomson rd?." :)
it makes me wonder, why do strangers like to
talk to me in mly when it's easier to just
say it in English?. i dont think i look
unintelligent [i m GreenDay's Idiot tho ^^] :)

before "aftrsch". LPD!. HottIte Mr Lendra wanted
to say "YOU RETYPE", then he accidentally said
"RETARD" n it was sooo funny rofl XD after that,
i cried in sch today -_-" :'( BishanStud for SDO!.
just briefing, which made me miss e SDO sessions
so much now that im getting rusty :( met e new
instructor, got briefed, it's rather sad tho that
i wont be able to join her sessions :( B207 for
DJ Club workshop!. inside HottIte Ms Joanna saw
me n went "e'zzati!, dontcha hv classes?." so
i told her yes i do, but i also hv SDO n "this",
n she replied "you're everywhere!." HAHAHA XD

EMCEE WORKSHOP!. by Darryl Epimaco from mcube :)
1st was intro :) got to know that 1 of e new
girls in e club [Dj Syakina aka Kina] is an
animelover!. she :just love anime!. haha so
i chatted with her n n she was like "no wonder,
coz that time i saw you you also look like
anime but i nv said anything" HAHAHAHA XD
we even use e same type of pen n were like
saying how we "HAVE to" use it rofl XD she
did say that my "fav band" is boring tho :(
aftr session we even talked abt e sch uni :)
HAHA she's damn cute!~ HAHAHA n e best thing
is, SHE LOVES MY HAIR!~ ^^ power to e kawaii!~

in workshop learnt abt e qualities of an emcee,
then he asked what kinda events needs emcees?.
so i said "launches :)" n LDj Sylvest *turns*
n said "fgnadjgna GREENDAY!." haha so i just
yelled back "YEAH GREENDAY!." rofl XD anw, e
duties of an emcee is to OEI, n Mc Darryl was
like "o is organized, what is e for?." n almost
immediately LDj Sylvest+Andre went: E'zzati!~

THAT'S RIGHT!. E IS FOR E'ZZATI!~ ^^ \m/
then we had to write up a 'lil script abt
"my fav band", after that played this msg relay,
game thingy where Mc Darryl mixed us up. e msg
starts from Dj Fafa, n she had took quite long!.
by e time it reached Dj Azhar, then to me, it
was barely 30seconds -_-" i told LDj Sylvest in
like... 13seconds?. rofl XD e last person was
Dj "President" Damian, who ended up with "BBQ
from 7 to 11.", when e original msg was somein
like "BBQ on _date_ from 7 to 11. bring
_person1_ n _person2_ _blah3_" rofl XD -_-"

after that was e "my favourite band is..." pst :)
LDj Sylvest said Nine Inch Nails, which i later
questioned him coz he was wearing e Opeth shirt
inside his uniform n i told him he should've
just said Opeth n "stripped" rofl XD at my turn,
i stood up n immediately, LDj Sylvest: GreenDay!~
HottIes Dj Funky Poo: wondergirls!~ HAHAHAHAHA XD
guess who i said was my fav band!. HAHA XD after
mentioning it i somewhat regret it in a way, but
it's okay :) Mc Darryl asked if e grp name is
really what it is, n if they hv breakbeats :)
they kinda used to :) e end of session :)

at hm i opened my hotmail inbox n CONTINUOUSLY
read my fbk notifications!. :D depending on what
type of friends you hv, you might not get what
ima say. au fond, i started laughing alone coz
their replies were hilarious. im always amazed
at what replies they can think of. it's quite
uncanny, coz usually i cant rmb what i posted
that they replied, so usually i wont get it
until i log onto fbk itself!. HAHAHAHHA XD
yeah, HAHA im laughing as im typing this HAHA XD

*sun
woke up n realized i dreamt of Christian Siriano :)
spent e day online with Hot Nabs disturbing ppl :)
today i chatted with this HottIte from ECH Yr I,
n it was kinda fun+funny coz her name is none
other than... "Izzatie"!. HAHA!. n both of us
were like excited abt e knowing of each other's
existence rofl XD TODAY I WENT THRU SOMEIN THAT
MOST OF US HV TO GO THRU THESE DAYS. IT'S PART
N PARCEL OF LIFE; I CALLED FOR PIZZA!. :D

it may seem normal to you, but it was my
FIRST!. usually i'd just dump e responsibility
to someone more "experienced"!. Lol... Lol...
ordered pizza. called, then i put down.
went online to order, then i went offline.
in e end i called -_-" n it went like this!.
E'zzati Said: i dno, e pizza in picture :(
Call Center: what picture?.
E'zzati Said: e coupon picture...
Call Center: oh~ would you like anything else?.
E'zzati Said: oh yah can i hv e 6pc chicken KARATE
Call Center: oh you mean chicken karaaGAY?!
[i know, e spelling is gae but i put gaY just for giggles]
E'zzati Said: yah, e karaGAY n also 10pc DRUMlets.
Call Center: *repeats my order*
E'zzati Said: YEAH!. that's right!~
[haha, actually i dont rmb what i ordered rofl XD]

you know what?. e person at e other end was
like KEYBOARD BASHING!. it's like after i
confirm my order details, i wld hear very
loud typing!. Lol... Lol... so yeah, got to
know e rider's name, n then when asked who it's
to be delivered for, I PANICKED!. rofl XD
so i said e 1st person that came to mind,
Ms Leen. rofl XD i forgot breadsticks tho :(

at nigh i chatted with HottIes Coach D abt e
"situation" n he just kept saying "wasted,
u should have left _ _ tat time" n "yala tat
guy ah" n laughing at me!. -_-" when he ran
outta things to reply he'd just reply "nvm,
don think so much abt this la", "i think
everything will turn out fine", "don think
so much", "everything will be fine la" :)
n when i was done he replied "ok, see u tmr"
"i wan go play ps3" "remember don think much"
"everything will be fine :)" HAHA but -_-"
MOTS: E WORST THING IS LOVING SOMEONE WHO
DOESNT LOVE YOU BACK!. Cheers!. TTFN!. :D!.

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-08-29T21:38:00.008+08:00

@ehehehehehehwhygee!.

ASIAN YOUTH GAMES VOLUNTEER APPRECIATION NIGHT 2009!. :D
10 JULY 2009!. :D
Singapore Indoor Stadium, Singapore!. :D
E'zzati "Event-anista" Reporting!.
AYG VOLUNTEER APPRECIATION NIGHT 2009!. :D
Singapore Indoor Stadium, Singapore!. :D

*fri
day starts off with sch!. haha X) bumpercars!. met
HottIes Stanley in 88bus. after that met HottIes David,
Poo, Resi n Fir while walking to sch X) otw there, we say
1 of e HottIte Yr 1 dress like MJ!. HAHAHA X). -_-"
LPD!. 1st time i met e new tcher, coz i didnt come e
previous sessions ;P anw, started off with this ppt
"name e song title game", n i won suf by half!. half bcoz
e last one was an old song n i cldnt rmd e full title ;P
L: essay!. ^^ anw, HottIte Mr Lendra [e tcher] saw my awesome
shades n told me that i can get it for $1.50 at HongKong -_-"
HAHA!. i consider that as fashiontalk!. X) ooh. he thinks that
HottIes is e best class rofl XD C: aftersch KFCized, n i bought
e Nachos out of curiousity 8) R: HottIes Resi tried e mentos
machine thingy n he got 5 red ones!. X) just nice, altho
HottIes Liyana was kinda hoping for e 6th one, which was
green rofl XD anw, THANKS HOTTIES RESI!. HAHA XD

PRE-EVENT!. so e AYGHottIes decided to meet at KLG Mrt at
1800, so HottIes Liyana n i stayed at Juncti8n :) haha, she
told me that her mum asked whyi didnt say hi to her at e
EPD, well, i was stuck in e middle n she was rows in front :)
after that otw to e toilet to change for e event,
HottIes Liyana: eh you got read e email?. who do you think
ise international artiste?. [they said there's a special perf by
a popular international artiste in e programme :)]
E'zzati Said: i got a very strong feeling it's Nathan Hartono :)
HottIes Liyana: Nathan Har-dno is international meh?.
E'zzati Said: haha entah eh!. maybe regional rofl XD
HAHAHAHA!. XD so we changed, n HottIes Liyana realized
that she lost her purse, which turned out to be at KFC :)
yeah, that made us arrive late for e meet hahahah X)

Mrted, reached, HottIes Yilik was ald there :) means, we
were still earlier than HottIes Zahrina!. HAHAHA X)
L: HottIes Yilik texted saying once we tap out we'd see
him, so i tot he was wearing somein really striking, in e
end he just wore e plain black polo n HottIes Liyana n i were
like -_-" HAHAHA X) C: HottIes Liyana!. shawtyz rule!. ^^
HottIes Zahrina finally reached so we went to e bstop :)
e bus took an unbelievable amt of time to come, so we
camwhored!. R, green arrow: see e woman reading e npaper
in e bckgrd?. while camwhoring, she kept making annoyed
expressions!. SO PERASAN!. THINK SHE SO PRETTY UH WE
WNA TAKE PHOTO WITH YOU!. i wld gladly crop her out of
e pHOTo, but since she was sooo unglam i decided to blog
abt her ^^ whats even funnier is that e dude beside her
seemed to be peeking into her papers rofl X) HAHA!. ^^

INDOOR STADIUM!. finally reached e place rofl XD
L: registered n got our cert n tix!. ^^ R: i wanted to take
pHOTos of us with e cert, but as might hv noticed,
HottIes Zahrina ald kept hers n was too lazy to take it
out agn so she just held he ticket hahaha X)

off we went to take e goodiebag!. entered n had to pass
thru e Security guards, n they wanted to check our bags.
he asked me to open my bag, so i said "nvm uh, it's okay
you can open :)" in e end he just asked if i had any vidcams?.
so i said "sadly, no" n got thru :) turns out that pHOTos
were okay, but for personal use ^^ HAHAHAHHA ;)

since HottIes Liyana was at a different location for AYG,
she had to seat waaaaaay far away from us!. HAHA, well not
many ppl turned up so i decided to call her to come sit with us :)
L1: e host!. think it's a local radio dj :) i liked e way he started
e show. ;) after that they played a video of e AYGVols at work,
n HottIes Liyana was inside!. "ENRICHING" ROFL XD rather hilarious
to me, coz e 1st thing that comes to mind when i think of
"enriching" is none other than SLICED WHITE BREAD!. HAHAHA XD
R2: got to know e international artiste is Stefanie Sun Yan Zi!. X)
she was in town for her "The Answer Is..." tour, duh rofl XD

Stefanie Sun's "The Answer Is..." finally started :) hotdamn, her
stage set is sooo awesome!. ^^ it's like a white coral-like thingy,
n throughout e concert animation displays r projected onto it X)
sounds normal, but e coral actually can open n closes, n it's
like you can project e image at specific parts of e corals. rather
wicked to me, wished i tot of somein liddat 1st!. HAHA X) but
it was rather mindblowing anw, it's like, a visual remix?. ^^

she came out n belted this girly cheena song, totally tryna
sport e Lady Gaga look -_-" we were all quiet coz we didnt
understand, n HottIes Yilik, he's just naturally quiet rofl XD

i was still in awe of e stage set!. too bad e design is floral -_-"

soon there was this Egyptian themed act, which i love!. ^^
designs were enchanting, n i miss Scorpion King rofl X)
ooh. they sprayed yellow confetti after e act haha XP

then there was this futuristic alien-ish song, weird thing is
that she kept gg to e other side of e stadium. HAHA, coz
her fans were sitting ard just 2 blocks away from us?. after
that was dancy scissorsisters like thingy, some psychedelic pop,
sakura pop, n there was a sudden silver ribbon confetti!. ^^

some urban city thing, but i didnt pay attention to that.
i was still amazed at e coralthingy. it grew on me.
i love e idea, it's like a design within a design within
a design!. XD L2: she sang an english song n there were
subtitles, so e crowd in e pHOTo kept singing but in a
lagg way n dragging e last words of e lyrics line coz
they didnt know e melody rofl XD it was very funny on
my side, but i bet she was pissed!. haha XP got a quote
"N SO IT GOES, N SO IT GOES, N YOU'RE E ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS!."

then some urban chi, "personal" photos, jrock tut
[kind of?.], a rolling song, her version of Ja Jam Bo,
which had more guitars. they also did this dance, e
table routine which they blatantly ripped off SYTYCD!.
lame -_-" crowd getting boring n lesser, n i was like
saying to HottIes Liyana that "they're clapping out
of beat!." n she said "no tempo." n we laughed XP
coincidentally, Stefanie Sun did this thingy where she
said that "lotsa ppl say that Singapore crowd is lousy",
so she asked us to scream n it went on for a few times X)
it's nice to know that i went for somein that i bet some
big fan of hers in China wld've desperately wanted to go :)
it reassures me that life is unfair in its own awesome way ^^

SUDDENLY!. Nathan Hartono came out n jazzed e whole
thingy with his version of Moondance!. I WAS RIGHT!~
NATHAN WAS PERFORMING!~ I KNEW IT!~ PSYCHIC!~ ROFL XD
HottIes Zahrina, Liyana n i were totally screaming
our hearts out, altho i m barely a fan of his rofl X)
nvm, just scream for moral support HAHAHA XD anw, it
was nice to hear somein ENGLISH n most impt, MAN!. ^^
yeah i'd give up watching women perform to watching
men perform anytime, unless i look up to e women or
has somein to learn from em, or if e men is really
terrible rofl XD HottIes Liyana went "sorry ah
Yi Lik, girls." rofl XD then Nathan performed his
1st chinese song debut. HAHA. i miss :)

Stefanie said she's gna perform her "last song",
but her "last" is like "last last last song"!. -_-"
anw, she came out n playing keyboards on this torchlike
thingy. i was like "wooh!~ wtv that thing is." HAHAHA
hers spin below, cute haha, slowly more mini-version
of her hershey kisses appeared, more cure hahaha X)
she was performing this piano ballad, which was my
favourite song performance out of all :D e song
after that she was like on this stage platform, like
i mentioned before, i love e stage set!. ^^ they
were like play with lvls, n ramps [READ: RAMPS] will
appear out of nowhere!. i love e stage set!. 8FD

then it was some acoustic thing. this part blew my
mind just bcoz it was kinda spooky in a way i love ;D
i want one in my concert!. HAHAHA it's like she
appears on this really thin screen, n e image is
pretty realistic!. not sure if it was livefeed tho.
halfway she came out from e side of e stage n i tot
it was cool. it's like performing with another you XD

after that she performed a song which she said that
"if you're a fan, it'll be familiar to you." :)
she thanked e crew n everything, finally. after that
was kinda cool, e "big white coral rocks" thingy was
suddenly lifted n there were lights under it!.
who wld've guessed?. :) at this pt, it was total
Mando-pop for me in a time period of 24hrs!. HAHA XD
HottIes Zahrina was like saying she wna hear somein
"rock", n i said i want somein "english", then we
said "english rock", so she replied "indie", which
i tot she said HINDI rofl XD im not e only one!. ^^
concert ended with this popular song thingy, might've
heard it somewhere else before :) R5: look at our shadows!.

POST EVENT!. Hot Mum texted some gd news, so i went
for it X) otw hm at my blk e downstairs there were 2 mats,
1 of em is younger then another one looks like 1 of my
ex seniors?. HAHA he had ear piercings n was playing
his guitar n singing. so boring, i think i can do betta :)
at hm i watched this show on Ch5, Hot Guys Who Can
Cook :) might watch e next few ones haha XP L: goodiebag!.
only my shades wasnt included innit ;P LC: i love my i love
milo badge!. ^^ RC: envelope :) R: e cert!. quite nice haha :)

C: Fraze'ati!. yes, it's on my bantal busuk ;) R1: notice
how we hv e same hairstyle rofl XD n i RAWR!. ^^ R2: my
interpretation of e mascot. what a face rofl XD HAHAHA

L: finally i hv somein to put in e HotSaid's family display!. ^^
most of it is Hot Im's stuff like Gundam n blah3, altho
there's 1 part that's Hot Dad's collection of used hphones
which i tot is rather wicked for him ;) R: more to come :)
cant wait to get my own display shelf!. ^^ HAHAHA

random!. i tot this Mentos packaging was nice!. ^^

so yeah i think this is by far e biggest concert i've been to?. :)
kinda forced in a fated way to go to, but nvm. HOTDAMN!.
what an awesome way to kickstart my schterm!. :D Lol... Lol...
inspired!. ;) Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-08-29T21:31:00.007+08:00

@iwonttellyouwhatyoudidtome!.

HAHA!. im really wna get back e feel of blogging,
so now im like tryna churn out my blogposts -_-"
also it feels kinda weird to blog abt things that
happened wks ago. n apologies in advance, for
i might've left out some details that i conveniently
forgot :) lastly, thinking back, everything sounds
funny!. HAHAHAHA XD so yeah. just for giggles ^^

also!. e fasting month has begun!. sup RAMADHAN!. ^^
[it rhymes X)] i love Ramadhan bcoz i think it's
e month where everyone bcomes gd n "decent"!. HAHA~
mats curse less, minahs cover up more, pkciks go
for prayers, mkciks bake yummy cookies, n all of
us donates generously into stuff that we barely
know much abt!. HAHAHA~ X) above it all, i think
fasting is what that keeps e mly community intact :)

thankfully, e mly HottIte Bishanistas r lovely
lovely ppl, n NO, THEY DONT EAT IN PUBLIC :)
if they do, forgive em during Hari Raya, but
dont let em come into your house n eat all e
yummy stuff n take e greenpackets!. they didnt
deserve it :) typing abt greenpackets, i love
Green Day!. HAHAHAHA 21st Century Raya!~ ^^ \m/

haha, what i wanted to type was, i miss those
old skool packets n cards!. it's like, there's
this mly-style old skool comics on e cover, n
i rmb growing up enjoying em n being disappointed
when i get 2 packets of e same comic!. haha, it's
rather uncommon these days :( i rmb last yr someone
gave me a packet that says "Selamat Pengantin Baru",
n it makes me wonder if they're being sarcastic rofl XD

it's sad that nowadays ppl give out e greenpacket $
without e packets itself, BE MORE CREATIVE PLS!~
at least fold e note into a crane or star origami!.
IT'S NOT THAT DIFFICULT!~ MONEY IS UNIVERSAL!.
STYLE IS PERSONAL!~ ^^ ;) eitherway, i think that
mly comics on packets n cards r a dying art!. :(
what to do, ppl these days appreciate money more
over gd designs!. THANK GOD I HV HOTPARENTS WHO
GIVE OUT $ IN 'LIL PACKETS!~ [those who've
received wld get what i mean] ^^ it's always a
pleasure of mine to help em glue e envelopes,
[i do find it kind of bonding in a way rofl XD]
ALL FOR E LOVE N IN E NAME OF STYLE!. 8D \m/

moving on, i feel that i hv many trad outfits n i
wna give some of em away :) ideas?. ;) n!. i m
looking forward to bake AG kueh!. HAHAHA if you
wna know what AG is, ask Hottie Zrn!. ;) anw,
HAPPY FASTING TO ALL RAMADHANISTAS!. ^^ \m/

*mon 6Jul
was all up n ready, put lotion everything, semangat2 ald,
then HottIes Sufiyan texted saying that SW is cancelled!. -_-"
means, sch today is only for 2hrs!. DSG class somemore!. ;)
Lol... Lol... so i switched on e dungeon comp n started
blasting music :D was late so Mrt-ed. reached n it started
raining :) haha. showed HottIte Mr Foong my project
prototypes [Paint version] n he said it's okay :) so now i
just hv to redo everything using Adobe Illustrator!.
fantastic gg E'zzati!. ^^ XD HottIes Poo saw me n sang
"i want nobody nobody LIKE you", which gives me a funny idea ;)
HottIes Tj: eh!, necklace!~ whats that scream err~
E'zzati Said: haha yah.
HottIes Tj: langkawi where you make?.
E'zzati Said: langkawi uh.
*everyone else who was listening: -_-"*
haha!. which reminded me, i've yet to give her her
delayed bday cadeau. n, my phone cant text agn :(
weird how much i rely on texting :) but i love it :)

L1: HottIes Matilda is back from Canada, n she gave us
maple candy!. ^^ THANKS HOTTIES MATILDA!. X)
R1: tempstickers!. 8) L2: i think it's e 1st time i've seen
Pizza Hut coupons!. haha XP R2: HottIes Tj's bday cadeau!.
i just taped everything tgt into a bouquet-ish thingy ;P
haha i myself dont know what to call it!. XD hmm whatelse.
oh!. Hot Mum boarded e 166bus as i alighted. haha X)

*tue
woke late, Mrted. my temp was 36.3 DegC!. haha,
im getting hotter as time pass by!~ Lol... Lol... ;D
HottIes Tj on F1: let's go see what we r becoming!~
HottIes Resi: WHAT WE R BECOMING AR!~
E'zzati Said: TRANSFORMERS!~ *does e sound effect*
*everybody else who heard it laughs*
L, green arrow: "Do Not Panic if you do not see your name"!.
haha it's sooo HottIte Ms Nair!. Lol... Lol... i can just
imagine XD R, green arrow: i looked at e list n my
name was e top!. YEZZAH!~ I'M YOUR NUMBER 1!~ ;) XD

n!. i got e position that i wanted. i dont really
know any of e others, so hope things work out ^^
L: CoOp now sells goggles!. HAHAHAHAHA XD
wth for!. hahaha, swim in e pond or somein rofl XD
C: indian stall!. HottIes Resi told me 1st, n i didnt
believe him. there is, n they use GREEN PLATE ^^
R: egg thosai!. for 1buck each X) haha also, we
realized that my thosai was gravy-free, while
HottIes Tj bought e same thing but hers was e
exact opposite of mine!. HAHAHA X) seems thin
[as in e thosai rofl X)], but i still cldnt finish one -_-"

HottIes Tj realized that im using e temphone n
she said that she was "so used to my pink hp".
i said likewise ;) HottIes Poo had moustache n
beard today rofl XD i gave HottIes Coach D some
chocolates n he was like "guy-LIAN" [it was e
brand] rofl XD few seconds later he went
"eh your chocolate very nice uh", so i said that
im glad he likes it, n he replied "actually im
trying to hint that you must gimme another one"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA XD but of course!. XP

got to know that all sch events r cancelled coz of
H1N1 -_-" almost immediately after e announcement,
HottIes Stanley said "so by default, it's an A!." rofl XD
L: tempstickers were blue n white!. hahaha nice X)
L, C1: mysocksrocks!. ^^ L, C2: i decided to just go for
it since HottIes Resi's e only one from our class who is
joining -_-" RC, green arrow: HottIes Liyana pointed out
that there was a "ramp", so i tot like skateboard ramp!. X)
so i told her i dont see any ramp, n so she pointed it out
even more. then i tot maybe it's just a 'lil ramp like those
for wheelchairs, so i still cldnt find it. in e end it's a,...
PAVEMENT!. Lol... Lol... XD after that i wondered n asked
where it leads to n HottIes Coach D said "skali it goes
straight to e circle line!~" HAHAHA!. rofl XD R: aftrsch we
were sitting at e waterfollyer then HottIte Ms Nair asked
us to help her move some stuff for e F1, so we went to...
E BOMB SHELTER!. 8) it really looked like there were bombs!.
anw, e place was smelly n over dusty, it made me proud of
my own dungeon rofl XD anw!. HottIes minds think alike ;)

left a 'lil bit early n met Hot Mum+Hot Nabs at Juncti8n
Pastamania :D they didnt know how to order at first!.
HAHAHA XD today Mcd was closed for renovations :)
while eating our pizzas, most of e other patrons left,
until there were no one else inside e rstrt except us!.
HAHA XD so we felt pressured to eat quicker rofl XD
THANKS HOT MUM FOR E TREAT!~ BDP FTW!~ ^^

L: "AR Money Exchange"!. gd one, hahahaha XD
walked ard, shopped!. 8D C: received a sudden text
from Vip Adn, which was beyond funny XD R: was tryna
photize e bubbling water tube thingy -_-" shopped
a 'lil bit more, then off to head back to dungeon X)

YEZZAH!. bought e tshirtdress from Cotton On!.
"Rocking Out"!. supposed to share it with Hot Nabs XP
also got e hotpink shades!. $5 with purchase ^^ B)
also bought 2silver hairbands, altho im not sure
when i will actually use em HAHAHAHHA XD

"What's On Tv?." ;D

*wed
reached early!. 2nd :) anw, realizedthat e competition's
for classrooms complab n toilet settings -_-" which
throws my whole idea outta e window coz i was
thinking of like natural setting like oceans!. -_-"

L: HottIes Poo "i want nobody2 but you, takde org."
LC: HottIes Matilda draw a flower on my hand upside
down haha :) RC: my superpoke pet!. "I GREW UP" ^^
R: LJS was closed!. dammit hahahaha X) n Mcd was
half-open?. hahaha but nvm -_-"

recently i've been shutting up for no particular reason n
i'm pretty amazed at how much fakesh!t there is in e world :)
anw!. also just wna mention that when i make a vid [or basically
anything else] i dont intend to convey that "i'm gd" or wtv, n
i also dont intend to e ultimate goal is to just offer my
perspective on things, n hopefully entertain at e same time :)
so if you think that my standard is gd, i am truly thankful n
it's very nice of you to say that of me. i still think that i hv
a long way to go, so hopefully e next one will be betta. if you
hv taken your time to watch it, i thank you :) if you hv taken
even more of your time to gimme your feedback, i thank you even more :)
pardon me if my work quality isnt that gd yet, i do my best n
im still learning n i hv a long way to go, so if you'd like more
stuff with "gd technique" or "higher quality stuff", im sure that
you may find lotsa em in other more proffessional sites. if there
isnt, then why dont you make one yourself since you think that
you're e best?. i dp know myself betta to tell if i suck, but i
believe that theres nothing is this world that cant be achieved :)
also, take note that im not paid to do any of those things, im
not saying im doing things for e $, but sometimes only so much
can be done within a budget. well nobody ever died from me :D

bumpercars into HotDance Joshua[?.] our dance instructor for
a moment :) i didnt rmb him but i tot he looked familiar, then
he winked at me so i winked back rofl ;) almost didnt go to
sch today. anw, Nora's Wedding Concepts episode today is
abt Jap-Layu X) n PRV was cancelled coz of MJ's memorial. :( -_-"

*thu
i made it for e 1st 0800 class!. ^^ so i knew that it's gna
be held either at C205 [Dance Studio aka hm], or B208 [Comms
Hub], so obviously i went to C205 first!. ^^ otw bumpercars into
HottIes Colin, Faris n Beng, n they confirmed that it's gna be
inside BishanStud :) haha, so yeah. Class A!. Interact With Guests.
might be useful for "antisocial" ppl like me HAHAHAHA jk X)
L: Hot Dzul's slippers!. ^^ reached n not many ppl were there -_-"

Ldottie Shafiq came into e rm, n so i asked him to sit with me :)
he was like "1st name i saw is you" HAHAHA XD hmm taught
him a Kword rofl XD soon more ppl turned up n he got his
cmates to sit at e same table haha -_-" which, i end up being
e only girl :) -_-" session started n first is intro :) i said
i love Fashion n dont like anything boring... n Mr Terence was
like "SO YOU LOVE FASHION N DONT LIKE ANYTHING BORING?.
SO YOU DONT LIKE SCH?." so i replied "sch is NOT boring!." ^^
i dno what sch he came from that makes him think that way -_-"
yeah it can get mendak at times, but for me im always thinking
of stuff. i suppose i just know how to entertain myself betta :)
sounds wrong, but it isnt. there r definitely more boring things
in e world in comparison to sch :) if you get what i mean :)

pass design time!. HAHA this is e part i got really enthu ^^
Mr Terence saw n said "wah got cartoon, but like this one
look nicer" *points to my selfsketch" ;) wanted to take pHOTos
with e passes :) L2: notice how Ldottie Shafiq's pass was
flipped backwards?. -_-" i tot his one was kinda nice, altho
not really related to F1. found it kinda mod?. like e
geometric lines n colors :) looking ard, 1 of e guys at e
next table flashed his card n i was like "Fian GAGA?."
hahaha turns out he like Lady Gaga hahahha X)

L: E'zzati Said Pass!. ^^ Ldottie Shafiq said it's funny how i
put e sgp website also [it's under e "pink" circuit ;)], but
my website i put so much bigger rofl XD HAHAHA X) ^^ nice nice ;)

back in class i suddenly recalled a time in pri sch when
i did a robot dance n my tcher told me to "walk properly",
coz i might "hit n hurt somebody". random ;) L1: had to
list down benefit pts, so i suggested to make it in like
a circuit-ish shape n we did rofl X) R1: Ldotttie Shafiq
did this, every color 4strokes, i tot it was a 'lil bit
nice in a way?. :) L2: blindvision. X) R2: ate an egg prata
after that, didnt finish. bumpercars with HottIte Btk Suria, n
she asked me how's my F1 haha :) anw e class was rather funny,
altho someimes it felt like im e only one who actually jokes?. -_-"
but my table was rather fun, i consider myself lucky enough :)

abt security guards n how to improve their service.
F1TE Fian: gossip :) F1TE Billy: dont anyhow blow whistle :)
Mr Terence: why e security guard blow whistle at you?.
E'zzati Said: he sexy uh!~ *F1TE Billy's face turns red*
abt physical things we should do when on duty. "dig
your eyes" [supposed to write ears but was rushed rofl XD]
"banging your teeth" *e boys at my table start pretending
to bang their teeth on e table* HAHAHAHA damn funny rofl XD
"funny faces" *e boys at my table suddenly started doing
really funny faces!. HAHAHA kinda interesting ROFL XD -_-"
abt "hair neat n tidy" peer assesment. F1TE Nazri on me:
not very sure, tapi aku tengok muka kao jadi aku tick ajer X)
HAHA, tot that was nice of him, but i wldnt mind if he
didnt tick me either :) dont suppress your strengths!. ;)
abt an unreasonable customer. Mr Terence: so what wld
you all do?. E'zzati Said: call security!. ^^
*F1TE Fian turns n looks at me n laugh* after that was
e roleplay part, n we had to choose a paper which has
e order of presenting. e other grps just made someone
pick theirs, but we all "felt" e lots!~ HAHA, we should
win in terms of teamwork!. ^^ got #3 outta 5 :)

while brainstorming, i was rather happy that i ended up
in e same table as em. e first thing F1TE Nazri said
was that we should do somein like fun n with humour ^^
heehee i agreed n said that we should use props ;)
more brainstorming, F1TE Nazri n Dinie started singing!.
HAHA, so i was like "kiter buat musical skali ar!~"
HAHAHA XD when it was our time to present,
F1TE Dinie went: okay, today im gna sing,
wondergirls nobody. ROFL!. XD other funny stuff inclds
Ldottie Shafiq used my purse as a walkie talkie -_-"
n F1TE was describing my bag, he went "silver bag, brown
at e bottom. then got silver skateboard keychain. DOPE!."
*i start laughing, was just too funny to control myself*

L1: colorcoordinate!. ^^ R1: "so you think you're competent?."
rofl X) ooh it was purplecoverpaper btw X) L2: deal or no
deal!. ^^ R2: walking out F1TE Dzulfikri suddenly went
"nak chocolate?." so i said i didnt mind :) HAHA!. he got
it coz he was e class leader F1TE Dzulfikri won :) anw,
as expected, i was called out 1st for contract!. :D haha
feeling2 ANTM rofl XD then tried on e Tshirts :) was kinda
torn betw e female M n S size, but chose S coz e fit was
sorta just nice :) got to know that e pasar malam was
until 16july, n realized that Paul Twohill took e same
166bus as me agn haha X) i still like my pass :)

*sat
chatted with AYGuy Faisal today. turned out he didnt
come ytd coz he overslept -_-" told him abt e concert,
n he said he shld've gone!. HAHA, he was like "wad a
waste of a free concert." n "den i went zouk, paid
30 dollars to use the toilet." n "i puke like mad lo.
for 3 whole hrs at toilet can." "if they had said
stefanie wld come id be up and ready by 12 lo" rofl X)
then i told him how i didnt understand 99% of wtv
she sang/said, n he was like "i cld have understood
btter! u shd take my plc and slp lo!" HAHAHA XD
anw. Ch5 aired 'Lil Nicky agn!. ^^ this probably makes
it e fifth time im watching it?. n it still cracks
me up like as if it's e first time XD RELEASE E GD!~

*sun
today was online n chatted with AYGuy Benjamin :)
he was there on fri, but we didnt manage to find
each other -_-" i hope he still has my Kbkmark!. XP

GOT A SAME OLD BRAND NEW PHONE TODAY!. :D

Lol... Lol... i know, it's weird that im quoting A1,
but it's e only thing i know of that matches e
situation!. HAHAHAHA XD anw, i switched e covers
from my previous Hphink, so it's now like this!. ^^
HAHA 8D i still rmb when i 1st wanted to buy it,
e Hpdude said that e hphone model is created for
guys, so im like WTH I WANT MEANS I WANT UH!~
he was really stating it like he didnt want me to buy
it. e reason why im typing this is bcoz now i think
it's bull$h!t!. it cldnt even last me, n you say it's for
guys?. i know nowadays got gentler guys, but nvm XP
or maybe im just too hot to handle ROFL XD HAHAHA XP

haha, i asked Hot Dad what's e bank name that i use,
Hot Dad: bank name?. bank uh!~ -_-" then he asked
what i was gna treat him from my F1 pay, so i said
ima give him donuts, then Hot Iman said he wanted
a PSP -_-" at night i was sleeping happily n another
cock[roach] went up my leg!. :( i smacked it n it dropped
on e floor then i lost it :( then i went to wash myself :)
i know it didnt die so i had to like spray ard under my
bed. soon, it came out :) when i killed it, i cld hear it
clattering under e spray can :/ e whole rm smelt like
pesticide -_-" anw, had some bites on my right ankle n
left palm, i wonder if that makes me Girl Roach
[Papa Roach+Spiderman] HAHAHAHA X) but i dont care,
i was still tired, need to sleep. so i did. otw to sleep
[wtv you call it haha X)], i tot to myself, it's like
i dont mind em in my rm actually, i just hate it when
they touch me or is tryna get into my pants :)
MOTS: YOU CANT TOUCH THIS!. ;D
Cheers!. \m/ TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-08-18T11:32:00.004+08:00

@andthenwe'lldoitagn!.

HAHA!. i've kinda lost e momentum to blog, so now
im trying to get it gg on back :) with that [E'zzati] Said,
[yes, i just attempted a pun on my own name -_-" X)]
i hv loads to blog abt, n i hope that you will stick ard :)
i mean. who knows, i might just mention you in my blog!. ^^

*sat
went online today, n Hottie Zrn suddenly said on msn
"ur langkawi bed so nicee" so i was like "WHAT HOW
YOU KNOW!." HAHAHA. anw, on a "darker" note, i found
out that 1 of my relatives in Msia just passed away, n
e sad thing is, i nv really talked with her before -_-"
it's kinda mean [or i dno what], but on e blinger side,
her deathdate was rather near to MJ!. so yeah :)
i think im still undecided on my feelings abt death.
until then ima stick to MCR, WE'LL CARRY ON!~ :)

random tot. recently some ppl hv told me that
im "boycrazy", but i just cant find a reason not to!.
it's interesting to know how many girls r "manhaters",
n will scringe at knowing that i think guys r lovely :)
it's even more interesting to know how many guys think
that girls hate em so much!. at 1st i tot they're just being
paranoid, but now i think it's quite true?. i mean, even
as a girl, i've seen girls hates guys so much. haha, i did
3quizzes on fbk n got e results that im 60% girly n
40%guyly[?.], n that i get along with both genders :)
so it's kinda weird someimes coz i'd end up in those
"all-male" cliques, or "girls only" grps, n they start
b!tching abt each other [guys b!tch too, they just dont
admit it :)] it's usually awkward n i'll just laugh, n e
cliques will get bored of me coz i wont take any sides :)
i just think that it's nice to hv a different species
[i know, SPECIES rofl XD -_-"] ard, or i might just get
bored of life itself. i know some of you might say that
who am i to say all this, after all i dont hv much
"experience" n im rather antisocial in general, but
E'zzati Said so!. HAHA XD anw, recently this happened :)
*i see a celebrity that i like*
E'zzati Said: i wna take pHOTo with him!. :)
Guyfriend A: psycho uh you!. you know her or not?.
Guyfriend B: no i also dno her. she psycho uh.
*3 seconds later*
Guyfriend A: eh she[unknownbabe] gave me her shirt~
Guyfriend B: you go hm you dont wash you smell uh :)
Guyfriend A: YAAAA GOOD IDEA!~

AND THEY STILL DARE TO CALL ME PSYCHO!. XP
you know who you are. haha :) i think it's weird that
guys think im a psycho coz i like to take pHOTos with
e guys that i enjoy, when they emselves do more
dramatic[to me] stuff such as clothes-sniffing!. XP
haha!. imagine if one day girls go to e bikes of e
guys that they like n start bike-sniffing!~ WEIRD.
haha, n yeah, as i type this i think there's a probability
of it coming true -_-" someimes i find it weird when
girls go mad over a guy who rides, n even weirder if
e guy starts a conversation regarding his bike. it's
like, for me i dont know what to reply, coz i think that
they're sooo attached to their bikes that what i say
might offend em [maner tahu, they "sensitive"~ HAHA]
usually, i'll just start talking abt HELMETS!. really, HELMETS!~
to me e whole pt of getting a bike is so that i hv a
helmet to decorate2 HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA XD
or maybe i'll start talking abt bike stickers n things liddat.
worst case, i will say "IT'S GREEN!~ I LIKE GREEN DAY!~" ^^
TA-DAH!. topic smoothly changed!. HAHAHAHA XD -_-"
just another random tot. sort of :)

*sun
today i went ard on msn looking for things to steal :)
got this from HottIes Poo, which i think is rather
true for my case!. "The Mind Found The Answers...
The Heart Changed The Question AGAIN..." HAHAHA!.
also got "Lol, Move B!tch." from Vip Adn :) she was like
"go on" "np" HAHAHAHAHA X) then we started talking
abt blogs, n kpop, so i asked her if she listen to it alot,
n she was like "sometimes, when i have the mood."
HAHAHAHAHA XD i agreed n ask her otherwise what,
n she was like "english stuff" :) HAHA!. i find e term
funny!. "english stuff" X) anw, chatted abt how "they"
r changing bcoz of e "jpnese influence" n that "they"
r kinda trying to "change him" :( then we joked abt
e "evolution recipe" that she mentioned, so i replied
"i understand it's difficutlt to make a decision" HAHA XD
after that i chatted with Ldottie Sylvest n we discussed abt
sch n H1N1, n if anyone's gna come wearing masks X)
as in Naruto Kakashi's mask HAHAHAHAHAH XD

zooming on, im not ready to go back to sch!. haha :(
*sings Ok! Go - Here It Goes Again ^^ HAHAHA X)*
anw, i showed Hot Nabs e stuff i was supposed to do
during e holidays, n she was like "R YOU INSPIRED
BY GREENDAY OR WHAT?!" HAHAHAHAHAA XD ^^
so yeah!. SUDDEN INSPIRATION!. e fundamental idea
has been all over e place in my mind, but it's like i've
finally figured out a way to put all e discombulated[?] tots
into a biiig tot :D im not sure if you experience e same
thing in any parts of your life, it's like you hv all e
separate puzzle pieces in your hand, but they just cant
fit each other. at 1pt you just feel like giving up coz
it gets frustrating, then agn, you take another look at
e biiig pHOTo, n slowly e pieces fall into their place?. :)

L1, R1: yumyum!. HAHA half of an overdue durian cake
[Mothers Day passed long ago], and 2 donuts :D
R2: was chatting with Hot Nabs n i made her put
"NANK ni NANK ni PEH PEH" in her pm rofl XD
L2: WOOOOOHOOOO!~ FINALLY!~ YEZZAH!~ ^^

this holidays... made me think a lot :) ppl hv been telling
me that holidays r for you to relax n "free your mind",
but i will always end up thinking more than usual!. plus,
being awol from my world [islandlife, sports event,...] just
makes me wonder what my Hotstuff r up to!. yeah it's nice
to be away from e usual things, but when being away means
negative wasted youth, then it sucks!. other than that,
"his" voice was e soundtrack of my summer!. 8D

HOTDAMN!. what an awesome way to spend my holidays!. :D
Lol... Lol... as e title goes, [MOTS:] AND THEN WE'LL DO IT AGN!. ;)
i hope you had damn gd holidays too :) Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs

E'zzati's Secret.

2009-08-18T11:28:00.008+08:00

@ehwhygee!.

Asian Youth Games 2009!. :D
30 Jun-3 Jul 2009!. :D
Athletics [Warm-Up], Raffles JC Stadium!. :D
E'zzati "Event-anista" Reporting!.
after quite an amt of confusion, i ended up gg for
AYG09 anw :) quite an interesting experience :)
just when i tot i was gna get to be lazy... X)

*tue
L1: was early so i ate ice cream at Mcd n drew this!. X)
met HottIes Yilik n cabbed there, got e materials :)
ready to flow, ready to go, ready for e... stadium,
ready for e show!. HAHAHAHA X) i still like L1 :)

my duty!. :) haha ooh realized that HottIes Zahrina is
also at e same location, so i texted her n yay :)
haha i had to carry e boxes of water up, yay me ^^

L1: way up!. HAHAHAHAHAHA some of e guys
helped out tho, thanks ;) C1: it was kinda cool coz
most of us were wearing Vans or Etnies!. X) fated haha.
R1: "Design is everywhere!." HAHAHHA BTW, received
e very 1st catered lunch, n it was kinda cool, coz it's
e 1st time i think i [along with some of e rest] got a
non-rice catered food!. ^^ haha cheers to SFI!. X)

HAHAHA PANAROMIC PHOTO TAK TERJADI!. -_-"
nvm, e idea is there haha X) anw, sitting there i
realized that there were exams gg on in e hall -_-"
anw, at ard 1400 e crews [contingencies, wtv you
wna call em] started coming in :) during some parts
when e boys didnt hv anything to do they'd come by n
sit n chat, then when e crews wanted to take e free
water they'll be like "$2 $2~" hahahahahahahaa X)
some crews didnt take coz they didnt know it's free,
haha n some were like warming up n jogging in their
sweat jackets n all!. i wonder how they stand e heat :)
anw, Japan crew sat quite near us n it was nice!. :) hahah
they even label their water n has their own ice box
[own initiative haha X)] e SOP is, e coach will take a bunch
of bottles n chill em, but somewhen later 1 of e boys
came to me n said "i want 1 pls~ :)" HAHA cute!. so i was
like "yah sure~ :)" n he went "thank you~ ^^" [sorry if this
part sounds bimbo but i dno how else to put it X)] but e
most impt thing is, HE DIDNT SPOIL MY DISPLAY!. haha coz
i kinda arranged e bottles on e table, n he took extra one X)
sweet!. he's cute n he respects my designs i should cheer
for him woohoo lol!. GO JAPANCUTIE!~ GGGO!~ \m/^^
after that another 1 of e JPNdude came n asked if he cld
take e 2 different bottles of water, cute haha YAY JPN!. X)

L1: AYG!. X) [aka e display JpnCutie didnt spoil X) ^^]
C: e clouds remind me of somein but i dno what -_-"
L2: 1 of e crews were leaving n gave me their brunch!. ^^
R1: dinner!. HAHAHA realized that 1 of e AYGuys was
anti-sardine too X) R2: more dinner!. hahaha -_-"

went hm n Hot Nabs gave me e AYG cd. it's just e theme
song or somein liddat haha semangat AYG or what :)
R: Ldottie Sylvest's pm was "Biohazardous", n i managed
to get him to switch it to "Biohazardolicous" HAHAHA X) -_-"
surprisingly i was damn tired so i slept early X)

*wed
L1: durian pancake :) L2: they had chilled100Plus given out :)
consumed together e taste was overwhelming -_-"
R: I'M STRONG BAYBEH!~ X) ^^

lunch came at 11, n e catering deliverer seems to be
forever smiling!. haha :) as usual carried e water with
some of e guys. JPN was nice agn, being cute n all haha ^^
today was kinda irritating coz an unknown number kept
calling my phone number n when i pick up they'll just
keep repeating name. WTH IF I PICK UP YOUR CALL AT
LEAST SAY SOMEIN OR PLAY A PRANK ON ME AT LEAST
I DIDNT WASTE MY PPAID PICKING UP!. RAWR!. anw,
AYGuy Benjamin was with Team Republic of Korea, so
there was 1pt when he came to sit n just chitchat :)
in other words today i chitchatted alot hahaha -_-"

ooh. Team Thailand was listening n dancing to
Wondergirls's Nobody hahahah X) L: today we had
icecream n dry ice!. ;D C: dinner!. haha i like e tofu it's
yummy :D R, green arrow: there was e word "NICE" onnit,
haha wonder what it's tryna say X) nice. NICE. NICE!~ ;)

today Vip Ain introed me this show coz she's involved
innit. it's Nora's Wedding Concepts. on Suria channel.
HAHA!. obviously i dont watch Suria, but to my delight,
it's kinda cool!. it's just very wedding-ful n MALAY, but
with a rather contemporary twist?. anw, it's "part of my
course" haha i think it's e only mly show or anything on
Suria that i actually bother to watch?. HAHA!. other than
Berita!. ahh Berita's so boring but i love it when men in
suits talk proper mly!. HAHAHAHAHA HEEHEEHEE ;)

*thu
L: see!. i got muscle!~ X) ^^ ignore my squished face -_-"
R: lunch!. some sort of Chicken Rice?. hahhaa
anw, i realized that it's quite quiet at e circle line stations,
so was listening to mp3 n totally shyiok sendiri!~ HAHA X)
reached n everybody was kinda shag!. hahahahaha -_-"

today 1 of e JPNdudes asked for a bottle, then came back
n asked for another :) then e AYGuys accused me of
flirting -_-" HAHAHAHA managed to borrow papers :)
L: FTI "I want a Singaporean girlfriend" HAHAHAH XP
C: even e monkey knows that lemon barley tastes nice :)
R: "Be Yourself Day". these kinda "events" disgust me.
i mean what r they tryna say/encourage?. that e public
are not emself during their daily lives?. it's stupid. unless
if it's like "Be Your Alter Ego Day", coz that's like being
another part of you or someone who you wna be. still,
BEING YOURSELF DOESNT REQURE A SPECIAL "DAY"!.
it's always impt to be yourself, coz not being real is just...
mutual annoyance!. BE NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!. XD

ooh!. we had chocolate eclairs n snacktreats today!.
quite tasty, kept eating n eating X) THANKS AYG!. ^^
R: but it made us more thirsty than ever X) -_-"

somewhen later AYGuy Benjamin [Team Rep Of Korea]
dropped by so we chitchatted agn rofl X) anw, i realized
somein somewhat depressing!. SINDUDES [as in our
local boys] are rather bad-mannered!. for example,
after eating they'll just leave e litter ard n give bull$hit
excuses like "we got cleaners what"~ ha i also hv a
tight slap!. i mean, it's personal hygiene!. that's like
$hitting n not flushing you know!. i know not all guys
do so, but im just saying... :( e reason why i suddenly
mention this is coz i realized that e JPNdudes dont
leave rubbish lying ard, they'd compile it all tgt at
1corner :) but e best is, e Kdudes!. they dont even
leave any litter behind :D YAY KLEANLINESS!~ ^^

L: anw, i managed to ask AYGuy Benjamin to lend me
his Kpin for me to photize ^^ R: after that i realized e
Kdudes were just standing nearby so i went down to
photize with em!. XD he was like "can?. ne?. photo? ne?."
HAHAHA then they were like "ohhh photo2" then,
somewhen somebody went "only boys!~" rofl XD
it's nice to be squished by e KDudes!. XD ooh, i also
realized that altho they were all younger than me,
they r still bigger in size than me!. HAHAHAHA XD -_-"

L: got brownie from HottIes Zahrina at e tsport side!. ^^
R: dinner!. hahaha quite cool to me, same same but
different X) haha while sitting there 1 of e JPNgirls was
carrying her back n leaving for her race, so i went
"GAMBATTE!~" n she was like a 'lil shock for a mmt,
then she said "thank you" n left XD HAHAHA they're
really cute, even their socks hv a baby chick on e
teddybear's head!~ HAHAHA XD i also want!. X)

today there were rather loud thunders n we were on
lightning alert, so not much activities happened. some
of e athletes were really cute, they were like jogging
inside e building rofl X) also, not much water were taken
so i didnt hv to carry so many cartons up :) alsoalso, it
was nice just to sit in e chilly weather n think abt how
fast e days hv passed, n that tml will ald be our last day :)
so yeah. as any other wk of events, today my eyes were
small agn, n AYG Vm Angelia asked if im tired, n
HottIes Zahrina said i looked "lethargic", hahaha
sounds so bombastic!. XD anw, inside joke of e day.
HottIes Zahrina: he looks like Uncle Fester~ :)
E'zzati Said: YAH!~ Uncle Fester/Family Guy.
*both of us nodded in agreement, 3seconds later...*
BOTH: wth!. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA XD

*fri
otw outta home Hot Gdad asked if i'll be passing by
any gardening shops. random!. HAHAHA -_-"
anw, today, i listened to mly songs otw all e way.
this is a new achievement!. i only hv ard 13 mly songs
that i like, n ard 7mly songs, so imagine how many
times i had to repeat em X) L1: muscle!. ^^ n surprisingly,
e quote in e bckgrd was rather inspirational?. haha "Our
greatest glory is not in nv falling but,..." R1: lunch!.
it's some sort of satay/bbq chicken X) AYGuy Joel said that
"no matter how they cook it, it still tastes e same" which i
tot was so true!. haha. today was rather boring, n hphone
cant text so i cant disturb HottIes Zahrina rofl XD anw!.
today being e last day of Athletics at AYG, most of us wanted
to exchange memorabilias with each other!. sadly, i had
nothing to trade, so i dug my bag n went "i got batman shirt!."
n e AYGuys were like: -_-" that one thailand also hv!. HAHAHA XD
L2: today's treat was icecream!. ^^ haha 1 of e JPNdudes saw
us eating it n went "icecream!." HAHAHA XD R2, green arrow: ooh!.
Bahrain was near to our booth, n some of em were rather hot, so
i got bored n quasi-flirt with em when they take e water!. XD
i asked em if they cld gimme any of their stuff or their pin X)
SUDDENLY, AN AYGBABE TURNED N PUT HER PIN ON MY TABLE!.
i was surpried n totally excited so i just said "THANKS!~ ^^ XD"
haha damn touching!. XD she was like, "UAE, their one. :)"
anw, it turns out that i hv UAE's pin, n it's 1 of e nicer one out
there, so lucky me, n thank you YOU [e AYGBABE]!. ^^ 8D

somewhen in betw e day, i was chatting with AYGuy Benjamin n
2 of e RoK girls were walking out, so he suddenly went "running?."
n they replied instantly without hesitation "no!~ no running!~ jog~ jog~"
n stood infront of us. then he suddenly point to me n said "my friend",
so they turned n smiled, so i replied "SARANGHAE CHINGUYEO!~",
then they turned back n laughed haha. n their jog is fast!. XD
after that e RoK Coach came, n AYGuy Benjamin smiled at him so
he was looking at us, so i said "SARANGHAE CHINGUYEO!~" then
he just continued walking, haha. after reaching e spot he wanted to
go, he turned n yelled "SARANGHAE *someinsomein*"!, it was quite
funny so i laughed. i think it means somein like "love you back?."
haha i dno, it's still funny so i just laughed anw HAHAHAHA X)
ALSO!. e JPNbabe who i wished "gambatte" won gold ytd!. HAHA ^^
anw, she n her friends got e cutest stuff outta all, such as playmats,
n they hv really small feet n freaking awesome Asics shoes!. X)
e Team JPN coach woman went to throw rubbish at my box, so
i said "arigato" n she was like "gomenasai~". after that everytime
she walks past me she will laugh. i think she thinks im funny!. ^^ X)

other than that i tried to use AYGuys Faisal's headphones, which
i still failed coz it'll just slide off when i tilt my head!~ till now,
i hv yet to find headphones that fit me proper X) nvm, one day i
will find e right one~ [HAHA!. XD] anw, i realized that we had quite
a lot of packet drinks left, n this AYGuy was standing near me so
i randomly went "eh, boy!. you want drinks?." haha, you should hv
seen AYGuy Faisal's face!. anw, e AYGuy replied happily "i dont mind!."
so i gave him a whole set [e 6packs] of drinks n AYGuy Faisal was still
giving me that face. we both looked at e AYGuy, n as he walks off,
HE WAS WAVING2 A PLASTIC BAG IN E AIR LIKE IT WAS A POMPOM!~
AYGuy Faisal: HAHAHA aper ajer dier buat!~
E'zzati Said: he happy uh get drinks from me XD
*both of us laughed* [no, i didnt poison his drinks X)]

L1: also had to take care of e batons too today :)
R1: e 2fantastic booths!. ^^ L2: i rocked as a Cateringnista!. X) \m/
R2: dinner came real early today, like before 5?. haha X) e fishballs n
chicken curry was quite nice so i took some extras, n AYGuy Joel was
like "wah you tarpow so many uh?." haha. i replied "i tot you dont want,
i take for you uh." HAHAHA XD anw, before i left i gave AYGuy Faisal a
brand new yoyo that i found, n 3 seconds later he broke it -_-"

L, C: AYG ATHLETICS@RJC FOR E WORLD!. ^^ DIMELO!. i think this is
e most formally arranged pHOTo i took ever since i turned 18!. XD
i dno, we just sat n it appeared that way without any pre-planned
order. it's also interesting how we're all sat in our respectives rows,
tsport with tsport, catering+fop, security,... i find it adorable!. XD ^^
R: MY FAV SECURITY GUARD THAT I'VE EVER MET!. seriously, he's a
total sweetheart!. altho im quite new in e events world, but i've met a
sufficient number of security guards to make a list of Top 10s!. X)
ignore e rest in e bckgrd rofl X) firstly, when he briefed us on e
safety measures, he didnt like talk down on us n altho he told us e
impt stuff, he was rather friendly abt it. secondly, whenever he sees
us he will acknowledge us. thirdly, it's nice to see him light up [kinda]
whenever i walk ard n pass e treats of e day. just to name a few :)

AYG09 ATHLETICS WARM UP @ RJC ROCKS!. ^^ \m/
if you cant spot e difference in this pHOTo, e fav security guard
isnt innit coz he helped to take it, n AYG Vm Angelia is innit :)

anw, at hm i added some of e AYGuys on msn, n AYGuy Faisal was
on!. so i chatted with him, for quite a lot actually!. started abt his
msn nname n dp "im certainly the coolest lo" haha, then i
realized that he's from HottIte Tmp [Graphic Design], so we
talked design, poems n blogs, AYG [JPN won!. X)], more blogs,
n last but not least, KPOP!. n he likes Green Day too. if only i
bothered to asked 4days ago, i wldnt be sooo bored n out of
things to chat abt!. but nvm X) anw, he was like " i speak
japanese fluently." so i started calling him stuff in JPN, n he
replied, after that i ran outta words so i was like "can i reply
you in korean?." HAHAHA XD anw, he was like saying that he's
gna go backpacking to RoK n Jpn, so i asked him to backpack
me along n ditch me in korea or somein!. HAHAHA XD he asked
me to go to his "back pocket so theres cushion when i sit down"!~
-_-" so i replied that "im not that cushion-y leh" X) -_-" HAHA

uhhuh uhhuh!. so yeah anw i think this [as in AYG09] means
e most to me in terms of exposure, coz i've nv really been
in an environment where there's just so many different
cultures n languages at once :) so yeah, pretty cool!. X)
haha, it just reminds me that... thats still so much of e
world that i've yet to see :) anw, seeing sooo much fitness
activity gg on, now i feel even more motivated!. :D
Lol... Lol... I'M STRONG BABY!. XD haha yeah most
probably gna do this agn ;) anw, CONGRATS FOR
E SUCCESS OF AYG!. ^^ Cheers!. ;D TTFN!. :D

Love xoxoxox Nebs